About a month after her child’s birth, an urgent message came from Strange’s steward to Lady Strange. He was very ill and must see her. She drove to his house and found him dying, and infinitely concerned that he could not deliver up his stewardship into his master’s hands. He was a man who had always rather suffered from a hypertrophied conscience, and perhaps he After reviewing the situation, she came to the conclusion that if no one else could keep things straight she would undertake to do it herself. As she took off her things, a new complication struck her; to do this she must be on the spot, and how would that suit her father? She was rather absent and full of the question when she got down to tea, and Mrs. Fellowes, as a sort of cure and antidote to her wistful aloofness, went and brought the baby. And then Mr. Waring came in and contemplated it silently, as Gwen told them of Hopkins, and in a rather shy tentative way spoke of her project. To her astonishment Mr. Waring woke up fully, and spoke with hearty approval of it, then without giving her a chance to reply, he went out but soon returned with a large parcel of manuscript, tied up laboriously with string, the knots all over it in haphazard style. “This is the book,” he said slowly, and with frequent pauses, “on which we have worked so long, it is at last complete. It is sad, is it not, that it is only I, who am here to see the end? I have been more than once afraid that I should be unable to finish it, it is hard to work He swayed a little and leaned heavily on the table. “You, my daughter, have your work here, you must uphold the house of your husband and of his first-born; to-morrow I will go home.” Gwen attempted to say something, but he motioned her to silence. “You may perhaps think your duty is with me, it is not, it is here, and here you must remain to guard your husband’s lands, and to cherish his child. It is the soul that is just entering life that needs all your care, not that which is done with it.” Then he went and stood over the child, and suddenly some vague old feeling surged up in him and he raised Mrs. Fellowes intended going herself early that week as she was a good deal wanted at home, but she could not bring herself to leave Gwen entirely alone, and then she had not heard a word of Humphrey from his wife’s lips for more than a month now, and his letters to her, after one she got assuring her of his perfect recovery, were anything but satisfactory, they were short and dry and told her nothing. Then, as the missionary he was in pursuit of, had escaped through the intervention of a tribe of friendly blacks some other way, and was already on his way home, probably preparing his experiences for the religious press, Humphrey’s A few nights after, she was very glad she had decided to remain. She had just fallen off into her first sleep when she was awakened by a violent shake, and found Gwen standing above her white and rigid and too terrified to speak. She pulled her out of the room and into the nursery by her nightdress sleeve, to show her her baby in very bad convulsions in the nurse’s arms. The whole night through, the two women watched the strange cruel possession that twisted and contorted the small flower-like face and the tender Gwen’s mute tense agony upset even the old doctor, who as a rule was emotion-proof enough; he would have given a great deal to have been able to reassure her, but he could not in conscience do so, the child was about as dangerously ill as it was possible for it to be. But he came of a lusty stock, and fought gallantly for his life, while his mother hovered breathless above him, and allowed no one but herself to touch him for any service, and when she absolutely could keep her eyes open no longer, she would trust him to no one but Mrs. Fellowes. As she fought desperately for her child’s life, the girl for the first time in her own, lost herself in supreme self-forgetfulness, The splendid reserves of the girl’s tenderness, her lovely frank abandonment to her new-found motherhood, fairly staggered the elder woman. She could hardly keep control over herself, she felt so small, so humble, so absolutely unfit to do as she ought to do. There was to her something most holy, most reverent in the awakening of this virgin mother, she felt almost indecent in her greedy absorption of its regal loveliness, and this time God did stay His hand and His heart inclined itself to mercy. The next day, and the next, this grew and strengthened, and at the end of the day after that the doctor spoke with perfect confidence, and he added, “I never until now knew exactly how much a mother’s love can do, Lady Strange. You are an incomparable nurse.” When he went away Gwen still knelt by the cot, with moist eyes, and looked at the baby, who suddenly stirred, and awoke, and began to watch her in that terrible all-knowing way babies have, then a little wavering ghost of a smile touched its mouth. Gwen waited with parted lips, When she had recovered and they had brought her to her room, she fell asleep at once, and it was midnight when she awoke. She got up directly and stole softly out to see her baby, who was sleeping peacefully with Mrs. Fellowes on guard. “He couldn’t possibly be better,” she whispered, “you must go back to bed at once.” “And you—you must too, you look green with tiredness.” She knelt down by the cot with a When she came in to see her baby next morning she carried a telegram she had just written, in her hand. It was to Strange and very simple. “Will you come?” it said, “we want you, baby and I.” “Read it,” she said to Mrs. Fellowes, “and will you send it yourself?” She stooped over the cot for a long time, and nothing was to be seen of her but the tips of two pink ears. |