Jane signed her name and stood up, stretching her arms above her head. It was late and she was very tired. A great storm was shaking the windows. Jane pulled back the curtains—there was snow with the storm—it whirled in papery shreds on the shaft of light. All sounds in the street were muffled. She had a sense of suffocation—as if the storm pressed upon her—shutting her in. She went into the next room and looked at the babies. Oh, what would they do if anything happened to Judy? What would Bob do? She dared not look ahead. She walked the floor, a tense little figure, fighting against fear. The storm had become a whistling pandemonium. She gave a cry of relief when the door opened and her brother-in-law entered. “I’m half-frozen, Janey. It was a fight to get through. The cars are stopped on all the surface lines.” “How is Judy?” “Holding her own. And by the way, Janey, that friend of yours, Towne, sent another bunch of roses. Pretty fine, I call it. She’s no end pleased.” “It’s nice of him.” “Gee, I wish I had his money.” “Money isn’t everything, Bobby.” “It means a lot at a time like this.” His face wore a worried frown. Jane knew that Judy’s hospital expenses were appalling, and bills were piling up. “When Judy is well, things will seem brighter, Bob.” She laid her hand on his arm. He looked up at her and there was fear in his eyes. “Jane, she must get well. I can’t face losing her.” “We mustn’t think of that. And now come on out in the kitchen and I’ll make you some coffee.” Jane was always practical. She knew that, warmed and fed, he would see things differently. Yet in spite of her philosophy, Jane lay awake a long time that night. And later her dreams were of Judy—of Judy, and a gray and dreadful phantom which pursued.... The next day she went to the hospital and took Junior with her. When he saw his mother in bed, Junior asked, “Do you like it, Mother-dear?” “Like what, darling?” “Sleeping in the daytime?” “I don’t always sleep.” She looked at Jane. “Does little Julia miss me? I think about her in the night.” Jane knew what Judy’s heart wanted. “She does miss you. I know it when she turns away from me. Perhaps I oughtn’t to tell you. But I thought you’d rather know.” “I do want to know,” said Judy, feverishly. “I Jane felt as if she had been struck a stunning blow. She was, for a moment, in the midst of a dizzy universe, in which only one thing was clear. Judy wasn’t sure of getting well! Judy, with her brown eyes wistful, went on: “Junior, do you want Mother back in your own nice house?” “Will you make cookies?” “Yes, darling.” “Then I want you back. Aunt Janey made cookies, and she didn’t know about the raisins.” “Mother knows how to give cookie-men raisin eyes. Mothers know a lot of things that aunties don’t, darling.” “Well, I wish you’d come back.” He stood by the side of the bed. “I’d like to sleep with you to-night. May I, Mother-dear?” “Not to-night, darling. But you may when I come home.” But days passed and weeks, and Judy did not come home. And the first of February found her still in that narrow hospital bed. And it was in February that Frederick Towne wrote that he was coming to Chicago. “I shall have only a day, but I must see you.” Jane was not sure that she wanted him to come. He had been very good to them all, and he had not, in his letter, pressed for an answer The next time she went to the hospital, she told Judy of his expected arrival. “To-morrow.” “Oh, Jane, how delightful.” “Is it? I’m not sure, Judy.” “It would be perfect if you’d accept him, Jane.” “But I’m not in love with him.” Judy, rather austere, with her black braids on each side of her white face, said, “Janey, do you know that not one girl in a thousand has a chance to marry a man like Frederick Towne?” There was a breathless excitement about the invalid which warned Jane. “Now, darling, what real difference will it make if I don’t marry him? There are other men in the world.” “Bob and I were talking about it,” Judy’s voice was almost painfully eager, “of how splendid it would be for—all of us.” For all of us. Judy and Bob and the babies! It was the first time that Jane had thought of her marriage with Towne as a way out for Judy and Bob.... From his hotel at the moment of arrival, Towne called Jane up. “Are you glad I’m here?” “Of course.” “Don’t say it that way.” “How shall I say it?” “As if you meant it. Do you know what a She laughed. “They were the best I could do.” “I don’t believe it. But I am not going to talk of that now. When can I come and see you? And how much time have you to spare for me?” “Not much. I can’t leave the babies.” “Your sister’s children. Can’t you trust the maids?” “Maids? Listen to the man! We haven’t any.” “You don’t mean to tell me that you are doing the housework.” “Yes, why not? I am strong and well, and the kiddies are adorable.” “We are going to change that. I’ll bring a trained nurse up with me.” “Please don’t be a tyrant.” “Tut-tut, little girl,” she heard his big laugh over the telephone, “I’ll bring the nurse and someone to help her, and a load of toys to keep the kiddies quiet. When I want a thing, Jane, I usually get it.” He and the nurse arrived together. A competent houseworker was to follow in a cab. Jane protested. “It seems dreadfully high-handed.” They were alone in the living-room. Miss Martin had, at once, carried the kiddies off to unpack the toys. Frederick laughed. “Well, what are you going to do about it? You can’t put me out.” “But you won’t do that, Jane.” He held out his hand to her, drew her a little towards him. She released herself, flushing. “I am not quite sure what I ought to do.” “Why think of ‘oughts’? We will just play a bit together, Jane. That’s all. And you’re such a tired little girl, aren’t you?” His sympathy was comforting. Everybody leaned on Jane. It was delightful to shift her burdens to this strong man who gave his commands like a king. “Yes, I am tired. And if the babies will be all right——” “Good. Now run in and see Miss Martin, and I think you’ll be satisfied.” Jane found Junior rapturous over a Noah’s Ark, with all the animals clothed in fur and hair, and the birds in feathers, and small Julia cuddled against the nurse’s white breast, bright-eyed with interest over the Three Kittens. “They’ll be all right, Miss Barnes,” Miss Martin said, smiling. Jane sighed with relief. “It will seem good to play for a bit.” “You see how I get my way,” Frederick said, as he helped her into the big hired limousine. “I always get it.” “It is rather heavenly at the moment,” Jane “Wouldn’t it be always—heavenly?” “I’m not sure. You have the makings of a—Turk.” Yet she laughed as she said it, and he laughed, too. He was really very handsome, ruddy and bright and big—and with that air of gay deference. She liked to sit beside him, and listen to the things he had to tell her. It was peaceful after all the strenuous days. She was aware that if she married Towne life would be always like this. A glorified existence. She would be like Curlylocks of the nursery rhyme.... “What are you smiling at?” Frederick demanded. His eyes as they met hers burned a bit. Jane was half-buried in a black fur robe—with only the white oval of her face and her little gray hat showing above it. “Nursery rhymes.” The smile deepened. “Which one?” “Curlylocks.” “I don’t remember it. Oh, yes, by Jove, I do. She was the damsel who sat on a cushion and sewed a fine seam, and feasted on strawberries, sugar and cream?” “Yes.” “Good. That’s what I want to do for you. You know it?” “What better thing could happen to you than to have someone take care of you?” Jane sat up. “Oh, I want to live,” she said, almost with fierceness. “I’d hate to think my husband was just a sort of—feather cushion.” “Is that the way you think of me?” His vanity was untouched. She didn’t, of course, mean it. “No. But love is life. I don’t want to miss it.” “You won’t miss it if you marry me. I swear it, Jane, I’ll make you love me.” He was in dead earnest. And in spite of herself she was swayed by his attitude of conviction. “Oh, we mustn’t talk of it,” she said, a bit breathlessly. “I’d rather not, please.” They lunched at a charming French restaurant, where Frederick had dared Jane to eat snails. She acquiesced rather unexpectedly. “I have always wanted to do it,” she told him, “ever since I was a little girl and read Hans Andersen’s story of the white snails who lived in a forest of burdocks, and whose claim to aristocracy was that their ancestors had been baked and served in a silver dish.” They had a table in a corner. He ordered the luncheon expertly. “I can’t tell you how much I am enjoying it,” she said gratefully, as he once more gave her his attention. “Do you really like it?” “Why not have it for the rest of your life?” Her color deepened. “Sometimes I think it would be——” she hesitated. “Heavenly,” he finished the sentence for her. “Jane, you only have to say the word.” The waiter, with the first course, interrupted them. When he once more disappeared, Frederick persisted. “I’m going away to-morrow. Won’t you give me my answer to-night? After lunch I’ll take you home and you can rest a bit, and then I’ll come for you and we’ll dine together and see a play.” She tried to protest, but he pleaded. “This is my day. Don’t spoil it, Jane.” It was nearly three o’clock when they left the table, and they had a long drive before them. Darkness had descended when they reached the house. It was still snowing. Bob was up-stairs, walking around the little room like a man in a dream. “I can’t tell you,” he confided to Jane after Frederick had left, “how queer I felt when I came in and found Miss Martin with the babies, and that stately old woman in the kitchen. And everything going like clockwork. Miss Martin explained, and—well, Towne just waves a wand, doesn’t he, Janey, and makes things happen?” “I don’t know that I ought to let him do so much,” Jane said. Before Frederick Towne reached his hotel he passed a shop whose windows were lighted against the early darkness. In one of the windows, flanked by slippers and stockings and a fan to match, was a French gown, all silver and faint blue, a shining wisp of a thing in lace and satin. Towne stopped the car, went in and bought the gown with its matching accessories. He carried the big box with him to his hotel. Resting a bit before dinner he permitted himself to dream of Jane in that gown, the pearls that he would give her against the white of her slender throat, the slim bareness of her arms, the swirl of a silver lace about her ankles—the swing of the boyish figure in its sheath of blue. He permitted himself to think of her, too, in other gowns. His thoughts of her frocks were all definite. He had exquisite taste. If he married Jane, he would dress her so that people would look at her, and look again. Even in her poverty, she had learned to express herself in the things she wore. His money would make possible even more subtle expression. So he thought of her in gray chiffon, black pearls in her ears—oh, to think of Jane in earrings!—with a touch of jade where the draperies swung loose—and with an oyster-white lining to the green cape which would cover the gown—a lynx collar up to her ears. His mind came back to the blue and silver. It hung on the bed-post, shimmering in the light from his lamp. He wondered if he offered it to Jane, would she accept? He knew she wouldn’t. Adelaide would have made no bones about it. There had been a lovely thing in black velvet he had given her, too, a wrap to match. But Jane was different. She would shrug her shoulders and with that charming independence, decline his favors, tilting her chin, and challenging him with her lighted-up eyes. Well, he liked her for it. Loved her for it. And some day she would wear the blue and silver frock. As he rose and put it back in the box, he seemed to shut Jane in with it. There hung about it the scent of roses. He knew of a rare perfume. He would order a vial of it for Jane. It merely hinted at fragrance. The evening stretched ahead of him, full of radiant promise. He knew Jane’s strength but he was ready for conquest. His telephone rang. And Jane spoke to him. “Mr. Towne,” she said, “I can’t dine with you. But can you come over later? Judy is desperately ill. I’ll tell you more about it when I see you.” |