“Throwing assorted refuse.” When first the young lady from the College Settlement dragged Ardelia from her degradation—she was sitting on a dirty pavement and throwing assorted refuse at an unconscious policeman—like many of her companions in misery, she totally failed to realize the pit from which she was digged. It had never occurred to her that her situation was anything less than refined, and though, like most of us, she had “Come here, little girl,” said the young lady invitingly. “Wouldn’t you like to come with me and have a nice, cool bath?” “Naw,” said Ardelia, in tones rivaling the bath in coolness. “You wouldn’t? Well, wouldn’t you like some bread and butter and jam?” “Wha’s jam?” said Ardelia conservatively. “Why, it’s—er—marmalade,” the young lady explained. “All sweet, you know.” “Naw!” and Ardelia turned away and fingered the refuse with an air of finality that caused the young lady to sigh with vexation. “I thought you might like to go on a picnic,” she said helplessly. “I thought all little girls liked——” “Picnic? When?” cried Ardelia, moved instantly to interest. “I’m goin’!” She brushed the garbage from her dress—Ardelia was of that emancipated order of women “What’s the matter?” she asked. “I’m all ready. Hump along!” “We’ll go and ask your mother first, won’t we?” suggested the young lady, a little bewildered at this sudden change of attitude. “Jagged,” Ardelia returned laconically. “She’d lift y’r face off yer! Is it the Dago picnic?” The young lady shuddered, and seizing the hand which she imagined to have had least to do with the refuse, she led Ardelia away—the first stage of her journey to Arcady. Ardelia’s origin, like that of the civilization of ancient Egypt, was shrouded in mystery. At the age of two months she had been handed to a policeman by a scared-looking boy, who said vaguely that he found her in the park under a bench. The policeman had added her to the other foundling waiting that day at headquarters, and carried them to the matron of the institution devoted to their interest. Around the other baby’s neck Later she had taken up her residence with Mrs. Michael Fahey, who had consented to add to her precarious income by this means, and at the age of four she became the official nurse of Master John Sullivan Fahey. A terribly hot August, unlimited cold tea, and a habit of playing in the gutter in the noon glare proved too much for her charge, and he died on his third birthday. The ride to the funeral was the most exciting event of Ardelia’s life. For years she dated from it. Mrs. Fahey had so long regarded her as one of the family, that though her occupation was gone, and her board was no longer paid, she was whipped as regularly and cursed as comprehensively, in her foster-mother’s periodical sprees, as if they had been closely related. What time she could spare from helping Mrs. “You trow your legs goot,” he would say. “We shall see you already dancing, no? Here is an olluf; eat her.” And Ardelia, who loved olives to distraction, would nibble off small, sour, salty mouthfuls and suck the pit luxuriously while she listened to the Italian band. Except for Mrs. Fahey’s errands, which never carried her far off the street, Ardelia had never left it in her life, and her journey to the Settlement-house Later, arrayed in starched and creaking garments which had been made for a slightly smaller child, she was transported to the station, and for the first time introduced to a railroad car. She sat stiffly on the red plush seat with furtive eyes and sucked-in lips, while the young lady talked reassuringly of daisies and cows and green grass. As Ardelia had never seen any of these things, it is hardly surprising that she was somewhat unenthusiastic; “You can roll in the daisies, my dear, and pick all you want—all!” she urged eagerly. But no answering gleam woke in Ardelia’s eyes. “Aw right,” she answered guardedly, and stared into her lap. “Look out, dear, and see the fields and houses—see that handsome dog, and see the little pond!” Ardelia shot a quick glance at the blurring green that dizzied her as it rushed by; the train was a fast express making up for lost time. Then with a scowl she resumed the contemplation of her starched gingham lap. The swelteringly hot day, and the rapid, unaccustomed motion combined to afflict her with a strange internal anticipation of future woe. Once last summer, when she ate the liquid dregs of the ice-cream At last they stopped. The young lady seized her hand, and led her through the narrow aisle, down the steep steps, across the little country-station platform, and Ardelia was in Arcady. A bare-legged boy in blue overalls and a wide straw hat then drove them many miles along a hot, dusty road, that wound endlessly through the parched country fields. To the young lady’s remark that they needed rain sadly, he replied, “Yep!” and held his peace for the following hour. Occasionally they passed another horse, but for the most part the only sight or sound of life was afforded by the hens clucking angrily as “Terrible hot to-day, ain’t it?” she sighed. “I’m real glad to see you, Miss Forsythe. Won’t you cool off a little before you go on? This is the little girl, I s’pose. I guess it’s pretty cool to what she’s accustomed to, ain’t it, Delia?” “No, I thank you, Mrs. Slater, I’ll go right on to the house. Now, Ardelia, here you are in the “’Huh?’” The force of this was lost on Ardelia, who had never been driven off any grass whatever, but she gathered that she was expected to walk out into the thick, rank growth of the unmowed side yard, and strode downward obediently, turning when in the exact center of the plot, for further orders. “Now pick them! Pick the daisies!” cried Miss Forsythe excitedly. “I want to see you.” Ardelia looked blank. “Huh?” she said. “No, no, dear! Pull them up! Take the stem, too,” she explained. “Pick the whole flower!” Ardelia bent over again, tugged at a thick-stemmed clover, brought it up by the roots, recovered her balance with difficulty, and assaulted a neighboring daisy. On this she cut her hands, and sucking off the blood angrily, she grabbed a handful of coarse grass, and plowing through the tangled mass about her feet, laid the spoils awkwardly on the young lady’s lap. Miss Forsythe stared at the dirty, trailing roots that stained her linen skirt and sighed. “Thank you, dear,” she said politely, “but I “Naw!” said Ardelia decidedly, nursing her cut hand and stepping with relief on the smooth floor of the porch. Miss Forsythe’s eyes brightened suddenly. “I know what you want,” she cried, “you’re thirsty! Mrs. Slater, won’t you get us some of your good, creamy milk? Don’t you want a drink, Ardelia?” Ardelia nodded. She felt very tired, and the glare of the sun seemed reflected from everything into her dazed eyes. When Mrs. Slater appeared with the foaming yellow glasses she wound her nervous little hands about the stem of the goblet and began a deep draught. She did not like it, it was hard to swallow, and instinct warned her not to go on with it; but all the thirst of a long morning—Ardelia was used to drinking frequently—urged her on, and its icy coldness enabled her to finish the glass. She handed it back with a deep sigh. The young lady clapped her hands. “There!” she cried. “Now, how do you like For Ardelia was growing ghastly pale before them; her eyes turned inward, her lips tightened. A blinding horror surged from her toes upward, and the memory of the liquid ice-cream and the frying onions faded before the awful reality of her present agony. “A blinding horror surged from her toes upward.” Later, as she lay limp and white on the slippery hair-cloth sofa in Mrs. Slater’s musty parlor, she heard them discussing her situation. “There was a lot of Fresh Air children over at Mis’ Simms’s,” her hostess explained, “and they ’most all of ’em said the milk was too strong—did you ever! Two or three of ’em was sick, like this one, but they got to love it in a little while. She will, too.” After a while Miss Forsythe went away, and at her urgent suggestion Ardelia came out and sat on the porch under the shade of a black umbrella. She sat motionless, staring into the grass, lost in the rapture of content that follows such a crisis as her recent misery, forgetful of all her earthly woes in the blessed certainty of her present calm. In a few minutes she was asleep. When she awoke she was in a strange place. Outside the umbrella all was dusk and shadow. Only a square white mist filled the place of the barn, the tall trees loomed vaguely toward the dark sky, the stars were few. As she gazed in half-terror about her, a strange jangling came nearer and nearer, and a great animal with swinging sides, panting terribly, ran clumsily by, followed by a bare-legged boy, whose thudding feet sounded loud on the beaten path. Ardelia shrank “There, there, Delia, it’s only a cow. She won’t hurt you. She gives the milk—” Ardelia shuddered—“and the butter, too. Here’s some bread and butter for you. We’ve had our supper, but I thought the sleep would do you more good.” Still shaken by the shock of that panting, hairy beast, Ardelia put out her hand for the bread and butter, and ate it greedily. Then she stretched her cramped limbs and looked over the umbrella. On the porch sat a bearded man in shirt-sleeves and stocking feet, his head thrown back against his chair, his mouth open. He snored audibly. Tipped back in another chair, his feet raised and pressed against one of the supports of the porch roof, sat a younger man. He was not asleep, for he was smoking a pipe, but he was as motionless as the other. Curled up on the steps was the boy who had brought them from the station. Occasionally he patted a mongrel collie beside him, and yawning, stretched himself, but he did not speak. She leaned back and rocked silently to and fro, and Ardelia waited for the events of the evening. There were none. She wondered why the gas was not lit in all that shadowy darkness, why the people didn’t come along. She felt scared and lonely. Now that her stomach was filled, and her nerves refreshed by her long sleep, she was in a condition to realize that aside from all bodily discomfort she was sad—very sad. A new, unknown depression weighed her down. It grew steadily, something was happening, something constant and mournful—what? Suddenly she knew. It was a steady, recurrent noise, a buzzing, monotonous click. Now it rose, now it fell, accentuating the silence dense about it. “Zig-a-zig! Zig-a-zig!” then a rest. “Zig-a-zig! Zig-a-zig-a-zig!” “That? Oh, those are katydids. I s’pose you never heard ’em, that’s a fact. Kind o’ cozy, I think. Don’t you like ’em?” “Naw,” said Ardelia. Another long silence intervened. The rocking-chair swayed back and forth, and Mr. Slater snored. Little bright eyes glowed and disappeared, now high, now low, against the dark. It will never be known whether Ardelia thought them defective gaslights or the flashing, changing electric signs that add color to the night advertisements of her native city, for contrary to all fictional precedent, she did not inquire with interest what they were. She did not care, in fact. After half an hour of the katydids William spoke. “Nick Damon’s helpin’ in the south lot t’day,” he observed. “Was he?” asked his mother, pausing a moment in her rocking. “Yep.” “Zig-a-zig! Zig-zig! Zig-a-zig-a-zig!” Slowly, against the background of this machine-like clicking, there grew other sounds, weird, unhappy, far away. “Wheep, wheep, wheep!” This was a high, thin crying. “Buroom! Brrroom! broom!” This was low and resonant and solemn. Ardelia scowled. “Wha’s ’at?” she asked again. “That’s the frogs. Bull-frogs and peepers. Never heard them, either, did ye? Well, that’s what they are.” William took his pipe out of his mouth. “Come here, sissy, ’n I’ll tell y’ a story,” he said lazily. Ardelia obeyed, and glancing timorously at the shadows, slipped around to his side. “Onc’t they was an ol’ feller comin’ ’long cross-lots, late at night, an’ he come to a pond, an’ he kinder stopped up an’ says to himself, “Had a what?” interrupted Ardelia. “He was sort o’ rollin’ ’round—he didn’t know just what he was doin’——” “Oh! Jagged!” said Ardelia comprehendingly. “I guess so. An’ he heard a voice singin’ out, ’Knee deep! Knee deep! Knee deep!’” William gave a startling imitation of the peepers: his voice was a high, shrill wail. “’Oh, well,’ s’ he, ‘’f it’s just knee deep I’ll wade through,’ an’ he starts in. “Just then he hears a big feller singin’ out, ‘Better go rrrround! Better go rrround! better-goround!’” William rolled out a vibrating bass note that startled the bull-frogs themselves. “’Lord!’ says he, ‘is it s’deep’s that? Well, I’ll go round, then.’ ’N’ off he starts to walk around. “’Knee deep! Knee deep! Knee deep!’ says the peepers. “Stands where?” Ardelia looked fearfully behind her. “Oh, I d’know. Out in that swamp, mebbe.” Again he smoked, and the younger boy chuckled. Time passed by. To Ardelia it might have been minutes, hours, or generations. An unspeakable boredom, an ennui that struck to the roots of her soul, possessed her. Her muscles twitched from nervousness. Her feet ached and burned in the stiff boots. Suddenly Mr. Slater coughed and arose. “Well, guess I’ll be gettin’ to bed,” he said. “Come on, boys. Hello, little girl! Come to visit with us, hey? Mind you don’t pick poison vine.” He shuffled into the house, and the boys followed him in silence. Mrs. Slater led Ardelia Ardelia kicked off her shoes and approached the bed distrustfully. It sank down with her weight and smelled hot and queer. Rolling off, she stretched herself on the floor, and lay there disconsolately. Sharp, quick stabs from the swarming mosquitoes stung her to rage; she tossed about, slapping at them with exclamations that would have shocked Mrs. Slater. The eternal chatter of the katydids maddened her. She could not sleep. Across the swamp came the wail of the peepers. “Knee deep! Knee deep! Knee deep!” At home the hurdy-gurdy was playing, the women were gossiping on every step, the lights were everywhere—the blessed fearless gaslights—the little girls were dancing in the breeze that drew in from the East River, Old Dutchy was giving Maggie Kelly an olive;—Ardelia slapped viciously at a mosquito on her hot cheek, heard a great June bug flopping into the room through In the morning Miss Forsythe came over to inquire after her charge’s health, accompanied by another young lady. “How do you do, my dear?” said the new lady kindly. “How terribly the mosquitoes have stung you! What makes you stay in the house, and miss the beautiful fresh air? See that great plot of daisies—does she know that she can pick all she wants, poor little thing? I suppose she never had a chance! Come out with me, Ardelia, and let’s see which can pick the biggest bunch.” And Ardelia, fortified by ham and eggs, went stolidly forth into the grass and silently attacked the daisies. In the middle of her bunch the new young lady paused. “Why, Ethel, she isn’t barefoot!” she cried. “Come here, Ardelia, and take off your shoes and stockings directly. Shoes and stockings in the country! Now you’ll know what comfort “Oh, she’s been barefoot in the city,” explained Miss Forsythe, “but this will be different, of course.” And so it was, but not in the sense she intended. To patter about bare-legged on the clear, safe pavement, was one thing; to venture unprotected into that waving, tripping tangle was another. She stepped cautiously upon the short grass near the house, and with jaw set and narrowed lids felt her way into the higher growth. The ladies clapped their hands at her happiness and freedom. Suddenly she stopped, she shrieked, she clawed the air with outspread fingers. Her face was gray with terror. “Oh, gee! Oh, gee!” she screamed. “What is it, Ardelia, what is it?” they cried lifting up their skirts in sympathy, “a snake?” Mrs. Slater rushed out, seized Ardelia, half rigid with fear, and carried her to the porch. They elicited from her as she sat with her feet tucked “Toad,” explained Mrs. Slater briefly. “Only a little hop-toad, Delia, that wouldn’t harm a baby, let alone a big girl nine years old, like you.” But Ardelia, chattering with nervousness, wept for her shoes, and sat high and dry in a rocking-chair for the rest of the morning. “She’s a queer child,” Mrs. Slater confided to the young ladies. “Not a drop of anything will she drink but cold tea. It don’t seem reasonable to give it to her all day, and I won’t do it, so she has to wait till meals. She makes a face if I say milk, and the water tastes slippery, she says, and salty-like. She won’t touch it. I tell her its good well water, but she just shakes her head. She’s stubborn’s a bronze mule, that child. Just mopes around. ’S morning she asked me when did the parades go by. I told her there wa’n’t “She don’t seem to take any int’rest in th’ farm, like those Fresh Air children, either. I showed her the hens an’ the eggs, an’ she said it was a lie about the hens layin’ ’em. ‘What d’you take me for?’ s’she. The idea! Then Henry milked the cow, to show her—she wouldn’t believe that, either—and with the milk streamin’ down before her, what do you s’pose she said? ‘You put it in!’ s’she. I never should ’a’ believed that, Miss Forsythe, if I hadn’t heard it.” “Oh, she’ll get over it,” said Miss Forsythe easily, “just wait a few days. Good-by, Ardelia, eat a good supper.” But this Ardelia did not do. She gazed fascinated at Mr. Slater, who loaded his fork with cold green peas, shot them into his mouth, and before disposing of them ultimately added to them half Through the open door the buzz of the katydids was beginning tentatively. In the intervals of William’s gulps a faint bass note warned them from the swamp: “Better go rrround! Better go round!” Mrs. Slater filled their plates in silence. Henry slapped a mosquito and chuckled interiorly at some reminiscence. A cow-bell jangled sadly out of the gathering dusk. Ardelia’s nerves strained and snapped. Her eyes grew wild. “Fer Gawd’s sake, talk!” she cried sharply. “Are youse dumbies?” The morning dawned fresh and fair; the trees and the brown turf smelled sweet, the homely barnyard noises brought a smile to Miss Forsythe’s sympathetic face, as she waited for Ardelia to join her in a drive to the station. But Ardelia did not smile. Her eyes ached with the great green glare, the strange scattered objects, the long At the station Miss Forsythe shook her limp little hand. “Good-by, dear,” she said. “I’ll bring the other little children back with me. You’ll enjoy that. Good-by.” “I’m comin’, too,” said Ardelia. “Why—no, dear—you wait for us. You’d only turn around and come right back, you know,” urged Miss Forsythe, secretly touched by this devotion to herself. “Come back nothin’,” said Ardelia doggedly. “I’m goin’ home.” “Why—why, Ardelia! Don’t you really like it?” “Naw, it’s too hot.” Miss Forsythe stared. “But Ardelia, you don’t want to go back to that horrible smelly street? Not truly?” The train steamed in; Miss Forsythe mounted the steps uneasily, Ardelia clinging to her hand. “It’s so lovely and quiet,” the young lady pleaded. Ardelia shuddered. Again she seemed to hear that fiendish, mournful wailing: “Knee deep! Knee deep! Knee deep!” “It smells so good, Ardelia! All the green things!” Good! that hot, rustling breeze of noonday, that damp and empty evening wind! They rode in silence. But the jar and jolt of the engine made music in Ardelia’s ears; the crying of the hot babies, the familiar jargon of the newsboy: “N’Yawk moyning paypers! Woyld! Joynal!” were a breath from home to her little cockney heart. They pushed through the great station, they climbed the steps of the elevated track, they jingled on a cross-town car. And at a familiar corner Ardelia slipped loose her hand, uttered a But late in the evening, when the great city turned out to breathe, and sat with opened shirt and loosened bodice on the dirty steps; when the hurdy-gurdy executed brassy scales and the lights flared in endless sparkling rows; when the trolley gongs at the corner pierced the air, and feet tapped cheerfully down the cool stone steps of the beer-shop, Ardelia, bare-footed and abandoned, nibbling at a section of bologna sausage, secure in the hope of an olive to come, cakewalked insolently with a band of little girls behind a severe policeman, mocking his stolid gait, to the delight of Old Dutchy, who beamed approvingly at her prancings. “Ja, ja, you trow out your feet goot. Some day we pay to see you, no? You like to get back already?” Ardelia performed an audacious pas seul and reached for her olive. “Ja, danky shun, Dutchy,” she said airily, and as the hurdy-gurdy moved away, and the oboe of “Gee!” she murmured, “N’Yawk’s the place!” |