Petterbridge's house stood in a small sheltered valley into which the sun had not yet made its way, when I drew rein at the rail fence at the side of his house. As I was not known by the family, and might have had trouble getting what I wanted from any of them, I was particularly glad when the old man himself appeared at the back door. In reply to his "What ere' want, stranger?" I dismounted and convinced him who I was. As there was only the family at home, it was safe for me to stop. Here I got breakfast, a pocketfull of bread and meat to carry with me, a fresh horse, a pair of butternut trousers, and the news that several houses supposed to belong to Unionists had been burnt by Rebels during the night. Devotedly hoping that I might miss all these ill-regulated gentlemen, I left Petterbridge's and pushed on. The horse I had taken was only a fair traveler, but then he was not too valuable to abandon to the enemy. A number of times I met and was accosted by single stragglers and skulkers. They were a pitiful looking set of men, ragged as Lazarus, generally barefoot, and gaunt almost to emaciation. I always stopped at the least effort on their part to enter into conversation, and asked earnestly after a lost cow or a fictitious companion, varying the inquiry as I thought my interlocutor took me for one of the I never willingly ran against them, but it was impossible to avoid them entirely, for they were making for the Potomac, and I was practically following its course and going across their line of march. There was really little to fear from them. They could not know that I was a Union spy, and they were not a suspicious set of men anyway. It was the bushwhackers and raiders I was most in danger from, and more from the bushwhackers than the raiders. The latter, like the stragglers, kept on and near the roads, and there was always enough of them together to make me aware of their presence by their noise, so with due caution I would not be likely to encounter them. More than a dozen times I drew up into thickets and ravines to let a party of them pass, and several other times saw squads in the distance. From the bushwhackers I had no protection. Singularly I will here say I was in the bloodiest and most hopeless battles of the war, and I have had a pretty steady diet of Indian fighting since the war, having been surrounded by half-frozen Indians of various tribes in Montana and Dakota, and chased and been chased by red hot Apaches in Arizona and New Mexico, but never have I undergone such nerve-trying work as was that trip I made as a Union spy, the account of which I am telling. There was never at any time more danger than I met afterward, but there was no let up. Every nerve was strung to its highest tension and kept there, every sense was held alert. There was never present the enlivening enthusiasm of battle, which warms a man's blood to deeds of heroism; there was no emulation to keep up one's courage; there was always the demoralizing necessity of keeping out of the way of danger; there was ever present the fretting fact that self-preservation only could insure success. No man is anxious to be killed. No matter how strongly he is imbued with a sense of duty and honor and of love for his country, he is pretty certain to feel that her good will be better secured if he is on the boards to look after it, than it would be if he had laid down his life at her shrine. He prefers to live, but at the same time he does not want his personal safety to be a matter of perpetual concern. I was not a coward, but I felt decidedly It was about three o'clock when I finally stumbled on an oat stack in an odd little clearing, far out from sight of the owner's windows. I let my horse take his dinner, while I kept guard and ate a sandwich. In order to let him make as good a meal as possible I delayed as long as my impatience would let me and then nearly made him break his neck and mine too, by trying to canter him down a place about as steep as Jordalemet and nearly as slick, in order to make up for lost time. The country which had been comparatively level and well settled for some distance back through the valley, became rough again as I neared the mountains, and I had to make my way more slowly and cautiously. I seemed to have run out of the stream of Rebels. I determined to question the first person I met. Before long I saw a weak minded looking man driving a few sheep along a narrow path, and coming from the opposite direction. "Howdy, stranger?" I began. "Howdy?" he returned. "You're pretty fortunate to get through with them sheep, without their being turned into mutton." "Met nobody to turn 'em; ain't nobody up that way." From this I judged that the country ahead was free of both Rebels and Yankees as far back as he had come. He eyed me suspiciously while talking, but was evidently telling the truth as far as he knew it. He seemed in a great hurry to get away from me with his sheep, and after asking him for minute directions for a road that turned to the right about four miles ahead and which I did not intend to take, we separated. After parting from him I shortly turned to my left, having decided that as soon as I came to it, which I knew would be in a little time, I would avail myself of a road leading over the mountains. Riding slowly along through the dense forest, wondering if I dared treat myself to a smoke, I turned full on a group of four men, in dirty butternut, camped in a laurel brake. They were chivalrous Southerners without doubt, but built on the plan of "He who fights and runs away." They evidently thought they had been discovered by Yankees and that the proper time to run had arrived. One man, who was lifting a bucket of coffee from the coals, ejaculated "hell," and taking the bucket with him, fled, followed by the others. To my startled gaze they seemed to disappear in a dozen different directions at the same time. I would have been extremely grateful to the leader if he had left the coffee behind. Knowing that a short stop made by me might be lengthened out indefinitely if any of the fugitives chanced to return, I departed without much delay. As soon as I reached the road I turned into it and had a comparatively easy time for the next few miles. |