Tommy spent his Christmas in town, with a distant relative, for I had been called abroad upon a matter of business, and his Easter holidays, since I was still away, were passed in Camslove vicarage. It was, therefore, a year before I saw Tommy again, and on an August morning I met him at the little station. I think we were both glad to see each other, and I found Tommy a little longer, perhaps a little leaner, but as brown and ruddy as ever. "I say, it is ripping to get back here again, an' I've got into the third eleven, an' that bat you sent me is an absolute clinker, an' how's the poet, an' did you have a good time in Italy, an', I say, you are shoving on weight, you know, an' there's old Berrill, an' I say, Berrill, that's a ripping young jackdaw you sent, an' he's an' awful thief—that is, Tommy's spirits were infectious, and on the way home it would be hard to say which of us talked the most nonsense. Our journey through the village was slow, for Tommy's friends were numerous, and spread out over the whole social scale, from the hand-to-mouth daysman to the unctuous chemist and stationer. They included the vicar, leaning over his garden gate, in his shirt-sleeves, surrounded by implements of horticulture, and also, I regret to say, the pot-boy of the Flaming Lion—a graceless young scamp, with poacher written in every lineament of his being. I was not unprepared for his royal progress, since, during the summer, I had been frequently accosted by his friends, of varying rank and respectability, enquiring of "Master Thomas, sir." "That young 'awk, sir, as I sent him last week?" "Made many runs this year, sir, d'ye know?" "Master Thomas in pretty good 'ealth, sir. Bad livin' in they big schools, sir, ben't it?" And so on. Far down the road I saw a horseman, but Tommy could not, by any means, be hurried, and a meeting I did not wish became inevitable. As young Morris rode up he looked at me a little insolently—maybe it was only my fancy, for prejudice is a poor interpreter of expression—and nodded good day. I saw that Tommy looked a little uncomfortable and his flow of chatter ceased suddenly. Morris bent from the saddle and called him, and as I turned to the shop window I could hear them greeting one another. I did not hear their further conversation, and it was only brief, but the Tommy who Ah, these clouds, that are no greater than a man's hand and by reason of their very slenderness are so difficult to dispel! The early days of August sped away happily enough, and their adventures were merely those of field, and stream, and valley, engrossing enough of the time and fraught no doubt with lessons of experience, but too trivial, I suppose, for record. And yet I would rather write of them than of the day—the 8th of August—when the Borcombe eleven beat Camslove by many runs. And yet again, I am not sure, for a peril realised early, even through a fall, may be the presage of ultimate victory. I had been in town all day myself, and therefore had not been amongst the enthusiastic little crowd gathered in the field behind the church to watch this annual encounter, and a typical English country crowd it was, Camslove, too, had more than justified the prediction of their adherents and had made a hundred and fifty runs, a very creditable score. "An' if they can stand Berrill's fast 'uns they bees good 'uns," chuckled they of Camslove, as they settled down to watch the Borcombe innings. Tommy was hanging about the little tin-roofed pavilion, divided between a natural patriotism and a desire to see his hero perform wonders, for Squire Morris's son had consented to represent Borcombe. Young Morris had never played for his village before, but his reputation as a cricketer was considerable, and the country-side awaited his display with some curiosity. Nor were they disappointed, for in every way he played admirable cricket, and even Berrill's fast ones merely appeared to offer him opportunities of making boundary hits. Young Morris was not held in high esteem in the country-side, and there were many who cordially disliked him—it was even whispered that one or two had sworn, deeply, a condign revenge for certain deeds of his—but he had played the innings of a master, and, as such, he received great applause on his return to the pavilion. Tommy was in the highest spirits, and, full of a reflected glory, strode manfully, on his hero's arm, down the village street. In the bar-room of the Flaming Lion many healths were drunk to the victors, to the defeated, to Berrill's fast 'uns, to the young squire's long success, to Tommy Wideawake. Tommy, flushed and exultant, stood Presently a grimy hand pulled his sleeve. It was the pot-boy. "Don't 'ee 'ave no more, sir—not now," he whispered. But Tommy looked at him hotly. "Can't a gentleman drink when he likes—damn you?" he asked. The pot-boy slunk away, and a loud laugh rang round the little audience. "Good on you, Tommy," cried Morris. "Gentlemen, the girls—bless 'em." He filled their glasses, at his expense, and coupled a nameless wish with his toast. Tommy, unconscious of its meaning, drank with the others. Then he walked unsteadily to the door. There was a strange buzzing in his head, and a dawning feeling of nausea in him, which he strove to fight down. And as he stood at the porch, flushed and bright-eyed, Madge Chantrey and the pale boy passed along the road. They were "Hullo, Madge, old girl," he said, but she drew back, staring at him, with wide eyes. The pale boy laughed. "Why, he's drunk—dead drunk," he said. Tommy lurched forward and struck him in the face, and in a moment the pale boy had sent him rolling heavily in the road. I picked him up, for I was passing on my way home from the station, and noticed the flush on his cheeks, and saw that they were streaked with blood and dust. They tell me that I, too, lost my temper, and even now I cannot remember all I said to Morris and his satellites and the little crowd in the Flaming Lion. I remember taking Tommy home, and helping my man to undress and wash him and put him to bed, and I shall never forget the evening that I spent downstairs in my study, staring dumbly over the misty valley Late in the evening the vicar joined me, and we sat silently together in the little study. My man lit the lamp, and brought us our coffee, and came again to fetch it away, untasted. Perhaps you smile as you read this. "You ridiculous old men," I can hear you say. "To magnify so trivial an incident into a veritable calamity." And, again, I can only plead that, in our quiet life, maybe, we attached undue importance to such a slight occurrence. Yet, nevertheless, to us it was very real, almost overwhelmingly real, and the tragedy of it lay, nearly two years back, in the panelled study of Camslove Grange. Presently the vicar looked at me, and his face, in the red lamplight, seemed almost haggard. "'I could never repay the man who taught I bowed my head. "And I—I accepted the responsibility, and it has come to this." I was silent, and, indeed, what was there to say? I suppose we both tried to think out the best course for the future, but for myself my brain refused to do aught but call up, and recall, and recall again, that last meeting in Camslove Grange: "I want the old place to have a good master. "I want my son to be a gentleman. "God bless you, old comrades." Back they came, those old ghosts of the past, until the gentle, well-bred voice seemed even now appealing to me, and the well-loved form apparent before my eyes. And I writhed in my chair. A little later the poet came in. He looked almost frightened, and spoke in a hushed voice. "Is—is he better?" he asked. "He is asleep," I answered, moodily. The poet sighed. "Ah! that's good, that's good." For a little while we talked, the aimless, useless talk of unnerved men, and at last the poet suggested we should go upstairs. As I held the candle over Tommy's bed we could see that the flush had faded from his cheeks, and as he lay there he might well have been a healthy cherub on some earthly holiday. I think the sight cheered us all, and in some measure restored our hope. The vicar turned to us, gravely. "There is one thing we can all do," he said; "we ought to have thought of it first, and it is surely the best." As we parted, the poet turned to me. "I will take him over the downs with me to-morrow; they always appeal to Tommy, and one is never saner, or nearer to God, or more ready for repentance, than out there upon the ranges." There was a sound of wheels down the lane, and in a minute the doctor drove by. "Hullo," he called out, cheerily, "I have just got myself a new bat." |