Salve. Jamque vale. Quid enim quis pergeret ultra? Qua jocus et lusus non vocat, ire voles? Scilicet hic, Lector, cur noster habebere, non est; Deliciis folio non faciente tuis. Nam nec Acidalios halat mihi pagina rores; Nostra Cupidineae nec favet aura faci. Frustra hinc ille suis quicquam promiserit alis: Frustra hinc illa novo speret abire sinu. Ille e materna melius sibi talia myrto; Illa jugis melius poscat ab Idaliis. Quaerat ibi suus in quo cespite surgat Adonis, Quae melior teneris patria sit violis. Illinc totius Florae, verisque, suique Consilio, ille alas impleat, illa sinus. Me mea, casta tamen, si sit rudis, herba coronet: Me mea, si rudis est, sit rudis, herba juvat. Nulla meo Circaea tument tibi pocula versu: Dulcia, et in furias officiosa tuas. Nulla latet Lethe, quam fraus tibi florea libat, Quam rosa sub falsis dat malefida genis. Nulla verecundum mentitur mella venenum: Captat ab insidiis linea nulla suis. Et spleni, et jecori foliis bene parcitur istis. Ah, male cum rebus staret utrumque meis! Nulla salax, si quid norit habere salis. Non nudae Veneres, nec, si jocus, udus habetur: Non nimium Bacchus noster Apollo fuit. Nil cui quis putri sit detorquendus ocello; Est nihil obliquo quod velit ore legi. Haec coram atque oculis legeret Lucretia justis; Iret et illaesis hinc pudor ipse genis. Nam neque candidior voti venit aura pudici De matutina virgine thura ferens: Cum vestis nive vincta sinus, nive tempora fulgens, Dans nive flammeolis frigida jura comis, Religiosa pedum sensim vestigia librans, Ante aras tandem constitit, et tremuit. Nec gravis ipsa suo sub numine castior halat Quae pia non puras summovet ara manus. Tam Venus in nostro non est nimis aurea versu: Tam non sunt pueri tela timenda dei. Saepe puer dubias circum me moverat alas, Jecit et incertas nostra sub ora faces; Saepe vel ipse sua calamum mihi blandus ab ala, Vel matris cygno de meliore dedit; Saepe Dionaeae pactus mihi serta coronae; Saepe: Meus vates tu, mihi dixit, eris. I procul, i cum matre tua, puer improbe, dixi: Non tibi cum numeris res erit ulla meis. Tu Veronensi cum passere pulchrior ibis: Bilbilicisve queas comptius esse modis. Undique nequitiis par erit ille tuis. Ille nimis, dixi, patet in tua proelia campus: Heu, nimis est vates et nimis ille tuus! Gleba illa, ah, tua quam tamen urit adultera messis! Esset Idumaeo germine quanta parens! Quantus ibi et quantae premeret puer ubera matris! Nec coelos vultu dissimulante suos. Ejus in isto oculi satis essent sidera versu; Sidereo matris quam bene tuta sinu! Matris ut hic similes in collum mitteret ulnas, Inque sinus niveos pergeret, ore pari; Utque genis pueri haec aequis daret oscula labris, Et bene cognatis iret in ora rosis; Quae Mariae tam larga meat, quam disceret illic Uvida sub pretio gemma tumere suo! Staret ibi ante suum lacrymatrix Diva Magistrum: Seu levis aura volet, seu gravis unda cadat; Luminis haec soboles, et proles pyxidis illa, Pulchrius unda cadat, suavius aura volet. Quicquid in his sordet demum, luceret in illis. Improbe, nec satis est hunc tamen esse tuum? Improbe, cede, puer: quid enim mea carmina mulces? Carmina de jaculis muta futura tuis. Cede, puer, qua te petulantis fraena puellae; Turpia quae revocant pensa procacis herae; Qua miseri male pulchra nitent mendacia limi; Qua cerussatae, furta decora, genae; Quas nivis haud propriae bruma redempta domat. Cede, puer, dixi et dico; cede, improba mater: Altera Cypris habet nos; habet alter Amor. Scilicet hic Amor est; hic est quoque mater Amoris. Sed Mater virgo; sed neque caecus Amor. O Puer! Ô Domine! Ô magnae reverentia Matris, Alme tui stupor et relligio gremii! O Amor, innocuae cui sunt pia jura pharetrae, Nec nisi de casto corde sagitta calens! Me, Puer, Ô certa, quem figis, fige sagitta; O tua de me sit facta pharetra levis! Quodque illinc sitit et bibit, et bibit et sitit usque; Usque meum sitiat pectus, et usque bibat. Fige, Puer, corda haec. Seu spinis exiguus quis, Seu clavi aut hastae cuspide magnus ades; Seu major cruce cum tota; seu maximus ipso Te corda haec figis denique; fige, Puer. O metam hanc tuus aeternum inclamaverit arcus: Stridat in hanc teli densior aura tui. O tibi si jaculum ferat ala ferocior ullum, Hanc habeat triti vulneris ire viam. Quique tuae populus cunque est, quae turba, pharetrae; Hic bene vulnificas nidus habebit aves. O mihi sis bello semper tam saevus in isto! Pectus in hoc nunquam mitior hostis eas. Quippe ego quam jaceam pugna bene sparsus in illa! Quam bene sic lacero pectore sanus ero! Haec tua sint, Lector, si meus esse voles. Si meus esse voles, meus ut sis, lumina, Lector, Casta, sed Ô nimium non tibi sicca, precor. Nam tibi fac madidis meus ille occurrerit alis, Sanguine, seu lacryma diffluat ille sua: Stipite totus hians, clavisque reclusus, et hasta: Fons tuus in fluvios desidiosus erit? Si tibi sanguineo meus hic tener iverit amne, Tune tuas illi, dure, negabis aquas? Ah durus! quicunque meos, nisi siccus, amores Nolit, et hic lacrymae rem neget esse suae. Sa Si nimium hic promitti tibi videtur, Lector bone, pro eo cui satisfaciendo libellus iste futurus fuerit; scias me in istis non ad haec modo spectare quae hic habes, sed ea etiam quae olim, haec interim fovendo, habere poteris. Nolui enim, si hactenus deesse amicis meis non potui, flagitantibus a me, etiam cum dispendii sui periculo, paterer eos experiri te in tantum favorem tuum, nolui, inquam, fastidio tuo indulgere. Satis hic habes quod vel releges ad ferulam suam, neque enim maturiores sibi annos ex his aliqua vendicant, vel ut pignus plurium adultiorumque in sinu tuo reponas. Elige tibi ex his utrumvis. Me interim quod attinet, finis meus non fefellit. Maximum meae ambitionis scopum jamdudum attigi: tunc nimirum cum quale-cunque hoc meum pene infantis Musae murmur ad aures istas non ingratum sonuit, quibus neque doctiores mihi de publico timere habeo, nec sperare clementiores; adeo ut de tuo jam plausu, dicam ingenue et breviter, neque securus sim ultra neque solicitus. Prius tui, quisquis es, Lector, apud me reverentia prohibet; de cujus judicio omnia possum magna sperare: posterius illorum reverentia non sinit, de quorum perspicacitate maxima omnia non possum mihi non persuadere. Quanquam Ô quam velim tanti me esse in quo patria mea morem istum suum deponere velit, genio suo tam non dignum; istum scilicet quo, suis omnibus fastiditis, ea exosculatur unice, quibus trajecisse Alpes et de transmarino esse, in pretium cessit! Sed relictis hisce, nimis improbae [TRANSLATION. Verse and Prose, G.] To the Reader. 'Greeting,' Reader; and now 'farewell'! Wherefore shouldst thou on my page dwell, Where neither jest nor sport inviteth, That the jocund youth delighteth? Therefore, Reader, pass thee by To thine own idle jollity: The notes that trill from my poor lute Such as thee shall never suit; Nor here are Acidalian dews That Venus' roses sweet suffuse; Nor breath sets Cupid's torch a-blaze That lovers on my lines may gaze. Look here for lewd emotion. Cupid, seek thy mother's kirtle, Or hide thee 'neath her fragrant myrtle. And, Venus, thy Idalian hills Will better yield thee sport that thrills: Thither, therefore, goddess, turn; O'er thy lost Adonis burn; Or devise, if grief thee frets, Other shrines for thy violets: There, with Flora and the Spring The green earth enamelling, Thou mayst fill thy bosom's whiteness, He his wings in all their brightness, With all flow'rs that wait on thee When thou holdest revelry. Me my own poor flow'r will crown; Poor 'tis true, yet all my own— Poor but pure. So let it be, Those unto others, this to me. No Circe-cup foams in my verse, To make fierce lustings still more fierce; No draft of Lethe here doth flow, Flow'ry above, deathly below; No false cheeks, with falser bloom— A rose up-bursting from a tomb; No barb hid 'neath treach'rous plume; No poison spread as honey'd bait; Here's nor spleen nor melancholy, That for me were unmeet wholly; Rarely do I raise a smile, Ne'er merge my wit in wanton wile; Never quicken Passion's pulse, Nor show nude Beauty to convulse, Until beneath the hoof o' th' flesh The strong man bound is in Lust's mesh. If jest I pass, do not repine To learn it reeks not of the wine; For my Apollo is celestial, And from Bacchus shrinks as bestial. Nothing that's foul my page contains; Nothing the modest eye arraigns; Nothing to cause averted face— Lucretia every line might trace With calm, serene, unfearing eye, Nor blush stain cheek of Modesty. For not more pure the maiden's vow Whisper'd in tremulous words and low, As, girt in snowy robe, her breast Heaves like a wave in sweet unrest, And the white veil shows whiter brow In pureness of unfallen snow, With flame-gleam from meek-droppÈd hair Dishevell'd by the am'rous air: The marriage-rites to heaven ascending: Yea, not the altar's self exhaleth More chastely, as its God it haileth, That keeps far off unholy hands While there the priest with bow'd head stands. My verse is not the Queen of Love's, Nor knows the cooing of her doves: Her beauty me not overpowers, Though bright as skies when no cloud low'rs; Vainly at me her tricksy boy His arrows shoots. The sweet annoy I never felt; though oft and oft He hover'd o'er me, and with soft, Sly, 'luring glances his torch wav'd, And look'd to find me swift enslav'd; Offer'd a quill from his own wing, E'en from his mother's swan—to sing; Ay, often Venus' love-wreaths weaving, On my brow the symbol leaving: He would laugh, and Poet style me, And with flatteries beguile me: 'Begone, begone, O wanton boy! Thy mother too, though Queen of Joy.' Thus did I speak. Naught of my song Shall thy tyranny prolong: Get thee, with thy torch and arrow, Catullus Unto the Veronian sparrow; To embalm thy pleasant sin: Be thy assaults however vile, He on thee will smile, and smile: He, thy love-locks curious twining, Shall ne'er come short of thy inclining: He thine own poet is, and will Give thee full license to instill By jest and quip and jollity Whate'er it listeth thee to try. Alas, that genius so august Should pander to adult'rous lust! Alas, that he, poet so true, Should poet be, Cupid, to you! O, what harvest of rich thought Judean seed from him had brought, If, up-climbing holy mountains, He had drunk from hallow'd fountains! Mother and son, I see them now, As round her neck his arms he'd throw, Nestling with his azure eyes, Her bosom's splendour for his skies; Kissing, and kiss'd in sweet reply, As soft winds o'er violets die: While she all her love discloses, Murm'ring on his lips' twin roses: His lips like hers, and hers like his, Glued i' the rapture of their bliss. With dainty touch and fugitive. The heav'nly Weeper there would bow Before her Lord, and pay her vow: Now is uttered gentle sigh, And now great tears gleam in her eye: That, offspring of the stainless Light; This, of the Pyx's mystic rite: In his verse, tears, sighs should fall Delicate and musical: In fine, whate'er in mine were mean Should radiant grow as sunlight's sheen. Go, then, go, insatiate boy, Nor me longer seek t' annoy: I've said it, nor shall e'er unsay: Go to thy mother, and there play. Why wilt thou whisper flattery, And praise my Muse's witchery— Verses that reck not of thy smarts— And smite me with thy fire-tipp'd darts? Go, get thee gone! Thy haunt must be Where there's wanton revelry, And the young minx with toss o' curls Opes her lips to show her pearls; Opes her lips, with some gross jest A foolish lover to arrest. Thither go, where falsely-fair Beauty is bought and sold; and where, A-flame to ev'ry devilry, Base women seek base men, and tingle Their hot veins as they commingle, Baring their charms, 'neath alien roses Ministering such sweets as Hell composes. Hence, therefore, Cupid! Venus, hence! I yield not to your violence: I've said it, nor shall you allure My heart to own your sway impure. Another Cypris holds me now, Another Love receives my vow: For Love is here and Mother kind, But she a Virgin; He not blind. O Child! O Lord! great Mother blest! O wonder of thy holy breast! O Love, whose quiver's sacred pow'rs Ne'er send forth arrow that devours, Unless a shaft pierce the pure heart, That Thou mayst heal the blessÈd smart. Me whom Thou piercest, holy Child, Pierce, pierce me sure with arrows mild. Let Thy quiver grow more light As Thou dost me yearning smite: What my soul pants for, and still drinks And drinks, and thirsts, and never thinks To get enough, O give, still give. Thus would I die; thus would I live. Thou comest,—crown'd with thorns and bare, Or great with the awful heraldry Of nail and spear for Faith to see; Or greater still, on the holy rood Wet with the terror of Thy Blood; Or great'st of all, Thyself alone In meek might of Thy Passion,— Still pierce this heart; O pierce it, Child: Thus would I drink in rapture wild. O that Thy bow might wound me still! O that of wounds I had my fill! Or, if some swifter wing there be, That it would fly to me—to me! Behold, my Saviour, this poor breast, And take it as Thine arrows' nest: I seek not to be spar'd one blow: Thus would I have Thee still my foe; Still yearn that wounded I may be; For wounds like these are ecstasy. These are my wishes: and my Books, May they be his who on them looks! Seek'st, Reader, to be mine? Then, last, I ask thy eyes that they be chaste; Chaste, but not tearless; my dear Love To meet and know, as from above He comes, and still the Crucified, Proclaiming how for man He died And bitterest words of agony: Say, should He meet thee thus in blood, Couldst thou e'en grudge of tears a flood? Ah, hard thy heart as e'er was stone, That all unmov'd can hear Him groan, Nor by a throb of feeling show Thou hast a sense of His great woe; While here He treasured human tears Hushing sad Mary in her fears, As to His feet in shame she crept, And with white drops them all bewept: More than Assyrian gold to thee Such tears, if thou their worth couldst see. His love with thine again will glow, His tears afresh with thine will flow. Here, Reader, glancing through my Book, Thou shalt upon His cradle look: To His sweet obsequies now turn, And mark how still my love shall burn. Here, with His Mother and with me, My ceaseless sacred joys shalt see: Whether Earth's Princes speechless stand As sudden darkness wraps the land; Or He lies hidden in the Cave, A temple now, and not a grave; But the third morning shall restore Him: Ah, much too slow those days pass o'er Him! Enfold Him in a kindly gloom: Thus wilt thou pray; while my dear Light (O strange!) demands the help of Night. In fine, whate'er my Book shall say To my dear Love—however pray, However fear, however weep, And with sweet tears its pages steep— My words thy willing words will move. 'O, not enough these things I love; But they are sweet all things above; And certainly the love of Him Deserves all other loves to dim.' If it seem to you, good Reader, that I have promised overmuch on behalf of him to whom this tractate shall be pleasing, know that I do not look merely on those things which you possess here, but also on those which, by cherishing such as you now have, you may hereafter obtain; for I have been unwilling, if hitherto I have not been a-wanting to my friends earnestly entreating me that I should allow them, even at the risk of their own peril, to encroach on your good-will, however great—I have been unwilling, I say, to give myself up to your fastidious criticism. You have enough here either to hand over to the rod which it deserves (for none of these things ask or claim for themselves maturer years), or to lay it up in your bosom as a pledge Decoration I
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