“Now must this waste of vain desire have end: Fetter these thoughts which traverse to and fro The road which has no issue! We are judged. O wherefore could I not uphold his heart? Why claimed I not some partnership with him In the strict test, urging my right of wife? How have I let him fall? I, knowing thee My Orpheus, bounteous giver of rich gifts, Not all inured in practice of the will, Worthier than I, yet weaker to sustain An inner certitude against the blank And silence of the senses; so no more My heart helps thine, and henceforth there remains No gift to thee from me, who would give all, Only the memory of me growing faint Until I seem a thing incredible, Some high, sweet dream, which was not, nor could be. Ay, and in idle fields of asphodel Must it not be that I shall fade indeed, No memory of me, but myself; these hands Losing distinction in the vague, sweet air, The heart’s swift pulses slackening to the sob Of the forgetful river, with no deed Pre-eminent to dare and to achieve, No joy for climbing to, no clear resolve From which the soul swerves never, no ill thing To rid the world of, till I am no more Eurydice, and shouldst thou at thy time Descend, and hope to find a helpmate here, I were grown slavish, like the girls men buy Soft-bodied, foolish-faced, luxurious-eyed, And meet to be another thing than wife. Would that it had been thus: when the song ceased And laughterless Aidoneus lifted up The face, and turned his grave persistent eyes Upon the singer, I had forward stepped And spoken—‘King! he has wrought well, nor failed, Who ever heard divine large song like this, Keener than sunbeam, wider than the air, And shapely as the mould of faultless fruit? And now his heart upon the gale of song Soars with wide wing, and he is strong for flight, Not strong for treading with the careful foot: Grant me the naked trial of the will Divested of all colour, scents and song: O then because Persephone was by With shadowed eyes when Orpheus sang of flowers, He would have yielded. And I stepping forth From the clear radiance of the singer’s heights, Made calm through vision of his wider truth, And strengthened by deep beauty to hold fast The presences of the invisible things, Had led the way. I know how in that mood He leans on me as babe on mother’s breast, Nor could he choose but let his foot descend Where mine left lightest pressure; so are passed The brute three-visaged, and the flowerless ways, Nor have I turned my head; and now behold The greyness of remote terrestrial light, And I step swifter. Does he follow still? O surely since his will embraces mine Closer than clinging hand can clasp a hand: No need to turn and dull with visible proof The certitude that soul relies on soul! So speed we to the day; and now we touch Warm grass, and drink the Sun. O Earth, O Sun, Not you I need, but Orpheus’ breast, and weep The gladdest tears that ever woman shed, And may be weak awhile, and need to know The sustenance and comfort of his arms. Self-foolery of dreams; come bitter truth. While the Gods heard him, and I stood beside O not applauding, but at last content, Fearless for him, and calm through perfect joy, Seeing at length his foot upon the heights Of highest song, by me discerned from far, Now suddenly attained in confident And errorless ascension. Did I ask The lesser joy, lips’ touch and clasping arms, Or was not this salvation? For I urged Always, in jealous service to his art, ‘Now thou hast told their secrets to the trees Of which they muse through lullÈd summer nights; Thou hast gazed downwards in the formless gulf Of the brute-mind, and canst control the will Of snake, and brooding panther fiery-eyed, And lark in middle heaven: leave these behind! And let some careless singer of the fields Set to the shallow sound of cymbal-stroke The Faun a-dance; some less true-tempered soul, Which cannot shape to harmony august The splendour and the tumult of the world, Inflame to frenzy of delirious rage The Moenad’s breast; yea, and the hearts of men, Smoke of whose fire upcurls from little roofs, Let singers of the wine-cup and the roast, The whirling spear, the toy-like chariot-race, And bickering counsel of contending kings And thou hast sung for Gods; and I have heard. I shall not fade beneath this sunless sky, Mixed in the wandering, ineffectual tribe; For these have known no moment when the soul Stood vindicated, laying sudden hands On immortality of joy, and love Which sought not, saw not, knew not, could not know The instruments of sense; I shall not fade. Yea, and thy face detains me evermore Within the realm of light. Love, wherefore blame Thy heart because it sought me? Could the years’ Whole sum of various fashioned happiness Exceed the measure of that eager face Importunate and pure, still lit with song, Turning from song to comfort of my love, And thirsty for my presence? We are saved! Yield Heracles, |