A POEM. [About 1779.] Life is a Dream;—it steals upon the Man, He knows not how, but thinks himself awake; 'Tis like a Bubble dancing on the Deep, That turns its glossy surface to the Sun, Catches a Rainbow-Vest, and sparkles, proud Of momentary Being—then it breaks— To some tremendous Billow drops a prey, And joins th' eternal Source, from whence it sprang. But ah! how dismal are the Dreams of Care, 10 How much of Care do e'en the happiest dream, And some—hard Fortune theirs—of Care alone. Forgive me then, ye Wise, who seem awake, A Midnight Song, and let your Censure sleep; While Sorrow's Theme, and Contemplation sad, And Soul-dilating Fancy's pensive Flight Through Star-crown'd Gloom, I sing; inspir'd by her, Whom Virtue loves, whom Wisdom; from whose Touch Grief borrows Charm, and Expectation sits On the cold Bosom of the Tomb serene. 20 Pale Melancholy she; nor softer shines The sabled Fair, her Votress, o'er the Grave Of the departed Lover; nor more mild Sits yonder Moon's chaste ray upon the Rock, That, rising from the Bosom of the Wave, Flings Awe on Night. Thou Grave-enamour'd Fair, Attune my Song, and, languid as thou art, The Song shall please; and I will paint the Dream That Midnight gave thee, when with wintry Wing She swept thy Grot, and shook her grisled Dew 30 Upon the frozen Garment of the pool; And I will drown mine Eye in Tears like thine, And give my hollow Cheek a dewy pale, And dress me in the Livery of the Dead; And o'er their dreary Mansions walk with thee; Bidding a brief Farewell to little Cares, And Visionary Honour's frantic Sons, Who feed on Adulation—let them feed, Till the full Soul disdains the nauseous Trash, And sickens with Repletion.— I will ask, 40 No Voice of Fame to spread abroad my Song, Nor Court Applause—Meonides had Fame, And with her poverty and pain and Care, Attendants on the Bard-deluding Nymph, Who mock the Babbling of her loudest Note; From Heaven he stole Description, Nature's Key, And loosen'd into Light her Mysteries; Ambition started when he sang of War, In Language all her own; and o'er his Lyre Hung Devastation, glowing at the Sound, 50 And frantic for the Field; and there Distress, As if enamour'd of the Mighty Man, With cruel Constancy repaid his Muse; And chiding Fame, by whispering to the Soul Domestic Ills, she [triumph'd] over praise, And, through th' untasted Plaudit of a World, Led the blind Bard in Sadness to the Tomb.— I ask no Mantuan Muse with silver Wing To bear me in some rapid even flight Thro' distant Ages, tho' so sweet her Bard 60 That yet the Traveller o'er each Hill he sang, Transported, [wanders], feeling power divine New-rising on his Soul to chain its Cares. Imagination turns the Tide of Time, Unwinds each year, and, thro' reviving Light, And thro' the vandal Gloom of Centuries drear, And falling Rome works back, till Nature smiles And [Tityrus] sings anew; then laughs each Scene, And cloudless skies appear, and Beachen Boughs That Shade the [Nereids] listning from their Streams.— 70 Nor Milton's muse I boast, to whom the Morn And all her rosy Train, and blazing Noon, Dipping his fiery Tresses in the Stream Of Pison, bank'd with Gold, and tepid Eve, Who in her soft recesses cradles Thought, And Worlds unsung pay Homage, and the Suns, From which the Light yet wings its rapid Way, Nor on the gloomy Bosom of the Earth, Sleeps from the Labour of its long Career. Nor feels my Bosom that ambiguous Flame, 80 That now from Skies, and now from central Gloom, Shot devious o'er the fervent Page of Young— Young, Thought's Œconomist, who wove reproof Her [gloomiest] Vest, and yet a Vest that shone; Whose Invitation was assault: he found The World asleep and rent its drowsy Ear. Nor shares my Soul the soft enchanting Stream, The lambent Blaze, that [Thomson] knew to blend With his Creation; when he led the Eye Through the [year's Verdant] Gate, the budding Spring; 90 And from the Willow o'er the tuneless Stream, And from the [Aspen] Rind, ere yet her Leaf Unfolding flicker'd, and from limpid rills Unmantled, cull'd Simplicity and Grace. Ah! who with mingled Modesty and Love So paints the bathing Maid; who so describes The new-mown Meadow, and the new shorn Lamb? Hard is the Task to strip the Muse's Wing Of Learning's plume, yet leave enough to charm; But this was thine! Grace beautify'd thy page, 100 And led thy weary plowman from the field, And spread thy simple Foliage on the Sod, And hung thy ponderous Treasures on the Bough, And rov'd with thy Lavinia where the Winds, Rustling along the golden [Valley], bear The Grain just dropping from its withering Glume. And Winter too was thine! permit me there To bear a part, for mine are wintry Thoughts.— Nor dare I hope his Dignity and Fire, Who led the soul thro' Nature, and display'd 110 Imagination's pleasures to its Eye; His the blest Task, a [gloomier] task is mine; His were the Smiles of Fortune, mine her Frowns; And when her Frowns and Smiles shall charm alike, At that dread Hour when the officious Friend, Stammering his Idiot-Comfort, soothes amiss, May Joys he painted dart upon the Soul, And, more than Fancy pointing to the Skies, Whisper a noble [Challenge] to the Tomb.— Tho' far behind my Song, my Hope the same, 120 And not behind my Song; with Vulgar souls, Both sentenc'd to Contempt—unletter'd pride— Grins the pale Bard Disgrace alike to him Who soars above or labours in the Clouds, Who travels the sublime, or dives profound In the Wild Chaos of a School-boy's Dream: He, tyed to some poor Spot, where e'en the rill That owns him Lord untasted steals away, Hallows a Clod, and spurns Immensity. Ye gentle, nameless Bards, who float a-down 130 The soft smoothe Stream of silver poesy And dream your pretty Dreams, permit my Song Cold inspiration from a Winter's Night. This is no Stanza'd Birth-Day of his Grace, Your patron; no sad Satire of the Lord, Your Foe; no Dunciad arm'd with power, To dive into the Depths of your profound, And with a vile assemblage gather'd there Whip the pale Moonshine from your with'ring Bays.— Is there, who sick of Pleasure's daily Draught, 140 In repetition mawkish, or who tir'd Thinks Life an Idiot's Tale? or whom the Hand Of [Disappointment] snatches from the Vice That waits on power? or who has lost a friend, And mingles with the dew that wets his Tomb A frequent Tear? or who by Nature's mild And melancholy Bias from the Womb Was fashioned for the View of serious Things, And with the sober chiding of his eye, Freezes the [Current] within Laughter's Cheek, 150 And awes the Voice of loud Garrulity? Let him approach, and I will tell my Soul, EUGENIO rises from the Grave, and give The Living Youth the Manners of my Friend. From the Enshrouded Tenant of the Sod I'll call the speaking Eye, the open Heart, The Tongue belov'd of Knowledge, and the Form That, could Deceit put on, Grey-headed Guile, That judges from his own embosom'd Guilt, Would yet be won, and lend a ductile Ear. 160 Together, while the [Echo's] feeble Sound, Halting in frozen regions of the Air, Mocks our slow Step, we from the Mountain's Brow, Will look around and court the Stars of Heav'n For as much Light as guides the Miser's hand, To grasp Delusion in her Guise of Gold.— The Morn is banish'd now, nor down the Hill Slopes the faint Shadow; now in other Realms She drinks the Dew that on the Vi'lets Lip Slept thro' the Night; and, with her golden Dart 170 Bays the pale Moon, retiring from the View. In other Climates, from the rays of Noon Embower'd, Content lies sleeping; and the palm Drinking the fiery Stream, plays o'er the Brow Of shadied Weariness; and distant now Draws meek-ey'd Eve, with even hand and slow, The fringed Curtain of the setting Sun, Ting'd with the golden Splendour he bequeaths, The brief, but beauteous Legacy of Light. 'Tis Midnight round us, canopied by Dim 180 And twinkling Orbs that, gleaming ghastly, gild The restless Bosom of the briny Deep. The fiery Meteor in the foggy Air Rides emulous of Fame and apes the Star, Till, in the Compass of a Maiden's Wish, It mocks the Eye, and sheds an [igneous] Stream, Within the bosom of Oblivion. The Sea-Bird sleeps upon yon hoary Cliff, Unconscious of the Surge that grates below The frozen Shore; and Icy Friendship binds, 190 As Danger Wretches Destitute of Soul, The wave-worn pebbles, which the ebbing Tide, Left with the Salt-Flood shining; dark is now The awfull Deep, and o'er the Seaman's Grave Rolls pouring, and forbids the lucid Stream, That silvers oft the way, a shining Vest, Sprung from the scaly people's putrid Dead, Hanging unhers'd upon the Coral Bough; Or, as the Sage explains, from Stores of Light Imprizon'd in the Bowels of the Deep, 200 And now escaping, when the parent Sun Flings [out] his fiery Noon with Beam direct, Upon the Glossy Surface of the wave. Cold Vapour, falling on the putrid Fen, Condenses grey, and wraps with glassy net The wintry Fern, and throws along the Heath A Hoary Garment, nor less fair than Spring Drops on the Sod, of Texture near as frail. The icy Atoms thro' the burden'd Air Shed Languor, and enwrap with double Fleece 210 The Slumbering Fold; they cloathe the knotted oak, Stretching its naked arms, as if to chide, With [age's] stern and touching Eloquence The ruthless Skies for Summer's slow return. The winds that in converging Furrows plough The freezing pool, and shake the [rattling] Wood, Are arm'd with pain, and vitrified their Wings. In Winter's Livery sleeps this earthly Scene— And, save where Ocean rolls his restless Flood, The horizontal Eye grasps all things grey.— 220 Eugenio, see—for thou shalt bear His Name Who sleeps beneath yon Sod, and was my Friend— The Grave o'er which I weep; and give not thou A Glance contemptuous to the grassy Tomb; For oft the vaulted Chambers of the Dead, Where Vanity amid the Mouldring Scrolls Of Genealogy and mingled Bones Moves in a formal join'd Solemnity, House wretched Remnants of degenerate Man; And oft the Green Turf's temporary swell, 230 Sepulchring all that Virtue leaves the Earth, Stirs busy Memory to con o'er Deeds Of high Renown in Heaven, the Deeds of Love; Which in th' eternal Records of the Just, Are written with an Angels pen, and sung With [Symphony] of Harp, and there is Joy And Gratulation with the Sons of God.— Alas! how chang'd the Verdure of this [Scene], How lost the Flowers, how winter-struck the Blade! No more the wild Thyme wings the passing Gale 240 With Fragrance, nor invites the roving Bee To taste its Sweets—and why this direful waste Of Verdure? why this Vegetable Death? Did all with Man commit mysterious Sin? All in rebellion rise?—and tepid Meads, And Lawns irriguous, and the blooming field, And Hills, and Vallies, and intangling Woods, Spurn God's Command and drink forbidden Dew?— There was a Time, and Poets paint it fair, (A wild, uncertain, musing, madning Race) 250 A Golden Age, when wealth was only Love: Not even Fancy dreamt a Dream of Care, The Sward was not—and Desolation slept Till by a Crime awaken'd; not e'en Song Wore Semblatude of War;—Eternal Spring From the unfurrow'd Field the heavy Ear Drew smiling, and the undistinguish'd year Brought willing plenty forth, nor scorn'd she then A Common Call, enamour'd of her plough. The Clinging Vine prest down the branching Elm 260 E'en to the Earth, and in her verdant Lap The tributary Grape, yet growing, laid. The simple Shepherd pip'd a silvan Lay; Or, while the Fair who charm'd him prest beside, The listning Vale sung hymeneal Strains, And woo'd with melting Themes a ten years' Bride. Eugenio, thus they taught; and after this A silver age arose, and hers the Scenes Not Gold could purchase now: when Vice, afraid, Hid his pale Visage in the womb of Night, 270 And blush'd, if but a Moon-beam met his Eye. The Seasons alter'd, but the Change was slow, And Man forgot they chang'd; then Care began To plow his Furrows on the Brow of Age, And Falshood from the female Eye to steal The silent Tear; then prudence took her Seat Within the Soul, and reign'd in Virtue's room. Then Vanity, a Child, first learn'd to bend The ready Ear to tales of her own praise; Nor knew she yet the Gross of Flattery, 280 But was, as Modesty is now, afraid The Verse she lov'd should tickle her too much. Then young Ambition wore his Russet Gown Only in better Form, and Infant pomp But saw his Garden smile in richer Bloom, And propt his Cottage with a taller pier.— Since these, dread Sorrow, consequent of Sin And foul Deformity, the Breast of Man And the Sad Surface of the Earth enrobes.— From the Dark Bosom of the Giant Guilt 290 Leak'd all Things terrible, and Murder first, Who proul'd about the Earth and groan'd for Blood; And treachery, breaking up the League of Friends And rending Nature's Bond, a solemn writ, With Heaven's own Seal imprest: and Avarice pale, A Woolfish-Visag'd Fiend [and] fang'd with Care. Hence War, in all her guilty Majesty In slow pomp riding o'er a [threat'ned] Land, With all the murderous Whispers of the Camp And shout of Ambush, castigates the Night.— 300 And hence the Spirits from th' Abyss of Hell, That prey upon Mankind.—Eugenio, give Thy Soul's pure Eye, that sees immortal things, To the grim Spectres hovering in the Air, And we will mark the dreary Train that vex The mortal Man, and ride with ghostly pomp, Frowning upon the Midnight's murky Wing.— And who is he, from yonder antient roof, With Horror in his Eye, who steals around Each hollow Isle; and with a fierce Embrace 310 Clasps the encrumbling ruin? 'Tis the Foe Of Men and Virtue, Eldest-born of Night, And Superstition call'd, a Giant fond Of Dead-Men's Bones, and vagrant [Rottenness], Denied a Tomb; around him turns the wheel, And faggots blaze; and prizons, with a Groan Resounding loud, affright the Coward Soul From Reason's Law, and Nature's. Hark! he Mourns The fretted Abby where he reign'd Secure, With Indolence and Folly, social pair, 320 Nurses to shrine-enamour'd Zeal, who built The Cavern deep and dark, in which he chain'd The drowsy Nine; who yet at Morn or Eve Hail'd the arising or descending Sun With gothic Note, harmoniously sad. But now no more the Votive Maiden clasps The clay cold Saint, and mingles with her Vow The Heaven-reproaching Sigh; in these blest realms No more the power-compelling Bigot plucks The robe from Kings, and consecrates the Tomb 330 That hides a Brother-Saint with Zeal-enforc'd And ceremonious Solemnity.— O'er the Opaque of Nature and of Night Fair Truth rose smiling, with the Heaven-born Art That shews the Man his Fellow's Thought imprest Within the Volumes' varied Character, Where to the wondering Eye the Soul reveals Her Store immortal. Hence a Bacon shone And Newton thro' the World, and Light on Light Pour'd on the human Breast, as when of old, 340 From the Eternal Fountains of the God, Etherial Streams assail'd the groaning Mass; Then Chaos and the Sun's large Eye survey'd The first [distinguish'd] Forms of mortal Things, Till then in Congregate Confusion hurl'd Without a Station, and without a Name. Then Wit began, the younger-born of Light, To sport in hallow'd Cloysters, where the arm Of Superstition, red with slaughter'd Foes, Held high the Torch of Discord. Stroke on Stroke 350 The smiling Boy repeated with his Sword, Sharp as the [Whirlwind's] Eye: yet fear'd the fight, And oft drew back, his silver wing born down By the foul Breath of Malice; till at length The Monster, rousing in Collected Might, Shook with his Roar the Earth, and at the Sound Red Tyranny, and Torture, with his Limbs Disjoint, and Ignorance that blows the blast For every Fire, prepar'd each bloody Form Of Death, and woo'd Destruction for her Wheel.— 360 Then on the Father dead the dying Son Implor'd Heavn's Vengence. Execration shrill Shot from the lurid Flame, and to the Skies Sail'd with the Speed of Light. The Virgin's Eye Met the grey Ruffian's, speaking Nature's Fear Of Death and Pain: the Bigot's stern Reply, Forbidding Hope, on the affrightned Soul Flung Terror; till, in pity to the World, Came Wisdom, whispering to the Ear of power, And peace arose; and then the Brother wept 370 A Brother's Death, for distant seem'd his own. And now the Spirit of uneasy Man, That weds Extreme, and, ever on the Wing For Wonder, baffles peace, high o'er the Cells Of monkish Zeal, built with the base remains The tow'ring Palace of Impiety. There Jest profane, and Quibbling Mockery Of all divine grew fast, as from the Earth Enrich'd Ill-Weeds first spring; and here the Fools, Of Laughter vain, [despis'd] the Voice of Truth, 380 And labour'd in the ludicrous obscene. To these succeed, and ah! with sad Success, A Sceptic herd more cool, and fair of form, And smoothe of Tongue and apt to gloss a Lye With Semblance strong of Nature and the Truth; They shine as Serpents, and as Serpents bite, With poison'd Tooth. Alas! the State of Man, Or doom'd the Victim of ungovern'd Zeal, Or led the Captive of unquiet Doubt!— And now, Eugenio, turn thine Eye, and view 390 Yon Sire bare-headed to the ruthless Wind, And heedless of its Force. Upon the Brow Of yon huge shapeless Ruin, see, he kneels, And urges the departed Saints who sleep, To lend a Prayer; Repentance sent him forth, Her Son, but late th' adopted of her dark And gloomy Train. Ah! heavy weighs the Crime Of Murder on his Soul, and haunts his Bed! And, shrieking by, unseals the Eye of Sleep, Or scatters on the dark and restless Mind 400 A thousand sooty Images of Death, All horrible, and making Guilt's repose Like to the fearfull rest the Vessel feels In the dread Chasm of the tempestuous Sea, Arch'd by the Wave that pauses o'er the Gulph, While Sea-men urge their momentary prayer, And with Heart-shrinking Horror view their Grave. But hark, he speaks—attend the Wretches Tale— Spreading his Soul upon the Wings of Night, And seeking peace by giving Themes of pain To the rude Air: 410 "Come, all ye little Ills, Contempt, and poverty, and pale Disease With Dewy Front, and Envy-struck applause That sickens on the World, and all of Care That shed your daily Drops of bitter Dew Upon the Brow of mortal Man, here strike, That I may feel your force, and call it Joy, So made when weigh'd against the Load that Guilt, With leaden Hand, deposits on my Heart, And when a momentary Comfort strives, 420 Lifted by hope, to spread her downy Wing, Dispair, with Icy palm, arrests the Thought, And nips the still-born Joy.— "To me no more The Good I coveted brings Joy, brings peace, Or stifles Truth's reproof that will be heard; And did I think a base and sordid Heap Had in it the Ability to pluck The Sting from Guilt, and smother how it came In the vile Knowledge that it came to me? It was a Madman's Dream—O ye good Gods! 430 If Envy knew her Mark, she would beset The poor Man's Table and the Shepherd's Hut, Unroof'd to the cold Winter's wildest Blast, Or the Embay'd Explorers of the Deep, At their still howling North; and leave the Throne, The Sceptre and the chested Gold to plant The Thorn of Care upon the Brow of State, On which Distraction drives his plow-share deep, And helps the Scythe of Time to wrinkle there.— "When shall I rest—O! let me, Night, [besiege] 440 Thy drowsy Ear with wailing, but be thou [Tenacious] of my Guilt; and with her Band Let everlasting Silence Tye thy Tongue; The pent-up Woe now struggles to o'er-leap Murder's Discretion, and with fearfull Speech To free the Heart by telling Deeds of Death: [Death, Thought's] repose, whom the abhor'd of Man, The base assassin, gives, and after longs With Lover's Ardour to embrace, be mine, And I will yield all Hope of After-Life, 450 All Saints have promis'd, and all poets sung— Elysium water'd with immortal Streams, And gifted with Eternity of peace, Balm-breathing Fields, and Bowers of soft repose, Walks amaranthine, and the pillowy Moss, On Banks where Harpers, to celestial Strings Attuning Nature, warble Notes of Love, The Anodyne to all-rebellious Thought.— "These, for Oblivion, I forego, with these Foregoing pain eternal. Why then strive 460 From off Life's galling Load to elbow Care, When Life and Care may be remov'd together?— If I were not a very Coward Wretch, A very Shadow of the Man, a thing Made to feel Burdens of my Fear, and drag A hated Being on—'twere but to leap From this rough [Eminence], and all is done— All that is done on this Side of the Bier. But there, surrounded with impervious Fog, Sits Doubt and Questions of the Scenes to come; 470 Oh! Death, what moves beyond thee? Fears and Hopes, Dread and Confusion, Envy and Disease, Sleeping and waking Lusts, War-moving Pride, Windy Ambition, and slow Avarice, Slay in thy path; within thy Sepulchre Mould Dead Men's Bones, feed worms, rust Epitaphs, Sleep brainless Skulls in blest Vacuity! But what comes then? O for a Seraph's Eye That, piercing thro' the Mask of Mortal Things, Might scale the cloudless Battlements of Light, 480 And in its Immaterial Robe detect The Spirit, stript of the encumbring Clay."— Alas, Eugenio! Life, Deception's Child, Gives us her fairer Side, and gives no more; The rest we seek in our reflecting View Of Self, and Guilt's o'erheard Soliloquy. How smiles the World in pain, and smiles believ'd! Yon Wretch who, muffled in the Garb of Night, Gave her the Tortures of a weary Soul, Meets—may he not?—the jovial Eye of Day, 490 With a depictur'd Laughter in his Cheek, Or the smoothe Visage of habitual Ease? How have I mourn'd my Lot, as if the Fates Cull'd me, the vilest from their pitchy Stores That ere in Mortal Bosom planted Woe, And pain'd the Care-fraught Soul! I'll grieve no more, But, take it patient with a sober hope, That soon Distress may vary his assault, Or soon the Welcome Tomb exclude Distress.— But see another Son of Night and Care, 500 A Shepherd watching o'er his frozen Fold, Himself benumb'd and murmuring at his Fate. Sigh not, fond Man; thy bosom only feels The gentler Blows of Nature, and receives The Common Visit of Calamity. |