Lucia came home late in the evening. Mrs. Costello, resuming her old habits, had sent the servant to bed, and herself admitted her daughter. They went into the drawing-room together to talk over the day's doings. "You look very bright," Mrs. Costello said with her hand on Lucia's shoulder. "You have enjoyed yourself?" "Yes, mamma, so much. You know I was a little afraid of Lady Dighton, and dreadfully afraid of Sir John. But they have both been so good to me; just like people at Cacouna who had known me all my life." Mrs. Costello smiled. She was very glad this "What have you been doing?" "We went to Versailles, and saw the gardens. We had no time for the Palace; but Maurice is going to take me there another day. Then we came home and had dinner; and where do you think we have been since?" "Where?" "To the theatre! Oh, mamma, it was so nice! You know, I never was in one before." Lucia clasped her hands, and looked up at her mother with such a perfectly innocent, childish, face of delight, that it was impossible not to laugh. "What a day of dissipation!" "Yes; but just for once, you know. And I could not help it." "I do not see why you should have wished to help it. How about your French? Could you understand the play?" "Pretty well. It was very shocking, you know. Lady Dighton says the best French plays always are. I cried a little, and I was so ashamed of "You did not really see much of Lady Dighton, then, if you were driving all afternoon and at the theatre all evening?" "Oh! yes; we had a long talk before dinner. When we came in, she said, 'Now, Maurice, you must just amuse yourself how you can for an hour. Sir John has English papers to read, and Miss Costello and I are going to my room to have a chat.' So she took me off to her dressing-room, and we were by ourselves there for quite an hour." "In which time, I suppose, you talked about everything in heaven and earth." "I don't know. No, indeed; I believe we talked most about Maurice." "He is a favourite of hers." "She says she liked him from the first. She is so funny in her way of describing things. She said, 'We English are horribly benighted with regard to you colonists; and my notions of geography are elementary. When grandpapa told me he had sent for his heir from Canada, I went to Sir John and asked him where Canada was. He got a big map and began to show me; but all I could under "He was not like what she expected, then?" "Just the opposite. She made me laugh about that. She said, 'I like handsome people, and I like an English style of beauty for men. My poor dear Sir John is not handsome, though he has a good face; but really when a man is good-looking and looks good, I can't resist him.'" "You seem to have been much occupied with this question of looks. Did you spend the whole hour talking about them?" "Mamma! Why that was only the beginning." "What was the rest, then? or some of it, at least?" "She told me how good Maurice was to his grandfather, and how fond Mr. Beresford grew of him. Do you know that Maurice was just going to try to get away to Canada at the very time Mr. Beresford had his last attack? Lady Dighton says he was excessively anxious to go, and yet he never showed the least impatience or disappointment when he found he could not be spared." "He must have felt that he was bound to his grandfather." "He nursed him just like a woman, Lady Dighton says, and one could fancy it. Could not you, mamma?" "I don't find it difficult to believe anything good of Maurice." "Oh! and then she told me about Hunsdon. She was born there, and lived there till she was married. She told me all about why Mr. Beresford left it to Maurice, and not to her. But, mamma, I cannot understand how Maurice can be so long away from home. I should think he must have quantities of things to attend to; and she told me Sir John was always busy, though his estate is not so large as Hunsdon. Only think, mamma, of Maurice, "Well, dear, since we have come to talking of our neighbour's fortunes, I think we had better go to bed." "Oh! yes; how thoughtless I am, keeping you up so. And I must be early to-morrow, for Lady Dighton is coming to see you, and Maurice wants me to go with him for a walk first. Not to see anything, but just for a walk." Mrs. Costello lay down that night with a great feeling of content with regard to her daughter's future. "Certainly," she thought, "Maurice may be satisfied with the affection she has for him; if it is not just the kind of love he wishes for, that is only because it has never entered her mind that he could be anything but a brother to her. She is so excessively childish in some things! I shall be glad now when she really does begin to understand. Only, must I part with her? Better that than that I should leave her alone; better even than that she should have to go among strange relatives." Maurice had asked Lucia to walk with him for the sake of having her quite to himself for an hour, and They walked a considerable distance, and Maurice had not yet found courage for what he wanted to say. Lucia began to think of her mother's loneliness, and proposed to return; he would have tempted her further, but a strange shyness and embarrassment seemed to have taken possession of him. They had actually turned round and begun to walk towards home before he had found a reason for not doing it. "Lucia," he said abruptly, after one of the pauses which had been growing more and more frequent, "don't you wish to go over to England?" "Of course I do," she answered with some sur "Why don't you try now you are so near?" "Surely, Maurice, you know mamma cannot go." "I remember hearing something about your grandfather having wished her not to do so. Forgive me if it is a painful subject; but do not you see that things are quite changed now?" "Do you think she could, then? But I don't see." "Her father, I suppose, wished to avoid the chance of her marriage being gossipped about. His idea of her going back to England was naturally that she would go among her own relations and old acquaintance who knew the story. Now, I believe that she might go to any other part of the island—say Norfolk, for instance—and obey his wishes just as much as by staying in Paris." "To Norfolk? Why, then, we should be near you? Oh! do try to persuade her." "I must have you decidedly on my side then. I must be enabled to offer her a great inducement. If, for instance, I could tell her that you had made "Ah! but she would have to make up her mind first. See Maurice," she broke in abruptly, "what is that little building on the other side the road? There are some people who look like English going in." "Don't mind that now, I want to talk to you." "We have been talking. Only tell me what it is?" "It is a chapel built on the place where the Duke of Orleans was killed some years ago." "I remember now somebody told me about it; his monument is there." "Very likely. I know nothing about it." "Oh, Maurice! to speak in that tone, when it was such a sad thing." "There are so many sad things—one cannot pity everybody." "You are cross this morning. What is the matter?" "Nothing. What do you want me to do?" "Just now I want you to take me in there. I see it is open." There was no help; the moment was gone. Lucia's head was full of the unhappy Duke of Orleans, and it would, have been very bad policy, Maurice thought, to oppose her whim. He rang the bell, and they were admitted without difficulty into the open space in front of the chapel. The old man who let them in pointed to the half-open door, and, saying that his wife was in there with a party, retreated, and left them to find their own way into the building itself. They passed quietly through the entrance and into the soft grey light of the chapel. Lucia stopped only to take one glance of the tiny interior, so coldly mournful with its black draperies and chill white and grey marble, and then passed round to examine more closely the monument which marks the very spot where the fatal accident occurred. Maurice followed her. They stood half concealed by the monument, and speaking low, while the tones of other voices could be distinctly heard from the recess behind the altar where the English visitors were examining the picture of the Duke's death. There was one rather high-pitched female voice which broke the solemn stillness unpleasantly, and as it became more audible, Lucia laid her hand softly on Maurice's arm "I am glad to have seen it," the voice said, "and quite by chance, too; it is excessively interesting, so melancholy. Ah! you say that they laid him just there? It makes one shudder! No, I will not go near the place; it is too shocking." At the last words Maurice and Lucia saw the speaker emerge from behind the altar on the side furthest from where they stood. She was a tall woman, neither young nor pretty, but very fashionable—distinguished, Lucia supposed she should be called; and but for the peculiarity of her voice, would have made a favourable rather than an unfavourable impression on a stranger. She stopped just at the top of the steps, and turned round to speak again to some one behind her who was still concealed by the altar. This time she spoke English in a lower tone, and with a greater drawl. "Really, Edward," she said, "it is very small. "As you please, my dear; it would save me trouble, certainly." At the sound of that second voice Maurice started and looked at Lucia. She had suddenly grasped at the stonework before her, and stood looking with passionate eagerness over the carved figure of the dying Duke towards the altar. He almost shuddered at the intensity of that gaze—the rigidity of intolerable suspense in her whole figure; but he could only be still and watch her. The unconscious Englishwoman moved on; close behind her, following her with his old languid manner, came the man Lucia was watching for—Edward Percy. Still she never stirred. They passed down the chapel with her eyes upon them, but they never saw her, and she made no sound or movement. Only when they were no longer in sight, everything seemed to grow suddenly black and confused about her—her hold upon the marble relaxed, and she would have fallen if Maurice had not gently supported her, and drawn her to a seat close by. She did not faint, though she was cold and white and powerless. After a minute Maurice, bending over her, saw that she was trying to speak. Her lips seemed stiff and hardly able to form the words, but he made out, "Who is she?" He hesitated a moment; but she saw that he could answer, and her eyes insisted on her question. "She is his wife," he answered; "they were married, I believe, a month or six weeks ago." Suddenly, at his words, the blood seemed to rise with one quick rush to her very temples. "You knew," she said, "and would not tell me!" Then after her momentary anger came shame, bitter and intolerable, for her self-betrayal. She bent down her face on her hands, but her whole figure shook with violent agitation. Maurice suffered scarcely less. His love for her gave him a comprehension of all, and a sympathy unspeakable with her pain. He laid his hand lightly on her shoulder as he had often done in her childish troubles, but one word escaped him which he had never spoken to her before, "My darling! my darling!" Perhaps she did not hear it; but at least she understood that through all the pang of her loss, there remained with her one faithful and perfect affection; and even at that moment she was unconsciously comforted. But the Percys were gone, and the guide was coming back into the chapel after a word or two at the door with her husband; Maurice had to decide instantly what to do. He said to Lucia, "Wait here for me," and then going forward to meet the woman, he contrived to make her comprehend that the lady was ill; and that he was going for a carriage. He then hurried out, and Lucia was left alone in the chapel with the good-natured Frenchwoman, who looked at her compassionately and troubled her with no questions. For a few minutes the poor child remained too bewildered to notice anything; but when at last she raised her head, and saw that Maurice was not there, she grew frightened. Had she been so childish and uncontrolled as to have disgusted even him? Had he left her, too? She tried to get up from her seat, but she could not stand. The "Monsieur would be back immediately," she said. "He was gone for a carriage. It was unfortunate madame should be taken ill so suddenly." Lucia smiled a very miserable kind of smile. "Yes," she answered, "it was unfortunate, but it was only a little giddiness." And there she broke off to listen to the sound of wheels which stopped at the gate. It was Maurice; and at the sight of him Lucia felt strong again. She rose and met him as he came towards her. "I have got a carriage," he said. "We had walked too far. Can you go to it?" She could find nothing to say in answer. He made her lean on his arm, and took her across the court and put her into the vehicle. "Would you rather go alone?" he asked her. "Oh! no, no," she cried nervously, and in a minute afterwards they were on their way homewards. When they had started, she put her hand to her head confusedly. "Is not it strange?" she said half to herself. "I was sure we should meet in Paris; only I never guessed it would be to-day. Across a grave, that was right." Maurice shuddered at her tone; it sounded as if she were talking in her sleep. "Dear Lucia," he said, "scold me, be angry with me. I should have told you." She seemed to wake at the sound of his voice, and again that burning, painful flush covered her face and neck. "Oh! Maurice," she cried, "it is you who should scold me. What must you think? But, indeed, I am not so bad as I seem." "It is I who have been blind. I thought you had forgotten him." "Forgotten him? So soon? I thought he could not even have forgotten me!" Maurice clenched his hand. The very simplicity of her words stirred his anger more deeply against his successful rival. For her he had still nothing but the most pitiful tenderness. "Some men, Lucia, love themselves too well to have any great love for another." "But he did care for me. I want to tell you. I "You refused him?" "Not just that. At first, you know, I thought everything could be made to come right in time—and then mamma told me all that terrible story about her marriage, and about the constant fear she was in; and then—I could not tell that to him—so I said he must go away. And he did; but he told me perhaps in a year I should change my mind. And the year is not over yet." Maurice was silent. He would not, if he could help it, say one word of evil to Lucia about this man whom she still loved; and at first he could not trust himself to speak. "How did you know?" she asked. And he understood instinctively what she meant, and told her shortly when and where he had seen Percy, and what he had heard from the solicitor. "It is the same lady, then," she said, "that I remember hearing of." "Yes, no doubt. I recollect some story being told of him and her, even in Cacouna." Lucia sighed heavily. She had now got over the difficulty of speaking on the subject to Maurice. "He might have waited a year," she murmured. "You cannot imagine how happy I have been lately, thinking I must see him soon!" "Cannot I?" Maurice cried desperately. "Listen to me, Lucia! I, too, have been happy lately. I have been living on a false hope. I have been deceived, and placed all my trust in a shadow. Don't you think we ought to be able to feel for each other?" His vehemence and the bitterness of his tone terrified her. She laid her little trembling hand on his appealingly. "What do you mean?" she whispered. But he had controlled himself instantly. He took hold of her hand and put it to his lips. "I mean nothing," he said, "at least nothing I can tell you about at present. Are you feeling strong enough to meet Mrs. Costello? You must not frighten her, you know, as you did me." "Did I frighten you? I am so sorry and ashamed—only, you know—Yes, I can behave well now." He saw that she could. Her self-command had "I am not coming in with you," Maurice said, "I must go on now; but I shall see you this evening." He saw her inside the house and then drove away, while she little guessed how sore a heart he took with him. |