I rose early this morning, and repaired to my favourite willow, to contemplate the placid landscape. Flinging myself on the grass, close to the brook, I began to warble a rustic madrigal. I then let down my length of tresses, and, stooping over the streamlet, laved them in the little urn of the dimpling Naiad. This, you know, was agreeable enough, but the accident that befel me was not. For, leaning too much over, I lost my balance, and rolled headlong into the middle of the rivulet. As it was shallow, I did not fear being drowned, but as I was a heroine, I hoped to be rescued. Therefore, instead of rising, as I might easily have done, there I lay, shrieking and listening, and now and then lifting up my head, in hopes to see Stuart come flying towards me on the wings of the wind, Oh no! my gentleman thought proper to make himself scarce; so dripping, shivering, and indignant, I scrambled out, and bent my steps towards the cottage. On turning the corner of the hedge, who should I perceive at the door, but the hopeful youth himself, quite at his ease, and blowing a penny trumpet for a chubby boy. 'What has happened to you?' said he, seeing me so wet. 'Only that I fell into the brook,' answered I, 'and was under the disagreeable necessity of saving my own life, when I expected that you would have condescended to take the trouble off my hands.' 'Expected!' cried he. 'Surely you had no reason for supposing that I was so near to you, as even to have witnessed the disaster.' 'And it is, therefore,' retorted I, 'that you ought to have been so near me as to have witnessed it.' 'You deal in riddles,' said he. 'Not at all,' answered I. 'For the farther off a distrest heroine believes a hero, the nearer he is sure to be. Only let her have good grounds for supposing him at her Antipodes, and nine times out of ten she finds him at her elbow.' 'Well,' said he, laughing, 'though I did not save your life, I will not endanger it, by detaining you in your wet dress. Pray hasten to change it.' I took his advice, and borrowed some clothes from Mary, while mine were put to the fire. After breakfast, I once more equipped myself in my Tuscan costume, and a carriage being ready for us, I took an affectionate leave of that interesting rustic. Poor girl! Her attempts at cheerfulness all the morning were truly tragical; and, absorbed in another sorrow, she felt but little for my departure. On our way, Stuart confessed that he was the person who wrote the letter to Betterton in my name; and that he did so for the purpose of entrapping him in such a manner as to prevent him from accompanying me farther. He was at the window during the whole scene; as he meant to have seized Betterton himself, had not the peasant done so. 'You will excuse my thus interfering in your concerns,' added he; 'but gratitude demands of me to protect the daughter of my guardian; and friendship for her improves the duty to a pleasure.' 'Ah!' said I, 'however it has happened, I fear you dislike me strangely.' 'Believe me, you mistake,' answered he. 'With a few foibles (which are themselves as fascinating as foibles can be), you possess many virtues; and, let me add, a thousand attractions. I who tell you blunt truths, may well afford you flattery.' 'Flattery,' said I, pleased by his praises, and willing to please him in return by serious conversation, 'deserves censure only when the motive for using it is mean or vicious.' 'Your remark is a just one,' observed he. 'Flattery is often but the hyperbole of friendship; and even though a compliment itself may not be sincere, our motive for paying it may be good. Flattery, so far from injuring, may sometimes benefit the object of it; for it is possible to create a virtue in others, by persuading them that they possess it.' 'Besides,' said I, 'may we not pay a compliment, without intending that it should be believed; but merely to make ourselves agreeable by an effort of the wit? And since such an effort shews that we consider the person flattered worthy of it, the compliment proves a kind intention at least, and thus tends to cement affection and friendship.' In this manner Stuart insensibly led me to talk on grave topics; and we continued a delightful conversation the remainder of the day. Sometimes he seemed greatly gratified at my sprightly sallies, or serious remarks; but never could I throw him off his guard, by the dangerous softness of my manner. He now calls me the lovely visionary. Would you believe that this laughing, careless, unpathetic creature, is a poet, and a poet of feeling, as the following lines will prove. But whether he wrote them on a real or an imaginary being, I cannot, by any art, extract from him. THE FAREWELL Go, gentle muse, 'tis near the gloomy day, Long dreaded; go, and say farewell for me; A sad farewell to her who deigned thee, say, For far she hastens hence. Ah, hard decree! Tell her I feel that at the parting hour, More than the waves will heave in tumult wild: More than the skies will threat a gushing shower, More than the breeze will breathe a murmur mild. Say that her influence flies not with her form, That distant she will still engage my mind: That suns are most remote when most they warm, That flying Parthians scatter darts behind. Long will I gaze upon her vacant home, As the bird lingers near its pilfered nest, There, will I cry, she turned the studious tome; There sported, there her envied pet caressed. There, while she plied accomplished works of art, I saw her form, inclined with Sapphic grace; Her radiant eyes, blest emblems of her heart, And all the living treasures of her face. The Parian forehead parting clustered hair, The cheek of peachy tinct, the meaning brow; The witching archness, and the grace so rare, So magical, it charmed I knew not how. Light was her footstep as the silent flakes Of falling snow; her smile was blithe as morn; Her dimple, like the print the berry makes, In some smooth lake, when dropping from the thorn. To snatch her passing accents as she spoke, To see her slender hand, (that future prize) Fling back a ringlet, oft I dared provoke, The gentle vengeance of averted eyes. Yet ah, what wonder, if, when shrinking awe Withheld me from her sight, I broke my chain? Or when I made a single glance my law, What wonder if that law were made in vain? And say, can nought but converse love inspire? What tho' for me her lips have never moved? The vale that speaks but with its feathered choir, When long beheld, eternally is loved. Go then, my muse, 'tis near the gloomy day Of parting; go, and say farewell for me; A sad farewell to her who deigned thee, say, Whate'er engage her, wheresoe'er she be. If slumbering, tell her in my dreams she sways, If speaking, tell her in my words she glows; If thoughtful, tell her in my thoughts she strays, If tuneful, tell her in my song she flows. Tell her that soon my dreams unblest will prove; That soon my words on absent charms will dwell; That soon my thoughts remembered hours will love; That soon my song of vain regrets will tell. Then, in romantic moments, I will frame, Some scene ideal, where we meet at last; Where, by my peril, snatched from wreck or flame, She smiles reward and talks of all the past. Now for the lark she flies my wistful lay. Ah, could the bard some winged warbler be, Following her form, no longer would he say, Go, gentle muse, and bid farewell for me. I write from an inn within a mile of Lady Gwyn's. Another hour and my fate is decided. Adieu. |