There is a wistful, lingering regret Ever for those whose feet are set On other paths than where their childhood moved, And, having loved The old colonial hills, no level plain, No tangled forest, the same hope contain, And by the northern lakes I stand unsatisfied, Watching the tremulous shadows start and slide, Hearing the listless waves among the stones, And the low tones Of a breeze that through the hemlocks creeps. Veiled in grey ashes sleeps The campfire, and thin streams Of smoke float off like beckoning dreams Of peaceful men. Around me broods The sense of aged solitudes, Of lonely places where Cold winds have torn blue midnight air And dipped beneath the edges of the leaves To moons unchronicled. We bring The talk of cities and of schools, Yet to these quiet pools, Calm with a thousand silent morns and eves, It seems no alien thing; The shadows of the woods Are brothers to our moods. Nor less in the quick rush of vivid streets, And libraries with long rows of mouldering thought, Is nature, than in green retreats; Whither from year to year I come with eager eye and ear, Hoping, some leafy hour, to feel, In ways of civic feet unsought, A secret from the brown earth steal Into my spirit, and reveal Some wisdom of a larger worth, Some quiet truth of growth and birth; If we, the kindred on the earth, Are kindred with her, to one issue moving on Of melancholy night or shimmering dawn, Surely befits we wanderers wild To her confederate breast be reconciled; Out of her primal sleep we came, And she still dreams; of us that hold Such strenuous course and venture bold, Whom such unknown ambition stirs, Asks of our bright, unsteady flame: What issue ours that is not hers? How came he once to these green isles And channels winding miles and miles, Cross clasped in hand and pale face set, The Jesuit, PÈre Marquette? To sombre nations, with the blight Of dead leaves in the blood, The eager priest into their solitude And melancholy mood Flashed like a lamp at night In sluggish sleepers' eyes; Out of the east where mornings rise Came like the morning into ashen skies With the east's subtle fire and surprise, And stern beyond his knowledge brought A message other than he thought: "Lo! an edict here from the throne of fate, Whose banners are lifted and armies wait; The fight moves on at the front, it says, And the word hath come after many days: Ye shall walk no more in your ancient ways." Father, the word has come and gone, The torpid races Slumbered, and vanished from their places; And in our ears intoning ring The words of that most weary king In Israel, King Solomon. Over the earth's untroubled face The restless generations pace, Finding their graves regretfully; Is there no crown, nor any worth, For men who build upon the earth What time treads down forgetfully? Unchanged the graven statute lies, The code star-lettered in the skies. It is written there, it is written here; The law that knows not far or near Is sacrifice; And bird and flower, and beast and tree, Kingdom and planet wheeling free Are sacrificed incessantly. From dark, through dusk, toward light, we tread On the thorn-crowned foreheads of the dead. The law says not there is nothing lost; It only says that the end is gain; The gain may be at the helpless cost Of hands that give in vain; And in this world, where many give, None gives the widow's mite save he That, having but one life to live, Gives that one life so utterly. Thou that unknowing didst obey, With straitened thought and clouded eye, The law, we learn at this late day, O PÈre Marquette, whose war is done, Ours is the charge to bear it on, To hold the veering banner high Until we die, To meet the issue in whose awe Our kindred earth we stand above, If knowing sacrifice is law, We sacrifice ourselves for love. Or are we then such stuff as fills a dream? Some wide-browed spirit dreams us, where he stands Watching the long twilight's stream Below his solemn hands, Whose reverie and shaping thought began Before the stars in their large order ran? Fluid we are, our days flow on, And round them flow the rivers of the sun, As long ago in places where The Halicarnassian wandered with his curious eyes On Egypt's mysteries, And Babylonian gardens of the air Hung green above the city wall. If this were all, if this were all— If it were all of life to give Our hearts to God and slip away, And if the end for which we live Were simple as the close of day, Were simple as the fathers say, Were simple as their peace was deep Who in the old faith fell asleep! No night bird now makes murmur; in the trees No drowsy chuckle of dark-nested ease. The campfire's last grey embers fall. With dipping prow and shallop sides The slender moon to her mooring rides Over the ridge of Isle La Salle, Under the lee of the world, Her filmy halliards coiled and thin sails furled, And silver clouds about her phantom rudder curled.
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