He was a young man with an eager soul, and his work in Apple Blossom Court and places like it had torn him many ways. Religious conventions established through centuries of custom had not prepared him for life among the submerged. He had struggled and been appalled, he had wrestled in prayer and felt himself unanswered, and in repentance of the feeling had scourged himself with thorns. Miss Montaubyn, returning from the hospital, had filled him at first with horror and protest. "But who knows—who knows?" he said to Dart, as they stood and talked together afterward, "Faith as They had gone out together and "Who," he said after a moment of singular silence, "who are you?" Antony Dart hesitated a few seconds, and at the end of his pause he put his hand into his overcoat pocket. "If you will come upstairs with me to the room where the girl Glad lives, I will tell you," he said, "but before we go I want to hand something over to you." The curate turned an amazed gaze upon him. " Dart withdrew his hand from his pocket, and the pistol was in it. "I came out this morning to buy this," he said. "I intended—never mind what I intended. A wrong turn taken in the fog brought me here. Take this thing from me and keep it." The curate took the pistol and put it into his own pocket without comment. In the course of his labors he had seen desperate men and desperate things many times. He had even been—at moments—a desperate man thinking desperate things himself, though no human being had ever suspected the fact. This man had faced some tragedy, he could see. Had he been on the verge of a crime—had He looked almost appealingly at him, but he only said aloud: "Let us go upstairs, then." So they went. As they passed the door of the room where the dead woman lay Dart went in and spoke to Miss Montaubyn, who was still there. "If there are things wanted here," he said, "this will buy them." And he put some money into her hand. She did not seem surprised at the incongruity of his shabbiness producing money. "Well, now," she said, "I was In the room they mounted to Glad was trying to feed the child with bread softened in tea. Polly sat near her looking on with restless, eager eyes. She had never seen anything of her own baby but its limp new-born and dead body being carried away out of sight. She had not even dared to ask what was done with such poor little carrion. The tyranny of the law of life made her want to paw and touch this lately born thing, as her agony had given her no fruit of her own body to touch and paw and nuzzle and caress as mother creatures will whether they be women or tigresses or doves or female cats. " "All right," Glad answered; "we could look after 'er between us well enough." The thief was still sitting on the hearth, but being full fed and comfortable for the first time in many a day, he had rested his head against the wall and fallen into profound sleep. "Wot's up?" said Glad when the two men came in. "Is anythin' 'appenin'?" "I have come up here to tell you something," Dart answered. "Let us sit down again round the fire. It will take a little time." Glad with eager eyes on him "'E's got somethin' to tell us," she explained. "The curick's come up to 'ear it, too. Sit 'ere, Polly," with elbow jerk toward the bundle of sacks. "It's got its stummick full an' it'll go to sleep fast enough." So they sat again in the weird circle. Neither the strangeness of the group nor the squalor of the hearth were of a nature to be new things to the curate. His eyes fixed themselves on Dart's face, as did the eyes of the thief, the beggar, and the young thing of the street. No one glanced away from him. "Just before I left my lodgings this morning," he said, "I found myself standing in the middle of my room and speaking to Something aloud. I did not know I was going to speak. I did not know what I was speaking to. I heard my own voice cry out in agony, 'Lord, Lord, what shall I do to be saved?'" The curate made a sudden move Glad's small and sharp countenance became curious. "'Speak, Lord, thy servant 'eareth,'" she quoted tentatively. "No," answered Dart; "it was not like that. I had never thought of such things. I believed nothing. I was going out to buy a pistol and when I returned intended to blow my brains out." "Why?" asked Glad, with passionately intent eyes; "why?" "Because I was worn out and done for, and all the world seemed worn out and done for. And among other things I believed I was beginning slowly to go mad." "I've been there," he said; "I'm near there now." Dart took up speech again. "There was no answer—none. As I stood waiting—God knows for what—the dead stillness of the room was like the dead stillness of the grave. And I went out saying to my soul, 'This is what happens to the fool who cries aloud in his pain.'" "I've cried aloud," said the thief, "and sometimes it seemed as if an answer was coming—but I always knew it never would!" in a tortured voice. "'T ain't fair to arst that wye," Glad put in with shrewd logic. "Something—not myself—turned my feet toward this place," said Dart. "I was thrust from one thing to another. I was forced to see and hear things close at hand. It has been as if I was under a spell. The woman in the room below—the woman lying dead!" He stopped a second, and then went on: "There is too much that is crying out aloud. A man such as I am—it has forced itself upon me—cannot leave such things and give himself to the dust. I cannot explain clearly because I am not thinking as I am accustomed to think. A change has come upon me. I shall not use the pistol—as I meant to use it." "Right O!" she cried. "That's it! You buck up sime as I told yer. Y' ain't stony broke an' there's allers to-morrer." Antony Dart's expression was weirdly retrospective. "I did not think so this morning," he answered. "But there is," said the girl. "Ain't there now, curick? There's a lot o' work in yer yet; yer could do all sorts o' things if y' ain't too proud. I'll 'elp yer. So'll the curick. Y' ain't found out yet what a little folks can live on till luck turns. Me, I'm goin' to try Miss Montaubyn's wye. Le's both try. Le's believe things is comin'. The curate was thinking the thing over deeply. "Yer see," Glad enlarged cheerfully, "yer look almost like a gentleman. P'raps yer can write a good 'and an' spell all right. Can yer?" "Yes." "I think, perhaps," the curate began reflectively, "particularly if you can write well, I might be able to get you some work." "I do not want work," Dart answered slowly. "At least I do not want the kind you would be likely to offer me." The curate felt a shock, as if cold water had been dashed over him. Somehow it had not once occurred The other man, seeing his start and his amazed, troubled flush, put out a hand and touched his arm apologetically. "I beg your pardon," he said. "One of the things I was going to tell you—I had not finished—was that I am what is called a gentleman. I am also what the world knows as a rich man. I am Sir Oliver Holt." Each member of the party gazed at him aghast. It was an enormous name to claim. Even the two female Glad stared at the curate. For the first time she looked disturbed and alarmed. "Blimme," she ejaculated, "'e's gone off 'is nut, pore chap!—'e's gone off it!" "No," the man answered, "you He rose quietly to his feet and the curate rose also. Abnormal as the climax was, it was to be seen that there was no mistake about the revelation. The man was a creature of authority and used to carrying conviction by his unsupported word. That made itself, by some clear, unspoken method, plain. "You are Sir Oliver Holt! And a few hours ago you were on the point of—" "And a few hours ago you were on the point of—" "Ending it all—in an obscure lodging. Afterward the earth would have been shovelled on to a work-house coffin. It was an awful thing He stopped suddenly and his face flushed, and then quite slowly turned pale. "Saved me!" he repeated the words as the curate saw the awed blood The curate bowed his head reverently. "Perhaps it was." The girl Glad sat clinging to her knees, her eyes wide and awed and with a sudden gush of hysteric tears rushing down her cheeks. "That's the wye! That's the wye!" she gulped out. "No one won't never believe—they won't, never. That's what she sees, Miss Montaubyn. You don't, 'e don't," with a jerk toward the curate. "I ain't nothin' but me, but blimme if I don't—blimme!" "So do I," he said with a sudden deep catch of the breath; "it was the Answer." In a few moments more he went to the girl Polly and laid a hand on her shoulder. "I shall take you home to your mother," he said. "I shall take you myself and care for you both. She shall know nothing you are afraid of her hearing. I shall ask her to bring up the child. You will help her." Then he touched the thief, who got up white and shaking and with eyes moist with excitement. " Glad still sat clinging to her knees and with tears running, but the ugliness of her sharp, small face was a thing an angel might have paused to see. "You don't want to go away from here," Sir Oliver said to her, and she shook her head. "No, not me. I told yer wot I wanted. Lemme do it." "You shall," he answered, "and I will help you." The things which developed in Apple Blossom Court later, the things ******* This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions will be renamed. |