“This is my joy—that when my soul had wrought Her single victory over fate and fear, He came, who was deliverance. At the first, Though the rough-bearded fellows bruised my wrists Holding them backwards while they drove the bolts, And stared around my body, workman-like, I did not argue nor bewail; but when The flash and dip of equal oars had passed, And I was left a thing for sky and sea To encircle, gaze on, wonder at, not save— The clear resolve which I had grasped and held, Slipped as a dew-drop slips from some flower-cup O’erweighted, and I longed to cry aloud One sharp, great cry, and scatter the fixed will, In fond self-pity. Have you watched night-long, Above a face from which the life recedes, And seen death set his seal before the dawn? You do not shriek and clasp the hands, but just When morning finds the world once more all good And ready for wave’s leap and swallow’s flight, There comes a drift from undiscovered flowers, A drone of sailing bee, a dance of light Among the awakened leaves, a touch, a tang, A nameless nothing, and the world turns round, And the full soul runs over, and tears flow, So fared it there with me; the ripple ran Crisp to my feet; the tufted sea-pink bloomed From a cleft rock, I saw the insects drop From blossom into blossom; and the wide Intolerable splendour of the sea, Calm in a liquid hush of summer morn, Girdled me, and no cloud relieved the sky. I had refused to drink the proffered wine Before they bound me, and my strength was less Than needful: yet the cry escaped not, yet My purpose had not fallen abroad in ruin; Only the perfect knowledge I had won Of things which fate decreed deserted me, The vision I had held of life and death Was blurred by some vague mist of piteousness, Nor could I lean upon a steadfast will. Therefore I closed both eyes resolved to search Backwards across the abysm, and find Death there, And hold him with my hand, and scan his face By my own choice, and read his strict intent On lip and brow,—not hunted to his feet And cowering slavewise; ‘Death,’ I whispered, ‘Death,’ Calling him whom I needed: and he came. Wherefore record the travail of the soul Through darkness to grey light, the cloudy war, It seemed that I had mastered fate, and held, Still with shut eyes, the passion of my heart Compressed, and cast the election of my will Into that scale made heavy with the woe Of all the world, and fair relinquished lives. Suddenly the broad sea was vibrated, And the air shaken with confused noise Not like the steadfast plash and creak of oars, And higher on my foot the ripple slid. The monster was abroad beneath the sun. This therefore was the moment—could my soul Sustain her trial? And the soul replied A swift, sure ‘Yes’: yet must I look forth once, Confront my anguish, nor drop blindly down From horror into horror: and I looked— O thou deliverance, thou bright victory I saw thee, and was saved! The middle air Was cleft by thy impatience of revenge, Thy zeal to render freedom to things bound: The conquest sitting on thy brow, the joy Of thy unerring flight became to me Nowise mere hope, but full enfranchisement. A sculptor of the isles has carved the deed Upon a temple’s frieze; the maiden chained Lifts one free arm across her eyes to hide The terror of the moment, and her head Sideways averted writhes the slender neck: While with a careless grace in flying curve, Toward the gaping throat a youth extends The sword held lightly. When to sacrifice I pass at morn with my tall Sthenelos, I smile, but do not speak. No! when my gaze First met him I was saved; because the world Could hold so brave a creature I was free: Here one had come with not my father’s eyes Which darkened to the clamour of the crowd, And gave a grieved assent; not with the eyes Of anguish-stricken Cassiopeia, dry And staring as I passed her to the boat. Was not the beauty of his strength and youth Warrant for many good things in the world Which could not be so poor while nourishing him? What faithlessness of heart could countervail The witness of that brow? What dastard chains? Did he not testify of sovereign powers O’ermatching evil, awful charities Which save and slay, the terror of clear joy, Unquenchable intolerance of ill, Order subduing chaos, beauty pledged To conquest of all foul deformities? And was there need to turn my head aside, I, who had one sole thing to do, no more, To watch the deed? I know the careless grace My Perseus wears in manage of the steed, Or shooting the swift disc: not such the mode Of that victorious moment of descent Was gathered for a swift abolishment Of proud brute-tyranny. He seemed in air A shining spear which hisses in its speed And smites through boss and breastplate. Did he see Andromeda, who never glanced at her But set his face against the evil thing? I know not; yet one truth I may not doubt How ere the wallowing monster blind and vast Turned a white belly to the sun, he stood < |