Five minutes later Roger, hastily attired in his shirt, trousers and dressing-gown, his eyes heavy with sleep and fever, descended the stairs and looked inquiringly about. The hall was empty. "Why, where has she got to?" he murmured in perplexity, then rang the bell and called for Chalmers at the same time. The butler appeared without delay. "Where is Miss Rowe, Chalmers?" The old man looked surprised. "I'm sure I've no idea, sir. I left her here a short time ago. She was waiting to speak to you, sir." "Was she still here when you came downstairs?" "I can't say, sir. I went down the back way. Perhaps she's with Miss "Never mind, I'll go." He found his aunt lying back on her pillows with her closed. "Dido, have you seen Miss Rowe?" he asked without preliminaries. "Yes, dear, about a quarter of an hour ago. She came to say good-bye." "Good-bye! You don't mean she's left us? Why, what does this mean?" "Well, my dear, I was as much astonished as you. It seems that ThÉrÈse dismissed her at about tea-time; simply said she didn't need her any longer." Roger gave a sharp exclamation of annoyance. "Dismissed her! See here, Dido, do you think ThÉrÈse was rude or anything?" "I'm sure I don't know. I didn't like to ask, naturally. Miss Rowe didn't say anything, she simply seemed in rather a hurry to get away." "And you let her go without seeing me?" "You were asleep, dear. We neither of us thought we ought to disturb you. Besides it isn't as if she were leaving Cannes, we shall soon see her again." He frowned, dissatisfied. "That's not the point. A moment ago she sent me a message by Chalmers saying she wanted to speak to me about something important. I dashed into my clothes expecting to find her downstairs, but she'd disappeared." "It is odd. Still, I should find out if the doctor is about. I hear he was going to drive her into Cannes." "Oh, was he? I'll look for him." He discovered Sartorius in his own bedroom, sorting out the contents of his black leather bag. "Have you seen Miss Rowe, doctor?" he demanded rather abruptly. With a visible effort the big man tore his attention away from his occupation. "Miss Rowe?" he repeated vaguely. "Oh, yes, I believe she left the house a little while ago." "But wasn't she going with you?" "I offered to drive her, but as I was not ready as soon as she was "Holliday!" exclaimed Roger, puzzled. "Are you sure?" He noticed that the doctor had the air of being slightly bored by his importunities, but he was indifferent, merely determined to get to the bottom of the matter. "Oh, quite, Mr. Clifford. I helped the Captain transfer her luggage from my car to his, and I saw them start off." It seemed conclusive enough; there was no question as to her being gone. Roger thanked the doctor briefly and left him, feeling perplexed and exasperated. Why had she sent him that urgent message, only to hurry away before he could possibly get downstairs to see her? Why, for that matter, was she in such a rush to be off that she had accepted Holliday's offer of a lift? Not that she had any reason for disliking Arthur, only the whole affair struck him as decidedly odd, unlike Esther. He resolved to wait a quarter of an hour and then telephone the Pension Martel, which was where he knew she had intended to go: he had heard her say so several days before. On the telephone the proprietress of the pension informed him that no person of the name of Rowe had arrived, in fact there had been no new arrivals to-day. This did not altogether surprise him, because the pension was some distance away. Esther might not have had sufficient time to reach there. He tried again considerably later, but the answer was the same. She must have changed her mind and gone somewhere else. No doubt she would ring up in a day or two, but he was impatient to find out what had happened, why she had been so anxious to see him; he could not let the matter wait. Somewhat reluctantly he sought out ThÉrÈse, whom he found in her bedroom surrounded by decorative hat-boxes and mounds of tissue-paper, engaged in trying small black hats with the aid of Aline. "I'm sorry to trouble you, ThÉrÈse, but can you tell where Arthur Her grey eyes regarded him with a look of instant suspicion, but he allayed her fears by adding amicably: "I only want to ask him where he left Miss Rowe. He drove her down into town just now." "Oh, did he?" she inquired thoughtfully, "I didn't know. I think he told me he was staying at the Carlton." "Thanks. That's all I wanted to know." As he turned on his heel she took a quick step towards him and put both hands on his shoulders. "Roger, dear, why will you persist in wandering about in this stupid fashion? Why won't you go to bed and stay there till you're better? You know you are running such a frightful risk!" He shook her off a little impatiently. "Oh, don't bother about me, ThÉrÈse. I'm not so very ill, not enough for you to worry about." He hoped he did not seem rude, but the fact was he felt anxious to get away. He was unpleasantly aware of the black, gimlet eyes of the maid fixed upon him from the background; he knew that both she and ThÉrÈse were inwardly commenting upon the interest he took in Esther, that they would speak of it the moment he was gone. Since his father's death he had known himself an alien in this house, in spite of ThÉrÈse's protestations regarding his health. Never mind, he would not remain here much longer. Back at the telephone he rang through to the Carlton Hotel. Yes, he was told, Captain Holliday was staying there, but he had not been in since the morning. Roger dropped the receiver angrily. There was nothing to do, then, but to wait for Esther to telephone him. She would surely do so soon if what she wished to tell him was really important. What could it have been? He had no idea. Still, the day passed and no message came. In all likelihood she had decided that the matter could wait after all, but in his present restless mood Roger did not find this explanation satisfactory. Besides, he was unreasonably displeased by the fact that Holliday had given Esther a lift when she left. There was no reason why he shouldn't have done so, yet the fact remained that to Roger the mere suggestion seemed a piece of impudent effrontery. What was the fellow up to? Roger bitterly resented Arthur Holliday. He resented his dashing back post-haste for the funeral, it was too officious. ThÉrÈse had said during that memorable interview which Esther had interrupted that her lover was gone, that she had sent him away. Yet here he was back again, walking about as if he owned the place, almost before the old man's body was cold. And now he had taken Esther away, no one could say where! It was too much for human endurance. When at eight o'clock Chalmers came up bringing him some dinner on a tray, Roger questioned him closely. What exactly had Miss Rowe said? "Only that I was to wake you at once, sir, and tell you wanted to see you—that it was very important." "How did she seem to you?" "Why, sir, very excited, as if she was upset about something. She was just coming out of the cloak-room, sir, which made me think perhaps she had been telephoning, but I may be wrong." Roger pondered this information, but could make nothing of it. He resumed frowningly: "I suppose you have no idea why she went off so suddenly, have you, "Why, no, sir, I was very much surprised myself. Almost as surprised as I was when I heard …" He did not finish the sentence, and looked sorry he spoken. "Go on, Chalmers, what were you about to say?" "Oh, it was nothing, sir, not of the least consequence," returned the old man, embarrassed. "Only women's gossip, sir, and Frenchwomen's gossip at that." Roger looked at him keenly. "Never mind, I must insist on your telling me what it was you heard, if it has the least bearing on Miss Rowe." "I'd rather not, sir. I'm extremely sorry I mentioned it. It was a slip, sir." "Chalmers, you can't say that much without telling me the rest, so go ahead." "Very good, sir, though I hope you won't attach any importance to it, sir. It seems that one of the maids—Marie it was, sir—went out to post a letter at about half-past five. Coming back she met the Captain's car…" "Yes, go on." "She says the car was going fast, but as it passed her she could see inside very plainly, and the nurse was sitting quite close to the Captain, with her head resting on his shoulder. That's all, sir, and it's not the kind of thing I care to repeat, though of course there may be nothing in it, sir." "No, certainly not, Chalmers, nor does it explain what I'm trying to find out. Thank you." He had preserved an indifferent air, but what the butler had told him was in the nature of a great shock. He felt suddenly quite sick with disillusionment. Had he been a fool all along, completely wrong in his estimate of this girl? Was she simply like so many others, possessed of two sides, one which she kept for him, and the other, perhaps, not quite so restrained? But for this story he would not have believed it possible…. After all, why attach so much importance to the tale of an idle servant? What if she had made a mistake, what if she had invented it out of mischief? Surely he knew Esther too well to be deceived in her. Impatiently he strove to thrust the suspicion aside. Yet in his unhappy brain, buzzing now with fever, a voice sardonically demanded, "What man ever does really know a girl?" Particularly—he winced at the thought—what man who has money? Isn't it a common sight, that of a woman making herself attractive to a man because of what he can give her, while all the time she is secretly drawn towards someone else? For that matter Esther herself had admitted to him that she found Holliday attractive. Then what about that occasion, a trifling incident enough, when he had come upon the two of them standing so close together, gazing into each other's eyes? He had thought at the time that the moment held at least the germ of a flirtation. Why should Esther be immune from suspicion? Wasn't it possible that from the beginning she had cherished a hidden penchant for the callous Arthur? She would not be the first victim by a long shot. Yet—Esther! He could picture her now, her clear, frank eyes looking straight into his with an expression of boyish simplicity. How could one suspect her? Surely she was incapable of intrigue; why, he had believed in her so! She was the one girl he felt he wanted for his wife, if she would have him. Only a little North Country streak of caution had held him back from asking her the actual question—or at least it was partly due to caution and partly to the circumstances of his father's death and his own illness. He had meant to as soon as this business was over. Good God! Suppose he had proposed and she had accepted him, but without caring for him—suppose without any love in her heart she had married him! He might not have found out the truth until too late. The very idea revolted him; he clenched his fists so violently that the nails of his right hand dug deep into his injured thumb. Feeling the pain and seeing the red ooze up through the bandage, he struggled briefly with unwelcome recollections, then on a sudden impulse tore off the enfolding gauze and flung it angrily into the fireplace. He had broken open the plagued wound again, but he did not care. If only he could know for certain whether to believe that maid's story or not! Was Esther in plain language "that kind of girl"? The thought that he might never know the truth goaded him to fury. If she was all he wanted to believe her, how could one account for that detestable picture of her nestling close to Holliday, her head on his shoulder? How explain her disappearance? For that is what he began to call it. During the course of the evening he rang up every hotel and pension in Cannes and the neighbourhood without finding any news of her. Moreover, the one person who could give him any information about her movements—Holliday himself—had at midnight not returned to the Carlton. What was one to make of that fact? It seemed to indicate that the pair of them were off somewhere together dining—and after that, what? There was no real sleep for him that night, and the morning found him decidedly worse. He did not even demur when the doctor came with Dido and quietly laid down the law about rest and diet. He agreed listlessly, unwilling to cause poor Dido additional anxiety. After all, why not give in to them? They were only giving him good advice; he had been stupid. An hour later, however, he was not too ill to crawl to the telephone when no one was about. Once again he rang up the Carlton in quest of Holliday, only to be told that the Captain had not returned all night, was still away. The inference of this, acting upon his present state of mind, was like pouring petrol on a smouldering fire. So she had gone off with the fellow, had spent the night with him somewhere! The thing was true; there was no good trying to shut one's eyes to it any longer. A dozen tiny incidents recurred to him, each magnified a hundredfold, together bearing incontrovertible evidence against Esther. What a good thing he had found her out in time! He ought to be thankful. Why wasn't he thankful? He was only furious, sick at heart, utterly miserable… He must have sat for an hour on the side of his bed, huddled in his dressing-gown, shivering and moistening his dry lips. He was like that when ThÉrÈse came in to inquire how he was feeling. He saw her face alter as she caught sight of him, and he dully surmised that he must look pretty queer. He submitted without protest when she urged him to get back into bed. "Is anything the matter?" she inquired gently, smoothing the covers over him with her white, well-manicured hands. "I'm devilish thirsty," he told her with a laugh. "Ah, I will get you some water!" she cried quickly, and going into the bathroom brought him a bottle of Evian water and a glass. He drank greedily, finished what was left in the bottle. "You'd like some more, wouldn't you?" he heard her say, and started to utter a protest, but she was already gone. He hated to have ThÉrÈse waiting on him; but if she would she would, he couldn't stop her. She was trying to be decent; after all, he mustn't behave like a bear. She was back almost at once with a full bottle of mineral water, and he drank another glassful thirstily. "I really think, my dear, we shall have to have a nurse for you," she remarked softly, studying his face. "Nurse!" he exclaimed, starting up in a rage. "No, I won't have a nurse. I tell you it's no good. I'm not going to be ill—but if I am I'm going to…" When it came to the point he couldn't bring himself to mention the nursing-home idea. In the face of ThÉrÈse's kindness it seemed so ungrateful. He lay back and closed his eyes with a frown, conscious that she was watching him curiously. "ThÉrÈse," he said after a pause, "I suppose you haven't had any word from Arthur Holliday, have you?" "From Arthur? But yes, certainly; he telephoned me a little while ago." Roger sat up again, galvanising into life. "He telephoned you? What did he say? About Miss Rowe, I mean." "I asked him. He said after they left here he had a breakdown; I forgot what he said went wrong. The nurse was in a hurry, so he got her a taxi, put her into it with her luggage, and she drove off. That's all he knows." "Oh! Did he happen to mention why he didn't go back to his hotel last night?" She smiled shrewdly, as if she guessed his thoughts. "Yes; he said he dined at the Casino with a man he ran into, took a bank at baccarat, and as he was winning he didn't like to leave off until the room closed. After that he went to a Turkish bath." It furnished an excellent, complete alibi, if one could believe it. "He's catching the night train back to Paris," she went on. "He only came for the funeral. You know he was so fond of poor Charles." "So he's going to South America, after all," mused Roger. "I thought he'd given it up." "Why should you think that?" she demanded quickly. "He must do something to make a living." He was not listening, his thoughts busy again with the question of why, if Esther had not gone off with Holliday, she had failed to communicate with him? In one way he felt slightly relieved, yet the business was as mysterious as ever. "Roger," ThÉrÈse said suddenly, sitting down on the side of the bed, "I believe you are still worrying about that nurse. Isn't that so?" He was silent, unwilling to discuss the matter with ThÉrÈse. Yet, in spite of himself, something in her tone made him look at her attentively. "If I were you," she continued slowly, "I shouldn't think too much about her. I feel I ought to tell you that." His eyes flashed at her a belligerent glance. "Just what do you mean by that?" he demanded. "I hadn't meant to tell you," she went on with slight hesitation. "But you know I had a reason for sending her away yesterday. If it hadn't been for the fact that your father seemed to like her so much the doctor would have made a change some little time ago. He wasn't altogether … pleased with her." "Pleased with her! What are you getting at?" "Roger, don't upset yourself; lie down quietly, or I won't tell you." "Very well, I'm perfectly quiet; now tell me. This is something I want to hear. What did he think was wrong about Miss Rowe?" The hardness in his voice was a challenge. ThÉrÈse examined the nails of her right hand and lightly polished them on the palm of her left. Then she replied carefully: "Well, you know soon after she came here she began to behave just a little oddly at times. At first the doctor did not think it serious, but towards the end he was afraid that she was a little—a little——" "A little what?" "Well—unbalanced. Have you ever heard of anyone having 'confusional attacks'?" "I don't know. Yes, perhaps. What about it?" "That is what the doctor thinks she has." "Utter rubbish! Miss Rowe is one of the most normal people I have ever known." "So she impressed me, at least most of the time. Indeed the doctor says that a person who has those attacks may be quite normal part of the time, only sometimes they get strange ideas into their heads and behave queerly. That was what Miss Rowe was doing. It didn't seem altogether wise to have her here." There was an ominous glitter in the ill man's eyes, the muscles in his cheeks twitched as his lips tightened. "What do you mean by 'not altogether wise'?" he inquired coldly. "I see you don't believe me, Roger. I don't suppose you noticed anything wrong with her. I don't know that I should have done so, if the doctor hadn't told me certain things. But the fact is, she wasn't always quite to be trusted in emergencies. She was a little—what do you call it?—erratic, that's the word. The doctor is even convinced that she was largely responsible for your father's relapse. There! I had not meant to speak of it!" "That at least is a lie, a barefaced attempt to injure her!" cried "My dear! How can you!" murmured ThÉrÈse so incredulously that he felt slightly ashamed. "I don't say you invented it, ThÉrÈse, but it's a lie for all that." "I heard, too, from Dido about her sending you an excited message and then going off without seeing you," continued his stepmother calmly. "That is quite typical behaviour, so the doctor says. It is just the sort of thing she would do; it is really a mild mental case." He made a gesture of weariness, suddenly feeling he must get rid of her. "It may all be true, ThÉrÈse; I'm sure I don't know. At any rate I think I'll try to get a nap, if you'll leave me. I didn't sleep well last night." "Of course, dear! Thank Heaven you are going to be sensible. Perhaps, too, you'll let the doctor advise you about that anti-toxin? I should, if I were you." "Yes, I'll let him talk to me, if you like." Anything to get rid of her, he thought. He kept his eyes tight closed until she was well out of the room and the door shut behind her. Then he sprang out of bed and with trembling haste put on his clothes. When he was completely dressed he rang for Chalmers and demanded a taxi. "But you're not going out, Mr. Roger! I don't know what the doctor or your aunt will say, sir!" "Look here, Chalmers, you're not going to mention this to anyone, do you hear? I'm absolutely all right; I know what I'm about. Just you get me that taxi and be quick about it." Five minutes later he slipped quietly out of the house and with a whirling head fell into the waiting taxi. He might or might not be doing a foolish thing, but no matter what happened he intended to scour Cannes in search of Esther. |