Katharine and Hester went up to the studio together, and Hester opened the door. “I’ve brought your sitter, Walter,” she said, announcing Katharine. “I’ve come back with a reinforcement.” “Oh, Miss Lauderdale, how do you do?” Crowdie came forward. “Do you know Mr. Griggs?” he asked in a low voice. “Yes, he was introduced to me last night,” explained Katharine in an undertone, and bending her head graciously as the elderly man bowed from a distance. “Oh! that’s very nice,” observed Crowdie. “I didn’t know whether you had met. I hate introducing people. They’re apt to remember it against one. Griggs is an old friend, Miss Lauderdale.” Katharine looked at the painter and thought he was less repulsive than usual. “I know,” she answered. “Do you really want me to sit this morning, Mr. Crowdie? You know, we said Friday—” “Of course I do! There’s your chair, all ready for you—just where it was last time. And the He crossed the room as he spoke, and began to wheel up the easel on which Katharine’s portrait stood. Griggs said nothing, but watched the two women as they stood together, trying to understand the very opposite impressions they made upon him, and wondering with an excess of cynicism which Crowdie thought the more beautiful. For his own part, he fancied that he should prefer Hester’s face and Katharine’s character, as he judged it from her appearance. Presently Katharine seated herself, trying to assume the pose she had taken at the first sitting. Crowdie disappeared behind the curtain in search of paint and brushes, and Hester sat down on the edge of a huge divan. As there was no chair except Katharine’s, Griggs seated himself on the divan beside Mrs. Crowdie. “There’s never more than one chair here,” she explained. “It’s for the sitter, or the buyer, or the lion-hunter, according to the time of day. Other people must sit on the divan or on the floor.” “Yes,” answered Griggs. “I see.” Katharine did not think the answer a very brilliant one for a man of such reputation. Hitherto she had not had much experience of lions. Crowdie came back with his palette and paints. “That’s almost it,” he said, looking at Katharine. “A little more to the left, I think—just the shade of a shadow!” “So?” asked Katharine, turning her head a very little. “Yes—only for a moment—while I look at you. Afterwards you needn’t keep so very still.” “Yes—I know. The same as last time.” Meanwhile, Hester remembered that she had not yet asked Griggs to stay to luncheon, though she had taken it for granted that he would. “Won’t you stay and lunch with us?” she asked. “Miss Lauderdale says she will, and I’ve told them to set a place for you. We shall be four. Do, if you can!” “You’re awfully kind, Mrs. Crowdie,” answered Griggs. “I wish I could. I believe I have an engagement.” “Oh, of course you have. But that’s no reason.” Hester spoke with great conviction. “I daresay you made that particular engagement very much against your will. At all events, you mean to stay, because you only say you ‘believe’ you’re engaged. If you didn’t mean to stay, you would say at once that you ‘had’ an engagement which you couldn’t break. Wouldn’t you? Therefore you will.” “That’s a remarkable piece of logic,” observed Griggs, smiling. “Besides, you’re a lion just now, because you’ve been away so long. So you can break as many engagements as you please—it won’t make any difference.” “There’s a plain and unadorned contempt for social rules in that, which appeals to me. Thanks; if you’ll let me, I’ll stay.” “Of course!” Hester laughed. “You see I’m married to a lion, so I know just what lions do. Walter, Katharine and Mr. Griggs are going to stay to luncheon.” “I’m delighted,” answered Crowdie, from behind his easel. He was putting in background with an enormous brush. “I say, Griggs—” he began again. “Well?” “Do you like Rockaways or Blue Points? I’m sure Hester has forgotten.” “‘When love was the pearl of’ my ‘oyster,’ I used to prefer Blue Points,” answered Griggs, meditatively. “So does Walter,” said Mrs. Crowdie. “Was that a quotation—or what?” asked Katharine, speaking to Crowdie in an undertone. “Swinburne,” answered the painter, indistinctly, for he had one of his brushes between his teeth. “Not that it makes any difference what a man eats,” observed Griggs in the same thoughtful tone. “I once lived for five weeks on ship biscuit and raw apples.” “Good heavens!” laughed Hester. “Where was that? In a shipwreck?” “No; in New York. It wasn’t bad. I used to eat a pound a day—there were twelve to a pound of the white pilot-bread, and four apples.” “Do you mean to say that you were deliberately starving yourself? What for?” “Oh, no! I had no money, and I wanted to write a book, so that I couldn’t get anything for my work till it was done. It wasn’t like little jobs that one’s paid for at once.” “How funny!” exclaimed Hester. “Did you hear that, Walter?” she asked. “Yes; but he’s done all sorts of things.” “Were you ever as hard up as that, Walter?” “Not for so long; but I’ve had my days. Haven’t I, Griggs? Do you remember—in Paris—when we tried to make an omelet without eggs, by the recipe out of the ‘Noble Booke of Cookerie,’ and I wanted to colour it with yellow ochre, and you said it was poisonous? I’ve often thought that if we’d had some saffron, it would have turned out better.” “You cooked it too much,” answered Griggs, gravely. “It tasted like an old binding of a book—all parchment and leathery. There’s nothing in that recipe anyhow. You can’t make an omelet without eggs. I got hold of the book again, and copied it out and persuaded the great man at “I’m glad to know that,” said Crowdie. “I’ve often thought of it and wondered whether we hadn’t made some mistake.” Katharine was amused by what the two men said. She had supposed that a famous painter and a well-known writer, who probably did not spend a morning together more than two or three times a year, would talk profoundly of literature and art. But it was interesting, nevertheless, to hear them speak of little incidents which threw a side-light on their former lives. “Do people who succeed always have such a dreadfully hard time of it?” she asked, addressing the question to both men. “Oh, I suppose most of them do,” answered Crowdie, indifferently. “‘Jordan’s a hard road to travel,’” observed Griggs, mechanically. “Sing it, Walter—it is so funny!” suggested Hester. “What?” asked the painter. “‘Jordan’s a hard road’—” “Oh, I can’t sing and paint. Besides, we’re driving Miss Lauderdale distracted. Aren’t we, Miss Lauderdale?” “Not at all. I like to hear you two talk—as you wouldn’t to a reporter, for instance. Tell me “Oh, dear, no! Griggs was a sort of little great man already in those days, and he used to stay at Meurice’s—except when he had no money, and then he used to sleep in the Calais train—he got nearly ten hours in that way—and he had a free pass—coming back to Paris in time for breakfast. He got smashed once, and then he gave it up.” “That’s pure invention, Crowdie,” said Griggs. “Oh, I know it is. But it sounds well, and we always used to say it was true because you were perpetually rushing backwards and forwards. Oh, no, Miss Lauderdale—Griggs had begun to ‘arrive’ then, but I was only a student. You don’t suppose we’re the same age, do you?” “Oh, Walter!” exclaimed Hester, as though the suggestion were an insult. “Yes, Griggs is—how old are you, Griggs? I’ve forgotten. About fifty, aren’t you?” “About fifty thousand, or thereabouts,” answered the literary man, with a good-humoured smile. Katharine looked at him, turning completely round, for he and Mrs. Crowdie were sitting on the divan behind her. She thought his face was old, especially the eyes and the upper part, but his figure had the sinewy elasticity of youth even as he sat there, bending forward, with his hands folded on his knees. She wished she might be with him “You always seemed the same age, to me, even then,” said Crowdie. “Does Mr. Crowdie mean that you were never young, Mr. Griggs?” asked Katharine, who had resumed her pose and was facing the artist. “We neither of us mean anything,” said Crowdie, with a soft laugh. “That’s reassuring!” exclaimed Katharine, a little annoyed, for Crowdie laughed as though he knew more about Griggs than he could or would tell. “I believe it’s the truth,” said Griggs himself. “We don’t mean anything especial, except a little chaff. It’s so nice to be idiotic and not to have to make speeches.” “I hate speeches,” said Katharine. “But what I began by asking was this. Must people necessarily have a very hard time in order to succeed at anything? You’re both successful men—you ought to know.” “They say that the wives of great men have the hardest time,” said Griggs. “What do you think, Mrs. Crowdie?” “Be reasonable!” exclaimed Hester. “Answer Miss Lauderdale’s question—if any one can, you can.” “It depends—” answered Griggs, thoughtfully. “Christopher Columbus “Oh, I don’t mean Christopher Columbus, nor any one like him!” Katharine laughed, but a little impatiently. “I mean modern people, like you two.” “Oh—modern people. I see.” Mr. Griggs spoke in a very absent tone. “Don’t be so hopelessly dull, Griggs!” protested Crowdie. “You’re here to amuse Miss Lauderdale.” “Yes—I know I am. I was thinking just then. Please don’t think me rude, Miss Lauderdale. You asked rather a big question.” “Oh—I didn’t mean to put you to the trouble of thinking—” “By the bye, Miss Lauderdale,” interrupted Crowdie, “you’re all in black to-day, and on Wednesday you were in grey. It makes a good deal of difference, you know, if we are to go on. Which is to be in the picture? We must decide now, if you don’t mind.” “What a fellow you are, Crowdie!” exclaimed Griggs. “I’ll have it black, if it’s the same to you,” said Katharine, answering the painter’s question. “What are you abusing me for, Griggs?” asked Crowdie, looking round his easel. “For interrupting. You always do. Miss Lauderdale asked me a question, and you sprang at me like a fiery and untamed wild-cat because I didn’t “I didn’t suppose you had finished thinking already,” answered Crowdie, calmly. “It generally takes you longer. All right. Go ahead. The curtain’s up! The anchor’s weighed—all sorts of things! I’m listening. Miss Lauderdale, if you could look at me for one moment—” “There you go again!” exclaimed Griggs. “Bless your old heart, man—I’m working, and you’re doing nothing. I have the right of way. Haven’t I, Miss Lauderdale?” “Of course,” answered Katharine. “But I want to hear Mr. Griggs—” “‘Griggs on Struggles’—it sounds like the title of a law book,” observed Crowdie. “You seem playful this morning,” said Griggs. “What makes you so terribly pleasant?” “The sight of you, my dear fellow, writhing under Miss Lauderdale’s questions.” “Doesn’t Mr. Griggs like to be asked general questions?” enquired Katharine, innocently. “It’s not that, Miss Lauderdale,” said Griggs, answering her question. “It’s not that. I’m a fidgety old person, I suppose, and I don’t like to answer at random, and your question is a very big one. Not as a matter of fact. It’s perfectly easy to say yes, or no, just as one feels about it, or according to one’s own experience. In that way, I should is naturally so highly gifted that he would produce good work under any circumstances, poverty is a drawback.” “You didn’t know what you were going to get, Miss Lauderdale, when you prevailed on Griggs to answer a serious question,” said Crowdie, as Griggs paused a moment. “He’s a didactic old bird, when he mounts his hobby.” “There’s something wrong about that metaphor, Crowdie,” observed Griggs. “Bird mounting hobby—you know.” “Did you never see a crow on a cow’s back?” enquired Crowdie, unmoved. “Or on a sheep? It’s funny when he gets his claws caught in the wool.” “Go on, please, Mr. Griggs,” said Katharine. “It’s very interesting. What’s the other side of the question?” “Oh—I don’t know!” Griggs rose abruptly from his seat and began to pace the room. “It’s lots of things, I suppose. Things we don’t understand and never shall—in this world.” “But in the other world, perhaps,” suggested Crowdie, with a smile which Katharine did not like. “The other world is the inside of this one,” said Griggs, coming up to the easel and looking at the painting. “That’s good, Crowdie,” he said, thoughtfully. “It’s distinctly good. I mean that it’s like, “Of course it is,” answered Crowdie; “I didn’t ask you to criticise. But I’m glad if you think it’s like.” “Yes. Don’t mind my telling you, Crowdie—Miss Lauderdale, I hope you’ll forgive me—there’s a slight irregularity in the pupil of Miss Lauderdale’s right eye—it isn’t exactly round. It affects the expression. Do you see?” “I never noticed it,” said Katharine in surprise. “By Jove—you’re right!” exclaimed Crowdie. “What eyes you have, Griggs!” “It doesn’t affect your sight in the least,” said Griggs, “and nobody would notice it, but it affects the expression all the same.” “You saw it at once,” remarked Katharine. “Oh—Griggs sees everything,” answered Crowdie. “He probably observed the fact last night when he was introduced to you, and has been thinking about it ever since.” “Now you’ve interrupted him again,” said Katharine. “Do sit down again, Mr. Griggs, and go on with what you were saying—about the other side of the question.” “The question of success?” “Yes—and difficulties—and all that.” “Delightfully vague—‘all that’! I can only give you an idea of what I mean. The question of “But if he goes beyond it?” asked Katharine. “He will probably be killed—body or soul, or both,” said Griggs, with a queer change of tone. “It seems to me, that you exclude women altogether from your paradise,” observed Mrs. Crowdie, with a laugh. “And amateurs,” said her husband. “It’s to be a professional paradise for men—no admittance except on business. No one who hasn’t had a picture on the line need apply. Special hell for minor poets. Crowns of glory may be had on application at the desk—fit not guaranteed in cases of swelled head—” “Don’t be vulgar, Crowdie,” interrupted Griggs. “Is ‘swelled head’ vulgar, Miss Lauderdale?” enquired the painter. “It sounds like something horrid—mumps, or that sort of thing. What does it mean?” “It means a bad case of conceit. It’s a good New York expression. I wonder you haven’t heard “Little Frank Miner—the brother of the three Miss Miners?” asked Griggs. “Yes—looks a well-dressed cock sparrow—always in a good humour—don’t you know him?” “Of course I do—the brother of the three Miss Miners,” said Griggs, meditatively. “Does he write? I didn’t know.” Crowdie laughed, and Hester smiled. “Such is fame!” exclaimed Crowdie. “But then, literary men never seem to have heard of each other.” “No,” answered Griggs. “By the bye, Crowdie, have you heard anything of Chang-Li-Ho lately?” “Chang-Li-Ho? Who on earth is he? A Chinese laundryman?” “No,” replied Griggs, unmoved. “He’s the greatest painter in the Chinese Empire. But then, you painters never seem to have heard of one another.” “By Jove! that’s not fair, Griggs! Is he to be in the professional heaven, too?” “I suppose so. There’ll probably be more Chinamen than New Yorkers there. They know a great deal more about art.” “You’re getting deucedly sarcastic, Griggs,” “We’d better have it at once if you two are going to quarrel,” suggested Hester, with a laugh. “Oh, we never quarrel,” answered Crowdie. “Besides, I’ve got no soul, Griggs says, and he sold his own to the printer’s devil ages ago—so that the life to come is a perfectly safe subject.” “What do you mean by saying that Walter has no soul?” asked Hester, looking up quickly at Griggs. “My dear lady,” he answered, “please don’t be so terribly angry with me. In the first place, I said it in fun; and secondly, it’s quite true; and thirdly, it’s very lucky for him that he has none.” “Are you joking now, or are you unintentionally funny?” asked Crowdie. “I don’t think it’s very funny to be talking about people having no souls,” said Katharine. “Do you think every one has a soul, Miss Lauderdale?” asked Griggs, beginning to walk about again. “Yes—of course. Don’t you?” Griggs looked at her a moment in silence, as though he were hesitating as to what he should say. “Can you see the soul, as you did the defect in my eyes?” asked Katharine, smiling. “Sometimes—sometimes one almost fancies that one might.” “And what do you see in mine, may I ask? A defect?” He was quite near to her. She looked up at him earnestly with her pure girl’s eyes, wide, grey and honest. The fresh pallor of her skin was thrown into relief by the black she wore, and her features by the rich stuff which covered the high back of the chair. There was a deeper interest in her expression than Griggs often saw in the faces of those with whom he talked, but it was not that which fascinated him. There was something suggestive of holy things, of innocent suffering, of the romance of a virgin martyr—something which, perhaps, took him back to strange sights he had seen in his youth. He stood looking down into her eyes, a gaunt, world-worn fighter of fifty years, with a strong, ugly, determined but yet kindly face—the face of a man who has passed beyond a certain barrier which few men ever reach at all. Crowdie dropped his hand, holding his brush, and gazing at the two in silent and genuine delight. The contrast was wonderful, he thought. He would have given much to paint them as they were before him, with their expressions—with the very thoughts of which the look in each face was born. Whatever Crowdie might be at heart, he was an artist first. And Hester watched them, too, accustomed to notice whatever struck her husband’s attention. A very different nature was hers from any of the three—one reserved for an unusual destiny, and with something of fate’s shadowy painting already in all her outward self—passionate, first, and having, also, many qualities of mercy and cruelty at passion’s command, but not having anything of the keen insight into the world spiritual, and material, which in varied measure belonged to each of the others. “And what defect do you see in my soul?” asked Katharine, her exquisite lips just parting in a smile. “Forgive me!” exclaimed Griggs, as though roused from a reverie. “I didn’t realize that I was staring at you.” He was an oddly natural man at certain times. Katharine almost laughed. “I didn’t realize it either,” she answered. “I was too much interested in what I thought you were going to say.” “He’s a very clever fellow, Miss Lauderdale,” said Crowdie, going on with his painting. “But you’ll turn his head completely. To be so much interested—not in what he has said, or is saying, or even is going to say, but just in what you think he possibly may say—it’s amazing! Griggs, you’re not half enough nattered! But then, you’re so spoilt!” “Yes—in my old age, people are spoiling me.” Griggs smiled rather sourly. “I can’t read souls, Miss Lauderdale,” he continued. “But if I could, I should rather read yours than most books. It has something to say.” “It’s impossible to be more vague, I’m sure,” observed Crowdie. “It’s impossible to be more flattering,” said Katharine, quietly. “Thank you, Mr. Griggs.” She was beginning to be tired of Crowdie’s observations upon what Griggs said—possibly because she was beginning to like Griggs himself more than she had expected. “I didn’t mean to be either vague or flattering. It’s servile to be the one and weak to be the other. I said what I thought. Do you call it flattery to paint a beautiful portrait of Miss Lauderdale?” “Not unless I make it more beautiful than she is,” answered the painter. “You can’t.” “That’s decisive, at all events,” laughed Crowdie. “Not but that I agree with you, entirely.” “Oh, I don’t mean it as you do,” answered Griggs. “That would be flattery—exactly what I don’t mean. Miss Lauderdale is perfectly well aware that you’re a great portrait painter and that she is not altogether the most beautiful young lady living at the present moment. You mean flesh and blood and eyes and hair. I don’t. I mean all that “Soul,” suggested Crowdie. “I was talking about that to Miss Lauderdale the last time she sat for me—that was on Wednesday, wasn’t it—the day before yesterday? It seems like last year, for some reason or other. Yes, I know what you mean. You needn’t get into such a state of frenzied excitement.” “I appeal to you, Mrs. Crowdie—was I talking excitedly?” “A little,” answered Hester, who was incapable of disagreeing with her husband. “Oh—well—I daresay,” said Griggs. “It hasn’t been my weakness in life to get excited, though.” He laughed. “Walter always makes you talk, Mr. Griggs,” answered Mrs. Crowdie. “A great deal too much. I think I shall be rude, and not stay to luncheon, after all.” “Nonsense!” exclaimed Crowdie. “Don’t go in for being young and eccentric—the ‘man of genius’ style, who runs in and out like a hen in a thunder-storm, and is in everybody’s way when he’s not wanted and can’t be found when people want him. You’ve outgrown that sort of absurdity long ago.” Katharine would have liked to see Griggs’ face at that moment, but he was behind her again. But in ordinary matters she was keen of perception. It struck her that there was some bond or link between the two men, and it seemed strange to her that there should be—as strange as though she had seen an old wolf playing amicably with a little rabbit. She thought of the two animals in connection with the two men. While she had been thinking, Hester and Griggs had been talking together in lower tones, on the divan, and Crowdie had been painting industriously. “It’s time for luncheon,” said Mrs. Crowdie. “Mr. Griggs says he really must go away very early, and perhaps, if Katharine will stay, she will let you paint for another quarter of an hour afterward.” “I wish you would!” answered Crowdie, with alacrity. “The snow-light is so soft—you see the snow lies on the skylight like a blanket.” Katharine looked up at the glass roof, turning her head far back, for it was immediately overhead. When she dropped her eyes she saw that Griggs was looking at her again, but he turned away instantly. She had no sensation of unpleasantness, as she always had when she met Crowdie’s womanish glance; but she wondered about the man and his past. Hester was just leaving the studio, going downstairs to be sure that luncheon was ready, and Crowdie had disappeared behind his curtain to put his palette and brushes out of sight, as usual. Katharine was alone with Griggs for a few moments. They stood together, looking at the portrait. “How long have you known Mr. Crowdie?” she asked, yielding to an irresistible impulse. “Crowdie?” repeated Griggs. “Oh—a long time—fifteen or sixteen years, I should think. That’s going to be a very good portrait, Miss Lauderdale—one of his best. And Crowdie, at his best, is first rate.” |