When the two drove away on the first stage of their experiment, Mr. and Mrs. Waring, the Rector and Mrs. Fellowes, Dacre and a few others stood watching them from the great stone steps of the hall. Mrs. Fellowes was reflecting with mixed feelings on Gwen’s good-bye to her mother, which by chance she had witnessed. The girl had already, in the face of everyone, “I am ready to swear that Admiral Trowe has had a good sight too much of the governor. He has been hammering into him the life and blow-up of that gray rock at Henty’s they are always grubbing at, for a solid ten minutes. Now he’s on selection, and the Admiral has murder in his eye—look!” “Yes, and your mother, see how tired she looks! She is telling Mrs. Irvine the most wonderful new facts about babies. Mrs. Irvine has ten, two sets of twins among them, and she is the champion In next to no time they had cleared the field, and Mr. and Mrs. Fellowes were just about to say good-bye and to carry Dacre off to dinner, when to their amazement, after a hurried consultation, Mr. and Mrs. Waring begged them to stay, and drew them into the library, utterly ignoring the furious Dacre, who betook himself, softly swearing, to the stables, where he wandered disconsolately, scathing the screws that lumbered the stalls and thanking God lustily that his stud was elsewhere. Meanwhile, Mr. and Mrs. Fellowes were closeted together in the library. While the other two looked silently and questioningly at one another Mrs. Fellowes “It has been a most wearing day,” said Mr. Waring at last, “I feared my wife would break down under the strain. No doubt you felt it too?” he went on with his brows raised, looking concernedly at his guests. “I thought, my dear,” and he pressed her hand, “I thought, my dear, that our daughter Gwen bore it admirably, the girl appears to have much courage, the courage of your race, my love.” He beamed softly down on her, and paused for an unconscionable time, then suddenly he remembered himself and started. “Our daughter Gwen is a very beautiful person,” he went on, musing aloud. “I do not think I ever noticed the fact until lately, until that night she went to some—h’m—party “Perfectly,” said Mrs. Waring, getting a shade paler, and with a troubled look in her eyes, “you saw her, Mrs. Fellowes,” she said with sudden eagerness, “that night?” “I did indeed, Gwen’s beauty was a shock to me. But I didn’t know—that is, I thought you were busy.” “Ah yes, very busy, I remember, but we came out to see Gwen, she was on the stairs, and we got no farther than the door, the lamplight shone on her and cast soft strange lovely shadows on her white silk—it was silk, was it not, Mrs. Fellowes?”—She nodded. “And her arms and neck were like—down—” “Snow,” murmured her husband. She gave a little shy laugh. “We should have come out, but just then I do not think I could have spoken. My husband thought I was not very well and he brought me back—Henry spoils me, Mrs. Fellowes—but to-day I shall never forget Gwen’s look, never!” and her small face got still one shade whiter. She tried to say something but she only made a little husky noise, she turned to Mrs. Fellowes and tried again. “You know Gwen,” she said faintly, “do you think she was happy to-day, as a bride should be?” Mrs. Fellowes looked keenly at her and turned to her husband. He made ready the sofa and drew the trembling small creature down on it. Mr. Waring yielded her up with a disturbed and astonished gaze, and stood aside contemplating events patiently. “Henry,” she said softly, after resting silently for a minute, “ask Mrs. Fellowes what we want to know—tell her our—our fears.” He came over and laid his hand on her sunny head, that time seemed to have quite forgotten. “My dear friends,” he said solemnly, “my wife and I are in some perplexity. The fact is—h’m—we have never, so to speak, known much of our daughter Gwen, she is a difficult person to know. From “Never!” said Mrs. Waring, suddenly bending towards Mrs. Fellowes, with a look very like terror in her face. “Of course you more than I, dear,” said Mr. Waring, “you have your woman’s instincts to guide you, and they, as a rule, are trustworthy.” “I have never known Gwen,” said she, with very unusual decision. It was all cruelly pathetic, his voice, and his face, and his gesture, and the strained hopeless look in his small wife’s eyes. “Gwen is not ready yet for complete happiness,” said Mr. Fellowes; “when she is, it will come to her in full measure.” “But—she is a person of intelligence and what is called grown-up,” said Mr. Waring anxiously, “and very perfect in her development—outwardly,” he added, a doubtful look fleeting across his face. “Yes, to look at, she is perfect, but does it not strike you,” said Mrs. Fellowes slowly, “that much of Gwen’s womanhood is still elemental? Do you not think that some “Ah!” murmured Mr. Waring, looking sadly down on his wife, “Ah! I have thought, I have feared this. I cannot see in our daughter Gwen a complete creature, but I thought, knowing so little of women as I do, that I might be mistaken. Do you hope for ultimate completeness in our daughter?” he asked suddenly, watching curiously for the answer. The Rector’s superior knowledge of Gwen had fixed him very uncomfortably on a pedestal, there was no getting off it just yet, he had to make the best of the situation. “Indeed I do, no half development will content Gwen when she learns her deficiencies, nor her husband either.” “These elements then may develop to “I am quite sure that Strange loves Gwen strongly and truly,” began Mr. Fellowes evasively. It was a difficult subject to thrash out thoroughly with this wonderful pair, it might be better to let it fade gradually from their minds, and to aid them to glide back into their own still waters. “Have you ever spoken to Strange himself on the subject?” asked Mr. Fellowes. “Ahem, no. In fact, under like circumstances,” he reddened and coughed a little, “I should myself have resented any attempt of such nature. No, I did not put any questions to Strange. But will you not favour us with an opinion, you, who know our daughter so well?” “I think that, in a measure, Strange knows what he is about, and we are bound to trust his judgment. It would be folly to suppose that he sees the entire truth clearly, he is under the usual conditions of a man in love. Gwen dominates him “What is the entire truth?” said Mrs. Waring, pushing her hair back and sitting up. “The truth as it strikes me,” said Mr. Fellowes very gently, “is, that Gwen is at present incapable of loving.” “You refer—ahem, to that phase of the emotion known as sexual love?” said Mr. Waring hurriedly. “Or of any other yet.” “I knew it, we both knew it, but it was hard to speak out,” murmured Mrs. Waring sadly. “She was in no way constrained,” said Mr. Waring in a frightened way. His wife sat still with sad wide eyes. “I thought all this, I knew it,” said Mrs. Waring quietly, “I wished so often to ask Gwen definitely for the truth, but I did not seem able to do so, I wish now I had.” Mrs. Fellowes put her hands tenderly on her shoulders and made her lie down again. “She will love, she will be happy!” she whispered softly, “she is in good hands.” “Too soon, too soon!” murmured the There was nothing further to be said, nothing, altogether unsatisfactory as everything was. Mr. Fellowes felt this and said in his bright frank way. “We are all very tired, and you—” he said, turning to his wife, “you are frightfully washed out! And, good gracious! Dacre is waiting all this time!” To her own intense amazement, Mrs. Fellowes stooped down and gave Mrs. Waring a kiss. |