“Where are you bound, O solemn voyager?” She laughed one day and asked me in her mirth: “Where are you from? Why are you come?” .... The questions beat like tapping of a drum; And how could I be dumb, I who have bugles in me? Fast The answer blew to her, For all my breath was worth.... “As a bird comes by grace of spring, You are my journey and my wing— And into your heart, O Celia, My heart has flown, to sing Solemn and long A most undaunted song.” This was the song that she herself had taught me how to sing: .... As immigrants come toward America So on my ship America have I, by birth, Come forth at last From all the bitter corners of the earth. And I have ears to hear the westward wind blowing And I have eyes to look beyond the scope Of sea And I have hands to touch the hands Of shipmates who are going Wherever I go and the grace of knowing That what for them is hope Is hope for me. I come from many times and many lands, I look toward life and all that it shall hold, Past bound and past divide. And I shall be consoled By a continent as wide As the round invisible sky. .... “The unseen shall become the seen.... O Celia, be my Spanish Queen! The Genoan am I!” And Celia cried: “My jewels, they are yours, Yours for the journey. Use them well. Of which the old books tell! .... Yet will they listen, poet? Will they sail with you? Will they not call you dreamer of a dream? Will they not laugh at you, because you seem Concerned with words that people often say And deeds they never do?” The bright sails of my caravel shook seaward in reply: “Though I be told A thousand facts to hold Me back, though the old boundary Rise up like hatred in my way, Though fellow-voyagers cry, ‘A lie!’— Here as I come with heaven at my side None of the weary words they say Remain with me, I am borne like a wave of the sea Toward worlds to be.... And, young and bold, I am happier than they— The timid unbelievers who grow old!” You are! What secret do you know To keep you young? Age comes with keen and accurate advance Against youth’s lightly handled lance. Age is an ancient despot that has wrung All hearts.”... My answer was the song forever sung: “This that I need to know I know— Onpouring and perpetual immigrants, We join a fellowship beyond America Yet in America.... Beyond the touch of age, my Celia, In you, in me, in everyone, we join God’s growing mind. For in no separate place or time, or soul, we find Our meaning. In one mingled soul reside All times and places. On a tide Of mist and azure air We journey toward that soul, through circumstance, Until at last we fully care and dare To make within ourselves divinity.” “Who ventured brave as you? What of the dead?” Again I saw the halo in her hair And said: “The dead sail forward, hid behind This wave that we ourselves must mount to find The eternal way. Adventurers of long ago Seeking a richer gain than earthy gold, They have left for us, half-told, Their guesses of the port, more numerous and blind Than their unnumbered and forgotten faces. ... And though today, as then, Death is a wind blowing them forward out of sight and out of mind, Yet in familiar and in unfamiliar places Inquiring by what means I may The destination of the wind Of death, I have found signs and traces Of the way they go And with a quicker heart I have beheld again In visions, from my ship at sea, The great new world confronting me, Today, tomorrow, dwell my countrymen.” And then I looked away, Over the pasture and the valley, to the New Hampshire town.... And my heart’s acclaim went down, To Florida, Wisconsin, California, And brought a good report to Celia: “My ship America, This whole wide-timbered land, Well captained and well manned, Ascends the sea Of time, carrying me And many passengers. And every cabin stirs With the pulsing of its engine over the sway of time, Yes, every state and city, every village, every farm, And every heart and everyone’s right arm. ... Celia, hold out your hand, Or anyone in any field or street, hold out your hand— And dip Of this America, My ship!” “Why make your ship so small? Can your America contain them all?” How wisely I replied In the province of my pride: “But these are my own shipmates, these Who share my ship America with me! ... On many seas On other ships, even the ancient ships of Greece, Have other immigrants set sail for peace. But these are my own shipmates whom I see At hand—these are my company.” “What have you said,” she cried, “Thinking you knew? Whom have you called your shipmates? You were wrong! Your ship is strong With a more various crew Than any one man’s country could provide, To make it ride So high and manifold and so complete. Of life itself, the ship of ships. There is no other ship among the stars than this. The wind of death is a bright kiss Upon the lips Of every immigrant, as upon yours and mine— Theirs is the stinging brine And sun and open sea, And theirs the arching sky, eternity.” And Celia had my homage. I was wrong. Immigrants all, one ship we ride, Man and his bride The journey through. O let it be with a bridal-song!... “My shipmates are as many as eternity is long: The unborn and the living and the dead— And, Celia, you!” |