Two or three weeks passed. The inhabitants of Cacouna had grown accustomed to the sight of Mr. Percy's tall figure, as he lounged from his cousin's house to his office, or rode and drove with Mrs. Bellairs. From different causes, the project of spending the day at the farm, as well as some other schemes of amusement, had been deferred, and, with one or two exceptions, all was going on as usual. The most notable of these exceptions was in the life at the cottage, formerly so calm, so regular, so smooth in its current. Now a change had crept over both mother and daughter, and the very atmosphere of the house seemed to have changed with them. In Lucia, even a casual visitor would have remarked the difference. Her beauty seemed suddenly to have burst from bud into blossom; her childishness of manner had almost left her; her voice, especially in singing, had grown more full and musical. In Mrs. Costello, the change was the reverse of all this. Mrs. Bellairs and Maurice Leigh, the two people, who, except her daughter, loved her best, grieved over her unrested, pallid face, and noticed that her soft brown hair had more and more visible streaks of grey. They thought her ill, and each had said so, but she answered so positively that nothing was the matter, that they were unable to do more than seem to accept her assurances. But to Lucia, when, with a tenderness which seemed to have grown both deeper and more fitful, she would implore to be told the cause of such evident suffering, Mrs. Costello gave a different answer. "I have told our friends the truth," she said; "I am not ill in body, but a little anxious and disturbed in mind. Have patience for a while, my darling, the time for you to share all my thoughts is, I fear, not far distant." So Lucia waited, too full of life and happiness Wonderful alchemy of the imagination, which can draw from a nature ignoble, and altogether earthly, nourishment for dreams so sweet and so sunny! Lucia's fancy had made for her a picture, such as most girls make for themselves once in their lives, and the portrait was as unfaithful as the original himself could have desired. Mr. Percy had become almost a daily visitor at the Cottage. Attracted by Lucia's beauty, he came, as he would have said, had he spoken frankly, to amuse himself during a dull visit, with no thought but that of entertaining himself and her for the moment. But, in fact, the magnet had more power over him than he knew; he came, because, without a much stronger effort of self-denial than was possible to him, he could not stay away. And though he thought himself free, Lucia had in her heart an unacknowledged sense of power over him; the old ability to torment, which she had so often exercised on Maurice in One person, however, spent many bitter thoughts upon this recent change. To Maurice Leigh every day had brought a more thorough knowledge of Lucia's infatuation and of his own loss. He had loved her almost all his life, and would love her faithfully now, and always; but he began to be aware now, that he required more of her than the affection which he could still claim; that he wanted Meanwhile Mr. Percy came and went, and found in his visits to the Cottage an entirely new kind of distraction. It was strange to him to find himself welcomed and valued, genuinely, if shyly, for his own sake. He had known vulgar women, who had The only person, perhaps, who did him strict and complete justice was Mrs. Costello. She, who had peculiar reasons for looking with unspeakable terror upon the suitors whom her child's beauty was certain to attract, had weighed each look, word, gesture—gleaned such knowledge as she could of his life, past and present, and judged him at last with an accuracy which her intense interest in the subject made almost perfect. Over this result she both rejoiced and lamented; but for the present the one idea most constantly and strongly present But away from the unquiet household at the Cottage, there was beginning to be much gossip with regard to all these things, and many speculations of the usual kind as to the issue of Mr. Percy's undisguised admiration for the beauty of Cacouna. Bella Latour was questioned on all sides, and finding the general thirst for information a source of considerable amusement, she did not scruple to supply her friends with plenty of materials for their comments. From Maurice Leigh, no such satisfaction was to be obtained—the most inveterate news-seekers gained nothing from him. A party of young people were collected one evening at Mrs. Scott's—a house about a mile from Cacouna, in the opposite direction to the Cottage. Lucia had been invited, but Maurice, who arrived late, had brought a hasty note from her, excusing "I wonder what is the matter with Mrs. Costello," said one. "Lucia seems to me to go out very little lately." "She is better employed at home," replied another. "You should have brought Mr. Percy, Bella," said Magdalen Scott. "You did not invite him; and beside, I think we are better off without him." "Why? Don't you like him?" "Tolerably well, but I am getting tired of him." "Tired of him already?" "I'm not like you, Magdalen; I could not be content to spend my life looking at one person." Magdalen blushed a little, but answered rather sharply, "You mean to be an old maid, I suppose, then?" "I think I shall. At any rate, I should if I were to be always required to be looking at or thinking about a man when I had married him." Mrs. Scott here called her daughter away, and May Anderson asked, "Why are you always teasing Magdalen so, Bella? She does not like it, I am sure." "She should not be so stupid. Magdalen thinks her whole business in life is to sit still and look pretty for her cousin Harry's benefit. I wish she would wake up." "Harry is quite content seemingly. He told George that he thought her prettier than Lucia Costello." "What idiots men are!" said Bella. "I don't believe they ever care about anything except a pretty face; and they have not even eyes to see that with." "They seem to see it well enough in some cases. I do not know what there is in Lucia except her prettiness to attract them, and she never has any want of admirers. There's Maurice Leigh perfectly miserable about her this minute, and "My dear May, you need not trouble your head about Maurice Leigh; he is quite able to take care of himself, and would not be at all obliged to you for pitying him. As for Mr. Percy, the mere idea of his running anywhere or after anything!" "Well, is not he perpetually at the Cottage?" "He was not there yesterday." "No, because Lucia was in Cacouna. I passed your house in the afternoon, and saw them both in the garden." "They are both fond of flowers." "I hear he goes to help her to garden." "Mr. Percy help anybody!" "To hinder, then; I dare say Lucia finds it equally amusing." "Where is he this evening? Did he go with Mr. and Mrs. Bellairs?" "No. And I was afraid I should have to stay at home and do the honours; but he had heard that I intended being here, and was polite enough to insist on my coming. He was out when I left." "At the Cottage, of course. No wonder Lucia could not come." While her friends thus charitably judged her, Lucia was, in truth, painfully and anxiously occupied by the illness of her mother. Mr. Percy, aware of her engagement for the evening, had ridden over early in the afternoon and spent an hour or two lounging beside her, at the piano or on the verandah. At last, when it grew nearly time for her to start for Mrs. Scott's, he rose to go. "Come into the garden for a minute," he said. "It is growing cool now, and the air from the river is so pleasant." She obeyed, and they wandered down the garden together. But the minute lengthened to twenty before they came back, and parted at the wicket. Lucia went slowly up the steps, disinclined to go in out of the sunshine, which suited her mood. Mrs. Costello had left her chair and her work on the verandah and gone indoors. Lucia picked up a fallen knitting-needle, and carried it into the parlour; but as she passed the doorway she saw her mother sitting in her own low chair, her head fallen forward, and her whole attitude strange and unnatural. Lucia uttered a cry of terror; she sprang to Mrs. Costello's side, and tried to raise her, but the "My dear friend, "I was just about writing to say that I would obey your summons, and steal two or three days next week from my work to visit you, when a piece "With every good wish for you and for your child, believe me, sincerely yours, "A. Strafford." Lucia had looked for a solution of the mystery, She slipped the letter into her pocket, scribbled her note to Mrs. Scott, and returned to the invalid's room. The faintness had now quite passed away, and Lucia thought, as she entered, that her mother's eyes turned to her with a peculiar look of inquiry. Happily the room was dark, so that the burning colour which rose to her cheeks was not perceptible; for the rest, she contrived to banish all consciousness from her voice, as she said quietly, "I have been writing to Mrs. Scott, to say I cannot leave you to-night." "I am sorry, dear; you would have enjoyed yourself, and there is no reason to be anxious about me." "I am very glad I was not gone. Can you go to sleep?" "Presently. I think I dropped a letter—have you seen it?" Lucia drew it from her pocket. "It is here, I picked it up." Mrs. Costello held out her hand for it. She looked at it for a moment, as if hesitating—then slipped it under her pillow. Both remained silent for some time; Mrs. Costello, exhausted and pale as death, lay trying to gather strength for thought and endurance, longing, yet dreading, to share with her daughter the miserable burden which was pressing out her very life. Lucia, half hidden by the curtain, sat pondering uselessly over the letter she had read; feeling a vague fear and a livelier curiosity. But a heart so ignorant of sadness in itself, and so filled at the moment with all that is least in accord with the prosaic troubles of middle life, could not remain long fixed upon a doubtful and uncomprehended misfortune. Gradually her fancy reverted to brighter images; the Mrs. Costello was the first to rouse herself. "Light the lamp, dear," she said, "and let us have tea. I suppose I must not get up again." "No indeed. I will bring my work in here and sit by you." "Will Maurice be here to-night?" "He is at the Scotts." "True, I forgot. We shall be alone, then?" It was a question; a month ago it would have been an assertion; and Lucia answered, "Yes." "Then we may arrange ourselves here without fear of interruption," Mrs. Costello said more cheerfully. "Bring a book, instead of your work, and read to me." She did not then intend to explain Mr. Strafford's letter. Lucia had almost hoped it, but on the other So, after tea, she took the last new book and read. Mrs. Costello lay with her face shaded; she had much to think of,—only old debatings with herself to go over again for the thousandth time; but all her doubts, her wishes, her fears quickened into new life by the threatened discovery, of which the letter lying under her pillow had warned her; and the changes which a multitude of recollections brought to her countenance were not for her child, still ignorant of all the past, to see. The evening passed quickly in this tumult of thoughts. Lucia was interested in her story, and read on until ten o'clock, when Margery came in. "Mr. Maurice, Miss Lucia. He came in at the back, just to ask how your mamma is. Will you speak to him?" Lucia went out. Maurice was standing in the dark parlour, and she almost ran against him. He put his hand lightly on her shoulder, as he asked his question. "She is better, very much better," she answered. "But I was frightened at first." "Do you think it is only a passing affair? Are you afraid to be alone to-night?" "Not at all. Oh! Maurice, why do you ask such a question? She was quite well this morning." "She has not looked well for some time. But I did not mean to alarm you, only to remind you that if you should want anything, I am always close at hand." He had alarmed her a little for the moment. She thought, "I have been occupied with myself, and she has been ill perhaps for days past." Maurice felt her tremble, and blamed himself for speaking. At that instant they seemed to have returned to their old life. The very attitude in which they stood, in which they had been used to have their most confidential chats, had lately been disused; and to resume it, and with it the old position of adviser and consoler, was compensation for much that he had suffered. He felt that Lucia was looking anxiously up at him—that she had for the moment quite forgotten all except her mother and himself. "The weather has been so hot," he said, searching for something to hide his thoughts, "it is not wonderful for any one to be weakened by it. No doubt, that was the reason of Mrs. Costello's illness." "'Ill' is perhaps too strong a word. Besides, she has always said she was well." "Yes. But I know she has been"—in trouble, she was going to say, but stopped—"suffering." "Perhaps you may be able to nurse her a little now, since she will be obliged to own herself an invalid." "I shall try. Will you come in for a moment, in the morning?" "Yes. Good night now. Do not be too anxious." He went out, glad at heart because of those few words of hers, which showed how naturally she still depended on him, when help of any kind was needed. Mrs. Costello had lain, during his visit, listening to the faint sound of their voices, which just reached her through the half-open door of her room. She turned her head restlessly as she listened. "If it could have been," she thought, "he would have been the same to her through all—but the other, how could I tell him even? Truly, I believe Lucia came back softly into the room, and to the bedside; looking, with her newly awakened fears, at her mother's face, she saw plainly how worn it was; it seemed, in truth, to have grown years older in the last few weeks. A pang of remorse shot through her heart; she stooped and kissed her with unusual tenderness, and then turned away to hide the tears which self-reproach had brought to her eyes. Mrs. Costello caught her hand, and smiling, asked what news Maurice had brought? "None, mamma. He came to ask about you." "But had he nothing to tell you about the Scotts?" "I forgot to ask him, and I believe he forgot to tell me." "You must have been very much interested to forget such an event as a party the moment it was over." "We were only talking about you. Maurice says you have been looking ill." "Maurice is a foolish boy. I have been a little worried, but that is all." Lucia gathered all her courage. "But, dear Mrs. Costello shrank back. "Not yet, darling. I am a coward, and should have to tell you a long story. Wait awhile." "And while I wait, you suffer alone." "I should not suffer less, my child, if you knew all. For your own sake I have not yet shared my troubles, such as they are, with you; for your own sake I see that I must soon do so. Leave me at present to decide, if I can, what is best for us both." Lucia was silent. She saw that even this short conversation had disturbed, instead of comforting her mother; she dared not therefore say more, and could only busy herself in arranging everything with affectionate care for her comfort during the night. Next morning when Maurice came, he was surprised to find Mrs. Costello up, and looking as usual. Lucia's uneasiness had almost melted away in the daylight; she was more gentle and attentive than usual to her mother, but had persuaded herself that with her care, and, above all, with her sympathy, when the promised "long story" should But, alas! "that fellow" showed no intention of going. He came to the Cottage an hour or two later, not however alone, but with Mrs. Bellairs and Bella. The former came to see Mrs. Costello, the latter had affairs of her own with Lucia. Mr. Percy, for once, was decidedly de trop, but after awhile the two girls slipped away and shut themselves up in Lucia's bedroom. The moment the door was closed, Bella burst into a torrent of talk. "Oh! my dear, I was determined to come to you this morning, but I dare say it was trouble thrown away. Have you any attention to spare from your own affairs for your neighbours?" "Plenty. How did you enjoy yourself last night?" "You shall hear. It was a dull enough evening till the very end. There was Maurice looking as black as thunder at May Anderson; and Magdalen Scott and Harry—not flirting, they have "Why was Maurice looking black at May?" "Because she was talking about you. It's not safe for anybody to talk about you before Maurice, I can tell you. But I don't want to talk about them, but about myself. Do you know what has happened?" "How should I till you tell me?" "Well, you might guess; but, I suppose, since Mr. Percy came, he has prevented you from seeing anything beyond himself." "Don't be absurd, Bella; I can always see you, at any rate." "And yet you can't guess? Well, then, my dear, I have altered my mind." "What about?" "Only yesterday I meant to be an old maid, and now I don't." Lucia clapped her hands. "Oh, Bella! is it Doctor Morton?" "I suppose so. You see it would be more convenient for me in some ways to be married; Elise and William might get tired of too much of my society, and no doubt it will suit him very "Don't, Bella, you are incorrigible. I should think you might leave off joking now." "Not I, I assure you. I leave the sentimental side of the question to you and Mr. Percy; though, to tell you the truth, I think you would be much better off in that respect with Maurice, and his highflown notions, which Elise calls chivalrous." Certainly Bella's manner agreed with her words—never was so important a piece of news told by one girl to another, in so calm and business-like a style. Lucia, rather given to romance herself, was puzzled and half shocked. When the visitors were gone, she repeated what she had heard to her mother, with wondering comments on a compact so coolly arranged, and was rather surprised to find that Mrs. Costello completely approved of it. "I dare say," she said, "it may be a very happy marriage. Doctor Morton is a sensible man, and Bella too honest a girl to marry him if she did not mean to behave as he would like her." And this, then, was her mother's idea of a happy marriage. Lucia wondered still more, yet less than she would have done if she had known how gladly Mrs. Costello would have seen her, also, safely bestowed in the keeping of "a sensible man." |