Often she wondered afterwards how long that sleep would have lasted, if it had been left to Nature to awake her. It was so deep, so dreamless, so exquisite in its utter restfulness. She never slept thus in the open before. The magic of the moors had never so possessed her. And she had been so weary. All the weariness of the weary years seemed to go to the making of that amazing sleep of hers in the heather. She was just a child of Nature, too tired for further effort. She slept for hours, and she would have slept for hours longer, but for the interruption. It came to her very suddenly, so suddenly that it seemed to her that the soul had scarcely time to gird itself anew in the relaxed body, before the amazing battle was upon her. She sprang upright in the heather, gasping, still trammelled in the meshes of sleep, defenceless, to find the day nearly spent and a curtain of mist surrounding her; and, within that curtain, most terribly alone with her, she also found Montague Rotherby. Her recognition of him came with a choking cry. She realized that he had only just reached her, that his coming must have called her back from that deep oblivion in which she had been so steeped. But that first sight of him—alone with her—alone with her—within that strangely shifting yet impenetrable curtain—showed her something which to her waking vision—made keen by that long spell of rest—was appalling. She was terrified in that moment as she could not remember that she had ever been terrified before. He bent over her. “Found!” he said and laughed with a triumph that seemed to stab her. “I’ve had a long hunt for you. Have you been hiding here all day?” “No,” she said, through lips that felt strangely stiff, compelling her voice with difficulty. “I lost my way. I fell asleep. I am just going to Fordestown.” “Going to Fordestown! Why, it’s miles away! Why didn’t you wait till I came to you? You knew I should come.” His voice had a caressing quality. It drew her against her judgment. Her wild, unreasoning fear subsided somewhat. She smiled at him, though still her lips felt stiff. “I expected to be back by that time,” she said. “I started quite early.” “But why did you start at all?” he said. He was still bending over her. She gave him her hands with a slight gesture of appeal to help her up. He took them and drew her upwards into his arms. Holding her so, in spite of her quick effort for freedom, he looked deeply into her eyes. “Tell me why you went!” he said. She hesitated, trying to avert her face. “No, that won’t help you,” he said, frustrating her. “Tell me!” Unwillingly she answered him. “I had a bad night, and I decided—in the morning—that—I had better look for work.” “Why did you decide that?” he said. She made a more determined stand against him. “I can’t tell you. It’s natural, isn’t it? I have always been independent.” “Till you met me,” he said. She summoned her courage and faced him though she knew that she was crimson and quivering. “I shall go on being independent,” she said, “until we are married.” She expected some subtle change of countenance, possibly some sign of discomfiture, as thus boldly she took her stand. But at once he defeated her expectations. He met her announcement with complete composure. He even smiled, drawing her closer. “Oh, I think not,” he said. “After what happened yesterday we won’t talk nonsense of that kind to-day. What is the matter, sweetheart? Has someone been troubling you?” She relaxed somewhat. It was impossible not to respond to the tenderness of his voice and touch. But he had not satisfied her; the misgiving remained. “Only my own mind—my own reason,” she confessed, still painfully seeking to avoid his look. “After—yesterday!” he said. The reproach of his tone pierced her. She hid her face against his breast. “I couldn’t help it. You must make allowances. There has been no time for—love-making—in my life.” “There’s time now,” he said, and again she heard in his voice the note of triumph that had so deeply disquieted her. “It’s not a bit of good trying to run away at this stage. You’re caught before you start.” “Ah!” she said. He held her fast. “Do you realize that?” She was silent. He held her faster still. “Frances! Put your arms round my neck and tell me—tell me you are mine!” She shrank, hiding her face more deeply. He had lulled her distrust, but he had not gained her confidence. “You won’t?” he said. “I can’t,” she whispered back. He felt for her face and turned it upwards. “You will presently,” he said, and bending, kissed her, holding her lips with his till she broke free with a mingled sense of shame and self-reproach. “What is it?” he said, watching her, and she thought his face hardened. “You have changed since yesterday. Why?” She laid a pleading hand upon his arm. Yes, she had changed; she could not deny it. But she could not tell him why. “I think we have been—rather headlong,” was all she found to say. And at that he laughed, easily, cajoling her. “Well, we’ve gone too far to pull up now. Perhaps it will be a lesson to you next time, what? But no more of your will-o’-the-wisp performances on this occasion, O lady mine! We’ll play the game, and as we have begun, so we will go on.” He kissed her again, and his kiss was almost a challenge. “Don’t you realize that I love you?” he said. “Do you think I am going to lie awake all night for you, and then not hold you in my arms when we meet?” He laughed as he uttered the question, but it had a passionate ring. His lean, sunburnt face had a drawn look that oddly touched her pity. She was even moved to compunction. “I am sorry,” she said. “I thought—perhaps—it was just—a passing fancy.” “My fancies don’t pass like that,” said Montague. He spoke almost moodily, as if she had hurt him, and again her heart smote her. “I am beginning to understand,” she said. “But—you must give me time. We hardly know each other yet.” “That is soon remedied,” he said. “I warn you, I am not a very patient person. There is nothing to wait for that I can see.” “Oh, we must wait,” she said. “We must wait.” He broke again into that odd laugh of his. “We won’t wait. Life is too short.” He stooped again to kiss her. “You amazing woman!” he said. “Do you really prefer stones to bread?” She could not answer him. He had her defeated, powerless. She had no weapons with which to oppose him. But still deep in her heart, the doubt and the wonder remained. Was this indeed love that had come to her? If so, why was she thus afraid? Yet she met his lips with her own, for somehow he made her feel that she owed it to him. “That’s better,” he said, when he suffered her to go again. “Now, what are your plans? Are you still wanting to go to Fordestown?” She hesitated. “You say it is a long way?” “It’s miles,” he said. “You are right out of your way. What made you wander up here?” “They told me it was a short cut across the moor,” she said. He laughed. “Ah! These short cuts! Well, what are you going to do?” She looked at him, “Do you know—I haven’t had anything to eat all day—not since breakfast?” “Good heavens!” he said. “You’ve been wandering about the moor starving all this time?” She smiled. His concern touched her. Not for years had anyone expressed any anxiety for her welfare. “Not wandering about much,” she said. “I got as far as this this morning, and then, while I was considering which way to go, I fell asleep.” She glanced about her uneasily. “Do you think this fog is going to get any worse?” “Oh no!” he said lightly. “It’s nothing. They often come up like this in the evening. But look here! I can’t have you starving. We had better make for Fordestown after all.” “But—is it far?” She still hesitated. “Do you know the way?” “I know the direction. I can’t say how far it is. But it is nearer than Brookside. There is a fairly decent inn there. I am staying there myself.” “Oh!” she said with relief. “Then if we can only get there, you can motor me back to Brookside.” “The point is to get there,” said Montague. “But you know the direction. Do let us start before it gets any worse! I am quite rested.” She spoke urgently, for he seemed inclined to linger. He turned at once. “Yes. You must be famished. This is the way.” He drew her hand through his arm with decision and began to lead her up one of the sandy tracks. The mist closed like smoke about them, and Frances felt it wet upon her face. “We seem to be in the clouds,” she said. “I think we are,” said Montague. “You are sure we are going right?” she said. He laughed at her. “Of course we are going right. Don’t you trust me?” Trust him! The words sent a curious sensation through her. Did she trust him? Had she ever—save for that strange, delirious hour last night really trusted him? She murmured something unintelligible, for she could not answer him in the affirmative. And Montague laughed again. Looking back upon that walk later, it seemed to her that they must have covered miles. It was not easy going. The track was rough, sometimes stony, sometimes overgrown. She stumbled often from weariness and exhaustion; and still they went on endlessly over the moor. Always they seemed to be going uphill, and always the mist grew thicker. Here and there they skirted marshy ground, splashing through puddles of black water, and hearing the sound of running streams close at hand but invisible in the ever-thickening mist. It began to grow dark, and at last Frances became really anxious. They had not spoken for a long time, merely plodding on in silent discomfort, when abruptly she gave voice to her misgivings. “I am sure we are wrong. This path leads to nowhere.” “It leads to Fordestown,” he declared stubbornly, “if you keep on long enough.” “I don’t think I can keep on much longer,” she said. “I told you it was miles,” said Montague. She heard the sullen note in his voice, and her heart sank. Progress was becoming increasingly difficult. Very soon they would not be able to see the path. She stood still suddenly, obedient to an inner urging that would not be denied. “Oh, let us go back!” she said. He pressed her arm to his side with sharp insistence and drew her on. “Don’t be ridiculous! Do you want to spend the night in the open moor?” “It is what I am afraid of,” she said desperately. “If we go back we can at least find the way back eventually to Brookside. But this—oh, this is hopeless!” “Don’t be ridiculous!” he said again. “It is just possible that we have taken a wrong turn in this infernal fog, but it’s bound to lead to somewhere. There are no roads in England that don’t.” She yielded to him, feeling she had no choice. But her alarm was increasing with every step she took. It seemed to her that they were actually beginning to climb one of the tors! Now and again, they stumbled against boulders, dimly seen. And it was growing very cold. The drifting fog had turned to rain. Her feet had been wet for some time, and now her clothes were clinging about her, heavy with damp. She felt chilled to the bone, and powerless—quite powerless—to do anything but go whither she was led. It was as if her will-power were temporarily in abeyance. This man was her master, and she had no choice but to obey his behests. She began to move as one in a dream, dimly counting her halting footsteps, vaguely wondering how many more she would accomplish. And then quite suddenly she seemed as it were to reach a point where endurance snapped. She pitched forward, against his supporting arm. “I can’t go—” she cried out—“I can’t go—any further.” He caught her as she fell. She was conscious of the brief physical comfort afforded by the warmth of his body as he held her. Then, oddly, over her head she heard him speak as if addressing someone beyond her. “That settles it,” he said. “It’s not my fault.” She knew that he lowered her to the ground, still holding her, and began to rub her numbed and powerless hands. |