Behind the Arras: A Book of the Unseen |
Behind the Arras A Book of the Unseen By Bliss Carman With Designs by T. B. Meteyard Boston and New York Lamson, Wolffe, and Company M·DCCC·XC·V Copyright, 1895. by Lamson, Wolffe, & Co. All rights reserved. Contents Behind the Arras | 1 | Fancy’s Fool | 16 | The Moondial | 19 | The Face in the Stream | 23 | The Cruise of the Galleon | 29 | A Song before Sailing | 32 | In the Wings | 35 | The Red Wolf | 37 | The Faithless Lover | 44 | The Crimson House | 46 | The Lodger | 49 | Beyond the Gamut | 66 | The Juggler | 81 | Hack and Hew | 85 | The Night Express | 87 | The Dustman | 91 | The Sleepers | 94 | At the Granite Gate | 96 | Exit Anima | 100 | small logo To G. H. B. “I shut myself in with my soul, And the shapes come eddying forth.” Behind the Arras Behind the Arras I like the old house tolerably well, Where I must dwell Like a familiar gnome; And yet I never shall feel quite at home: I love to roam. Day after day I loiter and explore From door to door; So many treasures lure The curious mind. What histories obscure They must immure! I hardly know which room I care for best; This fronting west, With the strange hills in view, Where the great sun goes,—where I may go too, When my lease is through,— Or this one for the morning and the east, Where a man may feast His eyes on looming sails, And be the first to catch their foreign hails Or spy their bales. Then the pale summer twilights towards the pole! It thrills my soul With wonder and delight, When gold-green shadows walk the world at night, So still, so bright. There at the window many a time of year, Strange faces peer, Solemn though not unkind, Their wits in search of something left behind Time out of mind; As if they once had lived here, and stole back To the window crack For a peep which seems to say, “Good fortune, brother, in your house of clay!” And then, “Good day!” I hear their footsteps on the gravel walk, Their scraps of talk, And hurrying after, reach Only the crazy sea-drone of the beach In endless speech. And often when the autumn noons are still, By swale and hill I see their gipsy signs, Trespassing somewhere on my border lines; With what designs? I forth afoot; but when I reach the place, Hardly a trace, Save the soft purple haze Of smouldering camp-fires, any hint betrays Who went these ways. Or tatters of pale aster blue, descried By the roadside, Reveal whither they fled; Or the swamp maples, here and there a shred Of Indian red. But most of all, the marvellous tapestry Engrosses me, Where such strange things are rife, Fancies of beasts and flowers, and love and strife, Woven to the life; Degraded shapes and splendid seraph forms, And teeming swarms Of creatures gauzy dim That cloud the dusk, and painted fish that swim, At the weaver’s whim; And wonderful birds that wheel and hang in the air; And beings with hair, And moving eyes in the face, And white bone teeth and hideous grins, who race From place to place; They build great temples to their John-a-nod, And fume and plod To deck themselves with gold, And paint themselves like chattels to be sold, Then turn to mould. Sometimes they seem almost as real as I; I hear them sigh; I see them bow with grief, Or dance for joy like an aspen leaf; But that is brief. They have mad wars and phantom marriages; Nor seem to guess There are dimensions still, Beyond thought’s reach, though not beyond love’s will, For soul to fill. And some I call my friends, and make believe Their spirits grieve, Brood, and rejoice with mine; I talk to them in phrases quaint and fine Over the wine; I tell them all my secrets; touch their hands; One understands Perhaps. How hard he tries To speak! And yet those glorious mild eyes, His best replies! I even have my cronies, one or two, My cherished few. But ah, they do not stay! For the sun fades them and they pass away, As I grow gray. Yet while they last how actual they seem! Their faces beam; I give them all their names, Bertram and Gilbert, Louis, Frank and James, Each with his aims; One thinks he is a poet, and writes verse His friends rehearse; Another is full of law; A third sees pictures which his hand can draw Without a flaw. Strangest of all, they never rest. Day long They shift and throng, Moved by invisible will, Like a great breath which puffs across my sill, And then is still; It shakes my lovely manikins on the wall; Squall after squall, Gust upon crowding gust, It sweeps them willy nilly like blown dust With glory or lust. It is the world-ghost, the time-spirit, come None knows where from, The viewless draughty tide And wash of being. I hear it yaw and glide, And then subside, Along these ghostly corridors and halls Like faint footfalls; The hangings stir in the air; And when I start and challenge, “Who goes there?” It answers, “Where?” The wail and sob and moan of the sea’s dirge, Its plangor and surge; The awful biting sough Of drifted snows along some arctic bluff, That veer and luff, And have the vacant boding human cry, As they go by;— Is it a banished soul Dredging the dark like a distracted mole Under a knoll? Like some invisible henchman old and gray, Day after day I hear it come and go, With stealthy swift unmeaning to and fro, Muttering low, Ceaseless and daft and terrible and blind, Like a lost mind. I often chill with fear When I bethink me, What if it should peer At my shoulder here! Perchance he drives the merry-go-round whose track Is the zodiac; His name is No-man’s-friend; And his gabbling parrot-talk has neither trend, Beginning, nor end. A prince of madness too, I’d cry, “A rat!” And lunge thereat,— Let out at one swift thrust The cunning arch-delusion of the dust I so mistrust, But that I fear I should disclose a face Wearing the trace Of my own human guise, Piteous, unharmful, loving, sad, and wise, With the speaking eyes. I would the house were rid of his grim pranks, Moaning from banks Of pine trees in the moon, Startling the silence like a demoniac loon At dead of noon, Or whispering his fool-talk to the leaves About my eaves. And yet how can I know ’T is not a happy Ariel masking so In mocking woe? Then with a little broken laugh I say, Snatching away The curtain where he grinned (My feverish sight thought) like a sin unsinned, “Only the wind!” Yet often too he steals so softly by, With half a sigh, I deem he must be mild, Fair as a woman, gentle as a child, And forest wild. Passing the door where an old wind-harp swings, With its five strings, Contrived long years ago By my first predecessor bent to show His handcraft so, He lays his fingers on the Æolian wire, As a core of fire Is laid upon the blast To kindle and glow and fill the purple vast Of dark at last. Weird wise and low, piercing and keen and glad, Or dim and sad As a forgotten strain Born when the broken legions of the rain Swept through the plain— He plays, like some dread veiled mysteriarch, Lighting the dark, Bidding the spring grow warm, The gendering merge and loosing of spirit in form, Peace out of storm. For music is the sacrament of love; He broods above The virgin silence, till She yields for rapture shuddering, yearning still To his sweet will. I hear him sing, “Your harp is like a mesh, Woven of flesh And spread within the shoal Of life, where runs the tide-race of the soul In my control. “Though my wild way may ruin what it bends, It makes amends To the frail downy clocks, Telling their seed a secret that unlocks The granite rocks. “The womb of silence to the crave sound Is heaven unfound, Till I, to soothe and slake Being’s most utter and imperious ache, Bid rhythm awake. “If with such agonies of bliss, my kin, I enter in Your prison house of sense, With what a joyous freed intelligence I shall go hence.” I need no more to guess the weaver’s name, Nor ask his aim, Who hung each hall and room With swarthy-tinged vermilion upon gloom; I know that loom. Give me a little space and time enough, From ravelings rough I could revive, reweave, A fabric of beauty art might well believe Were past retrieve. O men and women in that rich design, Sleep-soft, sun-fine, Dew-tenuous and free, A tone of the infinite wind-themes of the sea, Borne in to me, Reveals how you were woven to the might Of shadow and light. You are the dream of One Who loves to haunt and yet appears to shun My door in the sun; As the white roving sea tern fleck and skim The morning’s rim; Or the dark thrushes clear Their flutes of music leisurely and sheer, Then hush to hear. I know him when the last red brands of day Smoulder away, And when the vernal showers Bring back the heart to all my valley flowers In the soft hours. O hand of mine and brain of mine, be yours, While time endures, To acquiesce and learn! For what we best may dare and drudge and yearn, Let soul discern. So, fellows, we shall reach the gusty gate, Early or late, And part without remorse, A cadence dying down unto its source In music’s course; You to the perfect rhythms of flowers and birds, Colors and words, The heart-beats of the earth, To be remoulded always of one worth From birth to birth; I to the broken rhythm of thought and man, The sweep and span Of memory and hope About the orbit where they still must grope For wider scope, To be through thousand springs restored, renewed, With love imbrued, With increments of will Made strong, perceiving unattainment still From each new skill. Always the flawless beauty, always the chord Of the Overword, Dominant, pleading, sure, No truth too small to save and make endure. No good too poor! And since no mortal can at last disdain That sweet refrain, But lets go strife and care, Borne like a strain of bird notes on the air, The wind knows where; Some quiet April evening soft and strange, When comes the change No spirit can deplore, I shall be one with all I was before, In death once more. | Fancy’s Fool “Cornel, cornel, green and white, Spreading on the forest floor, Whither went my lost delight Through the silent door?” “Mortal, mortal, overfond, How come you at all to know There be any joys beyond Blisses here and now?” “Cornel, cornel, white and cool, Many a mortal, I’ve heard tell, Who is only Fancy’s fool Knows that secret well.” “Mortal, mortal, what would you With that beauty once was yours? Perishable is the dew, And the dust endures.” “Cornel, cornel, pierce me not With your sweet, reserved disdain! Whisper me of things forgot That shall be again.” “Mortal, we are kinsmen, led By a hope beyond our reach. Know you not the word unsaid Is the flower of speech?” All the snowy blossoms faded, While the scarlet berries grew; And all summer they evaded Anything they knew. “Cornel, cornel, green and red Flooring for the forest wide, Whither down the ways of dread Went my starry-eyed?” “Mortal, mortal, is there found Any fruitage half so fair In the dim world underground As there grows in air?” “Wilding cornel, you can guess Nothing of eternal pain, Growing there in quietness In the sun and rain.” “Mortal, where your heart would be Not a wanderer may go, But he shares the dark with me Underneath the snow.” And the scarlet berries scattered With the coming on of fall; Not to one of them it mattered Anything at all. | The Moondial The Moondial Iron and granite and rust, In a crumbling garden old, Where the roses are paler than dust And the lilies are green with gold, Under the racing moon, Inconscious of war or crime, In a strange and ghostly noon, It marks the oblivion of time. The shadow steals through its arc, Still as a frosted breath, Fitful, gleaming, and dark As the cold frustration of death. But where the shadow may fall, Whether to hurry or stay, It matters little at all To those who come that way. For this is the dial of them That have forgotten the world, No more through the mad day-dream Of striving and reason hurled. Their heart as a little child Only remembers the worth Of beauty and love and the wild Dark peace of the elder earth. It registers the morrows Of lovers and winds and streams, And the face of a thousand sorrows At the postern gate of dreams. When the first low laughter smote Through Lilith, the mother of joy, And died and revived from the throat Of Helen, the harpstring of Troy, And wandering on through the years, From the sobbing rain and the sea, Caught sound of the world’s gray tears Or sense of the sun’s gold glee, Whenever the wild control Burned out to a mortal kiss, And the shuddering storm-swept soul Climbed to its acme of bliss, The green-gold light of the dead Stood still in purple space, And a record blind and dread Was graved on the dial’s face. And once in a thousand years Some youth who loved so well The gods had loosed him from fears In a vision of blameless hell, Has gone to the dial to read Those signs in the outland tongue, Written beyond the need Of the simple and the young. For immortal life, they say, Were his who, loving so, Could explain the writing away As a legend written in snow. But always his innocent eyes Were frozen into the stone. From that awful first surprise His soul must return alone. In the morning there he lay Dead in the sun’s warm gold. And no man knows to this day What the dim moondial told. | The Face in the Stream The Face in the Stream The sunburnt face in the willow shade To the face in the water-mirror said, “O deep mysterious face in the stream, Art thou myself or am I thy dream?” And the face deep down in the water’s side To the face in the upper air replied, “I am thy dream, them poor worn face, And this is thy heart’s abiding place. “Too much in the world, come back and be Once more my dream-fellow with me, “In the far-off untarnished years Before thy furrows were washed with tears, “Or ever thy serious creature eyes Were aged with a mist of memories. “Hast thou forgotten the long ago In the garden where I used to flow, “Among the hills, with the maple tree And the roses blowing over me?— “I who am now but a wraith of this river, Forsaken of thee forever and ever, “Who then was thine image fair, forecast In the heart of the water rimpling past. “Out in the wide of the summer zone I lulled and allured thee apart and alone, “The azure gleam and the golden croon And the grass with the flaky roses strewn. “There you would lie and lean above me, The more you lingered the more to love me, “Till I became, as the year grew old, Thy fairest day-dream’s fashion and mould, “Deep in the water twilight there, Smiling, elusive, wonderful, fair, “The beautiful visage of thy clear soul Set in eternity’s limpid shoal, “Thy spirit’s countenance, the trace Of dawning God in the human face. “And when yellow leaves came down Through the silent mornings one by one “To the frosty meadow, as they fell Thy pondering heart said, ‘All is well; “‘Aye, all is best, for I stake my life Beyond the boundaries of strife,’ “And then thy feet returned no more,— While years went over the garden floor, “With frost and maple, with rose and dew, In the world thy river wandered through;— “Came never again to revive and recall Thy youth from its water burial. “But now thy face is battle-dark; The strife of the world has graven a mark “About the lips that are no more mine, Too sweet to forget, too strong to repine. “With the ends of the earth for thy garden now, What solace and what reward hast thou?” Then he of the earth’s sun-traversed side To him of the under-world replied, “O glad mysterious face in the stream, My lost illusion, my summer dream, “Thou fairer self of a fonder time, A far imperishable clime, “For thy dear sake I have fared alone And fronted failure and housed with none. “What youth was that, when the world was green, In the lovely mythus Greek and clean, “Was doomed with his flowery kin to bide, A blown white star by the river side, “And no more follow the sun, foot free, Too long enamoured of one like thee? “Shall God who abides in the patient flower, The painted dust sustained by his power, “Refuse to the wing of the dragonfly His sanction over the open sky,— “A frail detached and wandering thing Torn loose from the blossomy life of spring? “And this is man, the myriad one, Dust’s flower and time’s ephemeron. “And I who have followed the wander-list For a glimpse of beauty, a wraith in the mist, “Shall be spilt at last and return to peace, As dust which the hands of the wind release. “This is my solace and my reward, Who have drained life’s dregs from a broken shard.” Wise and grave was the water face, A youth grown man in a little space; While the wayworn face by the river side Grew gentler-lipped and shadowy-eyed; For he heard like a sea-horn summoning him That sound from the world’s end vast and dim, Where the river went wandering out so far Through a gate in the mountain left ajar, The sea birds love and the land birds flee, The large bleak voice of the burly sea. | The Cruise of the Galleon The Cruise of the Galleon This laboring vast, Tellurian Galleon, Riding at anchor off the orient sun, Had broken its cable, and stood out to space. FRANCIS THOMPSON. Galleon, ahoy, ahoy! Old earth riding off the sun, And straining at your cable as you ride On the tide, Battered laboring and vast, In the blast Of the hurricane that blows between the worlds, Ahoy! ’Morning, shipmates! ’Drift and chartless? Laded deep and rolling hard? Never guessed, outworn and heartless, There was land so close aboard? Ice on every shroud and eyelet, Rocking in the windy trough? No more panic; Man’s your pilot; Turns the flood, and we are off! At the story of disaster, From the continents of sleep, I am come to be your master And put out into the deep. What tide current struck you hither, Beating up the storm of years? Where are those who stood to weather These uncharted gulfs of tears? Did your fellows all drive under In the maelstrom of the sun, While you only, for a wonder, Rode the wash you could not shun? We’ll crowd sail across the sea-line,— Clear this harbor, reef and buoy, Bowling down an open bee-line For the latitudes of joy; Till beyond the zones of sorrow, Past griefs haven in the night, Some large simpler world shall morrow This pale region’s northern light. Not a fear but all the sea-room, Wherein time is but a bay, Yet shall sparkle for our lee-room In the vast Altrurian day. And the dauntless seaworn spirit Shall awake to know there are What dominions to inherit, Anchored off another star! | A Song Before Sailing A Song Before Sailing “Cras ingens iterabimus aequor.” Wind of the dead men’s feet, Blow down the empty street Of this old city by the sea With news for me! Blow me beyond the grime And pestilence of time! I am too sick at heart to war With failure any more. Thy chill is in my bones; The moonlight on the stones Is pale, and palpable, and cold; I am as one grown old. I call from room to room Through the deserted gloom; The echoes are all words I know, Lost in some long ago. I prowl from door to door, And find no comrade more. The wolfish fear that children feel Is snuffing at my heel. I hear the hollow sound Of a great ship coming round, The thunder of tackle and the tread Of sailors overhead. That stormy-blown hulloo Has orders for me, too. I see thee, hand at mouth, and hark, My captain of the dark. O wind of the great East, By whom we are released From this strange dusty port to sail Beyond our fellows’ hail, Under the stars that keep The entry of the deep, Thy somber voice brings up the sea’s Forgotten melodies; And I have no more need Of bread, or wine, or creed, Bound for the colonies of time Beyond the farthest prime. Wind of the dead men’s feet, Blow through the empty street! The last adventurer am I, Then, world, good-by! | In the Wings The play is Life; and this round earth, The narrow stage whereon We act before an audience Of actors dead and gone. There is a figure in the wings That never goes away, And though I cannot see his face, I shudder while I play. His shadow looms behind me here, Or capers at my side; And when I mouth my lines in dread, Those scornful lips deride. Sometimes a hooting laugh breaks out, And startles me alone; While all my fellows, wondering At my stage-fright, play on. I fear that when my Exit comes, I shall encounter there, Stronger than fate, or time, or love, And sterner than despair, The Final Critic of the craft, As stage tradition tells; And yet—perhaps ’twill only be The jester with his bells. | The Red Wolf The Red Wolf With the fall of the leaf comes the wolf, wolf, wolf, The old red wolf at my door. And my hateful yellow dwarf, with his hideous crooked laugh, Cries “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at my door. With the still of the frost comes the wolf, wolf, wolf, The gaunt red wolf at my door. He’s as tall as a Great Dane, with his grizzly russet mane; And he haunts the silent woods at my door. The scarlet maple leaves and the sweet ripe nuts, May strew the forest glade at my door, But my cringing cunning dwarf, with his slavered kacking laugh, Cries “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at my door. The violets may come, the pale wind-flowers blow, And tremble by the stream at my door; But my dwarf will never cease, until his last release, From his “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at the door. The long sweet April wind may woo the world from grief, And tell the old tales at my door; The rainbirds in the rain may plead their far refrain, In the glad young year at my door; And in the quiet sun, the silly partridge brood In the red pine dust by my door; Yet my squinting runty dwarf, with his lewd ungodly laugh, Cries “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at my door. I’m his master (and his slave, with his “Wolf, wolf, wolf!”) As he squats in the sun at my door. There morn and noon and night, with his cuddled low delight, He watches for the wolf at my door. The wind may parch his hide, or freeze him to the bone, While the wolf walks far from the door; Still year on year he sits, with his five unholy wits, And watches for the wolf at the door. But the fall of the leaf and the starting of the bud Are the seasons he loves by the door; Then his blood begins to rouse, this Caliban I house, And it’s “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at the door. In the dread lone of the night I can hear him snuff the sill; Then it’s “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at the door; His damned persistent bark, like a husky’s in the dark, His “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at the door. I have tried to rid the house of the misbegotten spawn; But he skulks like a shadow at my door, With the same uncanny glee as when he came to me With his first cry of wolf at my door. I curse him, and he leers; I kick him, and he whines; But he never leaves the stone at my door. Peep of day or set of sun, his croaking’s never done Of the Red Wolf of Despair at my door. But when the night is old, and the stars begin to fade, And silence walks the path by my door, Then is his dearest hour, his most unbridled power, And low comes his “Wolf!” at the door. I turn me in my sleep between the night and day, While dreams throng the yard at my door. In my strong soul aware of a grewsome terror there Soon to knock with command at my door. Is it the hollow voice of the census-taker Time In his old idle round from door to door? Or only the north wind, when all the leaves are thinned, Come at last with his moan to my door? I cannot guess nor tell; only it comes and comes, As from a vaster world beyond my door, From centuries of eld, the death of freedom knelled, A host of mortal fears at my door. Then I wake; and joy and youth and fame and love and bliss, And all the good that ever passed my door, Grow dim, and faint and fade, with the whole world unmade, To perish as the summer at my door. The crouching heart within me quails like a shuddering thing, As I turn on my pillow to the door; Then in the chill white dawn, when life is half withdrawn, Comes the dream-curdling “Wolf!” at my door. Only my yellow dwarf; (my servitor and lord!) I hear him lift the latch of my door; I see his wobbling chin and his unrepentant grin, As he lets his oafship in at the door. He is low and humped and foul, and shambles like an ape; And stealthily he barricades the door, Then lays his goblin head against my lonely bed, With a “Wolf, wolf, wolf,” at the door! I loathe him, but I feed him; I’ll tell you how it was (Hear him now with his “Wolf!” at the door!) That I ever took him in; he is—he is my kin, And kin to the wolf at the door! I loathe him, yet he lives; as God lets Satan live, I suffer him to slumber at my door, Till that long-looked-for time, that splendid sudden prime, When Spring shall go in scarlet by my door. That day I will arise, put my heel upon his throat, And squirt his yellow blood upon the door; Then watch him dying there, like a spider in his lair, With a “Wolf, wolf, wolf!” at my door. The great white morning sun shall walk the earth again, And the children return to my door, I shall hear their merry laugh, and forget my buried dwarf, As a tale that is told at the door. Far from the quiet woods the gaunt red wolf shall flee, As a cur that is stoned from the door; And God’s great peace come back along the lonely track, To fill the golden year at my door. | The Faithless Lover I O Life, dear Life, in this fair house Long since did I, it seems to me, In some mysterious doleful way Fall out of love with thee. For, Life, thou art become a ghost, A memory of days gone by, A poor forsaken thing between A heartache and a sigh. And now, with shadows from the hills Thronging the twilight, wraith on wraith, Unlock the door and let me go To thy dark rival Death! II O Heart, dear Heart, in this fair house Why hast thou wearied and grown tired, Between a morning and a night, Of all thy soul desired? Fond one, who cannot understand Even these shadows on the floor, Yet must be dreaming of dark loves And joys beyond my door! But I am beautiful past all The timid tumult of thy mood, And thou returning not must still Be mine in solitude. | The Crimson House Love built a crimson house, I know it well, That he might have a home Wherein to dwell. Poor Love that roved so far And fared so ill, Between the morning star And the Hollow Hill, Before he found the vale Where he could bide, With memory and oblivion Side by side. He took the silver dew And the dun red clay, And behold when he was through How fair were they! The braces of the sky Were in its girth, That it should feel no jar Of the swinging earth; That sun and wind might bleach But not destroy The house that he had builded For his joy. “Here will I stay,” he said, “And roam no more, And dust when I am dead Shall keep the door.” There trooping dreams by night Go by, go by. The walls are rosy white In the sun’s eye. The windows are more clear Than sky or sea; He made them after God’s Transparency. It is a dearer place Than kirk or inn; Such joy on joy as there Has never been. There may my longed-for rest And welcome be, When Love himself unbars The door for me! | The Lodger The Lodger I cannot quite recall When first he came, So reticent and tall, With his eyes of flame. The neighbors used to say (They know so much!) He looked to them half way Spanish or Dutch. Outlandish certainly He is—and queer! He has been lodged with me This thirty year; All the while (it seems absurd!) We hardly have Exchanged a single word. Mum as the grave! Minds only his own affairs, Goes out and in, And keeps himself upstairs With his violin. Mum did I say? And yet That talking smile You never can forget, Is all the while Full of such sweet reproofs The darkest day, Like morning on the roofs In flush of May. Like autumn on the hills; At four o’clock The sun like a herdsman spills For drove and flock Peace with their provender, And they are fed. The day without a stir Lies warm and red. Ah, sir, the summer land For me! That is Like living in God’s hand, Compared to this. His smile so quiet and deep Reminds me of it. I see it in my sleep, And so I love it. An anarchist, say some; But tush, say I, When a man’s heart is plumb, Can his life be awry? Better than charity And bigger too, That heart. You’ve seen the sea? Of course. To you ’T is common enough, no doubt. But here in town, With God’s world all shut out, Save the leaden frown Of the sky, a slant of rain, And a straggling star, Such memories remain The wonders they are. Once at the Isles of Shoals, And it was June . . . Now hear me dote! He strolls Across my noon, Like the sun that day, where sleeps My soul; his gaze Goes glimmering down my deeps Of yesterdays, Searching and searching, till Its light consumes The reluctant shapes that fill Those purple glooms. Let others applaud, defame, And the noise die down; His voice saying your name, Is enough renown. Too patient pitiful, Too fierce at wrong, To patronize the dull, Or praise the strong. And yet he has a soul Of wrath, though pent Even when that white ghoul Comes for his rent. The landlord? Hush! My God! I think the walls Take notes to help him prod Us up. He galls My very soul to strife, With his death’s-head face. He is foul too in his life, Some hid disgrace, Some secret thing he does, I warrant you, For all his cheek to us Is shaved so blue. He takes good care (by the shade Of seven wives!) That the undertaker’s trade He lives by thrives. Nor chick nor child has he. So servile smug, With that cringe in his knee,— God curse his lug! But him, you should have seen Him yesterday; The landlord’s smirk turned green At his smile. The way He served that bloodless fish, Were like to freeze him. But meeting elsewhere, pish! He never sees him. Yet such a gentleman, So sure and slow. The vilest harridan Is not too low, If there is pity’s need; And no man born, For cruelty or greed Escapes that scorn. Most of all things, it seems, He loves the town. Watching the bright-faced streams Go up and down, I have surprised him often On Tremont street, And marked the grave face soften, The mouth grow sweet, In a brown study over The men and women. An unsuspected rover That, for our Common. When the first jonquils come, And spring is sold On the street corners, some Of the pretty gold Is sure to find its way Home in his hand. And many a winter day At some cab-stand, He’ll watch the cabmen feed The pigeon flocks, Or bid some liner speed From the icy docks. His rooms? I much regret You cannot see His rooms, but they were let With guarantee Of his seclusion there— Except myself. Each morning, table, chair, Lamp, hearth, and shelf, I rearrange, refreshen, Put all to rights, Then leave him in possession. Ah, but the nights, The nights! Sir, if I dared But once set eye To keyhole, nor be scared, From playing Paul Pry, I doubt not I should learn A wondrous thing Or two; and in return Go blind till spring. The light under his door Is glory enough, It outshines any star That I know of. Wirrah, my lad, my lad, ’T is fearsome strange, The hints we all have had Passing the range Of science, knowledge, law, Or what you will, Whose intangible touch of awe Makes reason nil. Many a night I start, Sudden awake, Feeling my smothered heart Flutter and quake; Like an aspen at dead of noon, When not a breath Is stirring to trouble the boon Valley. A wraith Or a fetch, it must be, shivers The soul of the tree Till every leaf of it quivers. And so with me. Was it the shuffle of feet I heard go by, With muffled drums in the street? Was it the cry Of a rider riding the night Into ashes and dawn, With news in his nostrils and fright Where his hoof-beats had gone? Did the pipes, at “Bonny Dundee,” Bid regiments form? Did a renegade’s soul get free On a wail of the storm? Did a flock of wild geese honk As they cleared the hill? Or only a bittern cronk, Then all was still? Was it a night stampede Of a thousand head? I know I shook like a reed There on my bed. Nameless and void and wild Was the fear before me, Ere I bethought me and smiled As the truth flashed o’er me. Of course, it was only his hand Freeing the bass Of his old Amati, grand In the silence’ face. Rummaging up and down, From string to string, Bidding the discords drown, The harmonies spring, Where tides and tide-winds rove Far out from land, On the ocean of music a-move At the will of his hand. Sobbing and grieving now, Now glad as a bird, Thou, thou, thou Of the joys unheard, Luminous radiant sea Of the sounds and time, Surely, surely by thee Is eternal prime. Holy and beautiful deep, Spread down before The imperial coming of sleep, Endure, endure! And sleep, be thou the ranger Over it wan. And dream, be thou no stranger There with the dawn. Then wings of the sun, go abroad As a scarlet desire, Unwearied, unwaning, unawed, To quest and aspire, Till the drench of the dusk you drink In the poppy-field west; Then veer and settle and sink As a gull to her nest. Wind, Away, away! And hurry your phantom kind Through the gates of day, Or ever the king’s dark cup With its studs and spars Be inverted, and earth look up To the shuddering stars. Blaring and triumphing now, Now quailing and lone, Thou, thou, thou Of the joys unknown! Unknown and wild, wild, Where the merrymen be, Sink to sleep, soul of a child, Slumber, thou sea! All this his fiddle plays, And many a thing As strange, when his mood so lays The bow to the string. Sleepless! He never sleeps That I can find. I marvel how he keeps A bit of his mind. There is neither sight nor sound In the world of sense, But he has fathomed and found In the silvery tense Keen cords on the amber wood. As he wrings them thence, Death smiles at his hardihood For recompense. Oh fair they are, so fair! No tongue can tell How he sets them chiming there Clear as a bell. An orchard of birds in June, The winds that stream, The cold sea-brooks that croon, The storms that scream, The planets that float and swing Like buoys on the tide, The north-going legions in spring, The hills that abide, The frigate-bird clouds that range, The vagabond moon— That wilful lover of change— And the workaday sun, Dying summer and fall, Seasons and men And herds, he has them all In his shadowy ken. He calls and they come, leaving strife, Leaving discord and death, Out of oblivion to life, Though its span be a breath. There they are, all the beautiful things I loved and lost sight of Long since in the far-away springs, Come back for a night of New being as good as their old, Aye, better in fact, For somehow he gilds their fine gold,— Gives the one thing they lacked, The breath, aspiration, desire, Core, kindle, control, Memory and rapture and fire,— The touch of man’s soul. How know the true master? I know By my joys and my fears, For my heart crumbles down like the snow With spring rain into tears. Now I am a precious one! With nothing to do But idle here in the sun And gossip with you Of a stranger you have not seen, As like never will. I would every soul had a screen, When the wind sets ill In the world’s bleak house, like this Strange lodger of mine. His presence is worse to miss Than sun’s best shine. I put no thought at all Upon the end, If only I may call Such a man friend. And a friend he is, heart light With love for heft, Proud as silence, whose right Hand ignores his left. Yes, odd! he gives his name As Spiritus. But that is vague as a flame In the wind to us. And then (but not a breath Of this!) you see, All his effects, my faith! Are marked D.V. His cape-coat has a rip, But for all that, (Folk smile, suggest a dip In the dyer’s vat,— Those purple aldermen Who roll about In coaches, drive till ten, And die of gout), I think he finely shows How learning’s crumbs At least can rival those Of— ’st, here he comes! | |
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