The Hidden Servants and Other Very Old Stories |
THE HIDDEN SERVANTS and OTHER VERY OLD STORIES Told Over Again By FRANCESCA ALEXANDER AUTHOR OF "THE STORY OF IDA," "ROADSIDE SONGS OF TUSCANY," Etc. LONDON * Published by DAVID NUTT at the Sign of the Phoenix, Long Acre * 1907 Copyright, 1900, By LITTLE, BROWN, AND COMPANY All Rights Reserved University Press * John Wilson and Son * Cambridge, U.S.A. Introduction To those who are fortunate enough to know Miss Alexander's pen and pencil pictures of Italian peasant life the very name of Francesca, over which her early work was published, carries with it an aroma as of those humbler graces of her adopted people,—their sunny charity, their native sense of the beautiful, their childlike faith,—which touch the heart more intimately than all their great achievements in History and in Art. For those, however, to whom are yet unknown her faithful transcripts in picture and story from the lives of the people she loves, a word of introduction has been asked; and it was perhaps thought that the task might properly be entrusted to one who had heard The Hidden Servants and many another of these poems from the lips of Francesca herself. Yet, rightly considered, could any experience have better served to banish from the mind such irrelevant intruders as facts,—those literal facts and data at least which the uninitiated might be so mistaken as to desire, but which none who knew Francesca's work could regard as of the slightest consequence? Imagine a quiet, green-latticed room in Venice overlooking the Grand Canal whose waters keep time in gently audible lappings to the lilt of the verse,—that lilt that is apparent even in the printed line, but which only a voice trained to Italian cadences can perfectly give. Imagine that voice half chanting, half reciting, these old, old legends, and with an absolute sincerity of conviction which stirs the mind of the listeners, mere children of to-day though they be, to a faith akin to that which conceived the tales. Where is there place for facts in such a scene, in such an experience? Or, if facts must be, are not all that are requisite easily to be gleaned from the poems themselves? Why state that Francesca is the daughter of an American artist, or that she has spent her life in Italy, when the artist inheritance, the Italian atmosphere, breathes in every poem our little book contains? Why make mention even of Ruskin's enthusiastic heralding of her work, when the very spirit of it is so essentially that which the great idealist was seeking all his life that he could scarcely have failed to discover and applaud it had it been ever so retiring, ever so hidden? Nor does it matter that the Alexander home chances to be in Florence rather than in Venice, since it is Italy itself that lives in Francesca's work; nor that she is Protestant rather than Catholic, when it is religion pure and simple, unrestricted by any creed, that makes vital each line she writes or draws. Yet of the poems, if not of the writer, there remained still something to learn, and accordingly a letter of inquiry was sent her; and her own reply, written with no thought of publication, is a better report than another could give. This is what she says:— "With regard to this present collection of ballads, I can tell its history in a few words. When I was a young girl many old and curious books fell into my hands and became my favourite reading (next to the Bible, and, perhaps, the Divina Commedia), as I found in them the strong faith and simple modes of thought which were what I liked and wanted. Afterwards, in my constant intercourse with the country people, and especially with old people whom I always loved, I heard a great many legends and traditions, often beautiful, often instructive, and which, as far as I knew, had never been written down. I was always in request with children for the stories which I knew and could tell, and, as I found they liked these legends, I thought it a pity they should be lost after I should have passed away, and so I always meant to write them down; all the more that I had felt the need of such reading when I was a child myself. But I never had time to write them as long as my eyes permitted me to work at my drawing, and afterwards, when I wanted to begin them, I found myself unable to write at all for more than a few minutes at once. Finally I thought of turning the stories into rhyme and learning them all by heart, so that I could write them down little by little. I thought children would not be very particular, if I could just make the dear old stories vivid and comprehensible, which I tried to do. If, as you kindly hope, they may be good for older people as well, then it must be that when the Lord took from me one faculty He gave me another; which is in no way impossible. And I think of the beautiful Italian proverb: 'When God shuts a door He opens a window.'" After such an account of the origin and growth of these poems no further comment would seem fitting, unless it be that made by Cardinal Manning when writing to Mr. Ruskin in 1883 to thank him for a copy of Francesca's Story of Ida. He writes:— "It is simply beautiful, like the Fioretti di San Francesco. Such flowers can grow in one soil alone. They can be found only in the Garden of Faith, over which the world of light hangs visibly, and is more intensely seen by the poor and the pure in heart than by the rich, or the learned, or the men of culture." ANNA FULLER. Preface THE OLD STORY-TELLER In my upper chamber here, Still I wait from year to year; Wondering when the time will come That the Lord will call me home. All the rest have been removed,— Those I worked for, those I loved; And, at times, there seems to be Little use on earth for me. Still God keeps me—He knows why— When so many younger die! From my window I look down On the busy, bustling town. But beyond its noise and jar I can see the hills afar; And above it, the blue sky, And the white clouds sailing by; And the sunbeams, as they shine On a world that is not mine. Here I wait, while life shall last, An old relic of the past, Feeling strange, and far away From the people of to-day; Thankful for the memory dear Of a morning, always near, Though long vanished, and so fair! Dewy flowers and April air; Thankful that the storms of noon Spent their force and died so soon; Thankful, as their echoes cease, For this twilight hour of peace. But my life, to evening grown, Still has pleasures of its own. Up my stairway, long and steep, Now and then the children creep; Gather round me, where I sit All day long, and dream, and knit; Fill my room with happy noise— May God bless them, girls and boys! Then sweet eyes upon me shine, Dimpled hands are laid in mine; And I never ask them why They have sought to climb so high; For 'twere useless to enquire! 'Tis a story they desire, Taken from my ancient store, None the worse if heard before; And they turn, with pleading looks, To my shelf of time-worn books, Bound in parchment brown with age. Little in them to engage Children's fancy, one would say! Yet, when tired with noisy play, Nothing pleases them so well As the stories I can tell From those pages, old and gray, With their edges worn away; Spelling queer, and Woodcut quaint. Angel, demon, prince, and saint, Much alike in face and air; Houses tipping here and there, Lion, palm-tree, hermit's cell, And much more I need not tell. Then they all attentive wait, While the story I relate, And, before the half is told, I forget that I am old! But one age there seems to be For the little ones and me. What though all be new and strange, Little children never change; All is shifting day by day,— Worse or better, who can say? Much we lose, and much we learn, But the children still return, As the flowers do, every year; Just as innocent and dear As those babes who first did meet At our Heavenly Master's feet. In His arms He took them all: Oh, 'tis precious to recall— BlessÈd to believe it true— That what we love He loved too! Since the time when life was new, All my long, long journey through, I have story-teller been. When a child I did begin To my playmates; later on, Other children, long since gone, Came to listen; and of some, Still the children's children come! Some, the dearest, took their flight, In the early morning light, To the glory far away, Made for them and such as they. I have lingered till the last; All the busy hours are past; Now my sun is in the west, Slowly sinking down to rest Ere it wholly fades from view, One thing only I would do: From my stories I would choose Those 't would grieve me most to lose. And would tell them once again For the children who remain, And for others, yet to be, Whom on earth I may not see. Here, within this volume small, I have thought to write them all; And to-day the work commence, Trusting, ere God call me hence, I may see the whole complete. It will be a labour sweet, Calling back, in sunset glow, Happy hours of long ago. CONTENTS Introduction Preface The Hidden Servants The Bag of Sand Il Crocifisso della Providenza Angels in the Churchyard The Origin of the Indian Corn The Eldest Daughter of the King Bishop Troilus The Crosses on the Wall Suora Marianna The Lupins The Silver Cross The Tears of Repentance The Hidden Servants AND OTHER POEMS THE HIDDEN SERVANTS A sheltered nook on a mountain side, Shut in, and guarded, and fortified By rocks that hardly a goat would climb, All smoothed by tempest and bleached by time— Such was the spot that the hermit chose, From youth to age, for his life's repose. There had he lived for forty years, Trying, with penance and prayers and tears, To make his soul like a polished stone In God's great temple; for this alone Was the one dear wish that his soul possessed, And 't was little he cared for all the rest, Nothing had changed since first he came; The sky and the mountain were all the same, Only a beech-tree, that there had grown Ere ever he builded his cell of stone, Had risen and spread to a stately grace, And its shifting shadow filled half the place. Many a winter its storms had spent, Many a summer its sunshine lent To the little cell, till it came to look Like another rock in the peaceful nook. Mosses and lichen had veiled the wall, Till it hardly seemed like a dwelling at all. 'T was a peaceful home when the days were soft, And spring in her sweetness crept aloft From the plains below where her work was done, And the hills grew green in the warming sun. And in summer the cell of the hermit seemed Like part of that heaven of which he dreamed: For the turf behind those walls of flint Was sprinkled with flowers of rainbow tint; And never a sound but the bees' low hum, As over the blossoms they go and come; Or—when one listened—the fainter tones Of a spring that bubbled between the stones. But dreary it was on a winter's night, When the snow fell heavy and soft and white. And at times, when the morn was cold and keen, The footprints of wolves at his door were seen. But cold or hunger he hardly felt, So near to heaven the good man dwelt; And as for danger—why, death, to him, Meant only joining the Seraphim! Poorly he lived, and hardly fared; And when the acorns and roots he shared With mole or squirrel, he asked no more, But thanked the Lord for such welcome store. The richest feast he could ever know Was when the shepherds who dwelt below, Whose sheep in the mountain pastures fed, Would bring him cheeses, or barley bread, Or—after harvest—a bag of meal; And then they would all before him kneel, On flowery turf or on moss-grown rocks, To ask a blessing for them and their flocks, And once or twice he had wandered out To preach in the country round about, Where unto many his words were blest; Then back he climbed to his quiet nest. By all in trouble his aid was sought; And women their pining children brought, For a touch of his hand to ease their pain, And his prayers to make them strong again. And now one wish in his heart remained: He longed to know what his soul had gained, And how he had grown in the Master's grace, Since first he came to that lonely place. This wish was haunting him night and day, He never could drive the thought away. Until at length in the beech-tree's shade He knelt, and with all his soul he prayed That God would grant him to know and see A man, if such in the world might be, Whose soul in the heavenly grace had grown To the self-same measure as his own; Whose treasure on the celestial shore Could neither be less than his nor more. He prayed with faith, and his prayer was heard; He hardly came to the closing word Before he felt there was some one there! He looked, and saw in the sun-lit air An angel, floating on wings of white; Nor did he wonder at such a sight: For angels often had come to cheer His soul, and he thought them always near. Happy and humble, he bowed his head, And listened, while thus the angel said: "Go to the nearest town, and there, To-morrow, will be in the market square A mountebank, playing his tricks for show: He is the man thou hast prayed to know; His soul, as seen by the light divine, Is neither better nor worse than thine. His treasure on the celestial shore Is neither less than thine own nor more." Next day, in the dim and early morn, By a slippery path that the sheep had worn, The hermit went from his loved abode To the farms below, and the beaten road. The reapers, out in the field that day, Who saw him passing, did often say, What a mournful look the old man had! And his very voice was changed and sad. Troubled he was, and much perplexed; With endless doubting his mind was vexed. What—He? A mountebank? Both the same? What could it mean to his soul but shame? Had his forty years been vainly spent? And then, alas! as he onward went, There came an evil and bitter thought,— Had he been serving the Lord for nought? But in his fear he began to pray, And the black temptation passed away. Perhaps the mountebank yet might prove To have a soul in the Master's love. He almost felt that it must be so, In spite of a life that seemed so low. Perhaps he was forced such life to take, It might be, even for conscience' sake; Some cruel master the order gave, Perhaps, for scorn of a pious slave. Or, stay—there were saints in ancient days, Who had such terror of human praise That, but to gain the contempt they prized, They did such things as are most despised; Feigned even madness; and more than one, Accused of sins he had never done, Had willingly borne disgrace and blame, Nor said a word for his own good name! In thoughts like these had the day gone by; The sun was now in the western sky: The road, grown level and hot and wide, With dusty hedges on either side, Had led him close to the city gate, Where he must enter to learn his fate. Now fear did over his hope prevail: He almost wished in his search to fail, And find no mountebank there at all! For then his vision he well might call A dream that came of its own accord, Instead of a message from the Lord! A few more minutes, and then he knew That all which the angel said was true! A mountebank, in the market square, Was making the people laugh and stare. With antics more befitting an ape Than any creature in human shape! The hermit took his place with the rest, Not heeding the crowd that round him pressed, And earnestly set his eyes to scan The face of the poor, unsaintly man. Alas, there was little written there Of inward peace or of answered prayer! For all the paint, and the droll grimace, 'T was a haggard, anxious, weary face. The mountebank saw, with vague surprise, The patient, sorrowful, searching eyes, Whose look, so solemn, and kindly too, Seemed piercing all his disguises through. They made him restless, he knew not why: He could not play; it was vain to try! His face grew sober, his movements slow; And, soon as might be, he closed the show. He saw that the hermit lingered on, When all the rest of the crowd were gone. Then over his gaudy clothes he drew A ragged mantle of faded hue; And he himself was the first to speak: "Good Father, is it for me you seek?" "My son, I have sought you all the day; Would you come with me a little way, Into some quiet corner near, Where no one our words can overhear?" Not far away, in a lonely street, By a garden wall they found a seat. It now was late, and the sun had set, Though a golden glory lingered yet, And the moon looked pale in it overhead. They sat them down, and the hermit said: "My son, to me was a vision sent, And as yet I know not what it meant; But I think that you, and you alone, Are able to make its meaning known. Answer me then—I have great need— And tell me, what is the life you lead?" "My life's a poor one, you may suppose! I 've many troubles that no one knows; For I have to keep a smiling face. I wander, friendless, from place to place, Risking my neck for a scanty gain; But I must do it, and not complain. I know, whatever may go amiss, That I have deserved much worse than this." To the hermit this a meaning bore Of deep humility, nothing more. So, gaining courage, "But this," he said, "Is not the life you have always led. So much the vision to me revealed; I know there 's something you keep concealed." The mountebank answered sadly: "Yes! 'T is true: you ask, and I must confess. But keep my secret, good Father, pray; Or my life will not be safe for a day! Alas, I have led a life of crime! I 've been an evil man in my time. I was a robber—I think you know— Till little more than a year ago; One of a desperate, murderous band, A curse and terror to all the land!" The hermit's head sank down on his breast; His trembling hands to his eyes he pressed. "Has God rejected me?" then he moaned: "Are all my service and love disowned? Have I been blind, and my soul deceived?" The other, seeing the old man grieved, Said: "Father, why do you care so much For one not worthy your robe to touch? The Lord is gracious, and if He will, He can forgive and save me still. And as for my wicked life, 't is I, Not you, who have reason to weep and sigh! Your prayers may help me, and bring me peace." The hermit made him a sign to cease; Then raised his head, and began to speak, With tears on his wrinkled, sun-browned cheek. "If you could remember even one Good deed that you in your life have done, I need not go in despair away. Think well; and if you can find one, say!" "Once," said the mountebank, "that was all, I did for the Lord a service small, And never yet have I told the tale! But if you wish it, I will not fail. A few of our men had gone one day— 'T was less for plunder, I think, than play— To a certain convent, small and poor, Where a dozen sisters lived secure For very poverty! dreaming not That any envied their humble lot. There, finding the door was locked and barred, They climbed the wall of a grass-grown yard. Some vines were planted along its side, Their trailing branches left room to hide; Where, neither by pity moved nor shame, They crouched, till one of the sisters came To gather herbs for the noonday meal; Then out from under the leaves they steal! So she was taken, poor soul, and bound, And carried off to our camping ground. A harmless creature, who knew no more Of the world outside her convent door, Than you or I of the moon up there! A shame, to take her in such a snare! "But, Father, I wished that I had been Ten miles away, when they brought her in, To hold for ransom; or if that failed— Oh, well, we knew when the pirates sailed! We knew their captain, who paid us well, And carried our prisoners off to sell. They never beheld their country more, Being bought for slaves on a foreign shore. "But oh! 't was enough the tears to bring, To see that innocent, frightened thing, Looking, half hopeful, from face to face, As if she thought, in that wicked place, There might be one who would take her part! She looked at me, and it stung my heart. But I, with a hard, disdainful air, Turned from her as one who did not care, I heard her sighing: she did not know That her gentle look had hurt me so! "That night they set me the watch to keep; And when the others were all asleep, And I had been moving to and fro, With branches keeping the fire aglow, I crept along to the woman's side,— She sat apart, and her arms were tied,— And said,—'t was only a whispered word; We both were lost if the others heard,— 'If you will trust me and with me come, I 'll bring you safe to your convent home.' She started, into my face she gazed; Said she, 'I'll trust you—the Lord be praised!' "I very quickly the cords unbound. She rose; I led her without a sound Between the rows of the sleeping men, Till we left the camp behind; and then I found my horse, that was tied near by. The woman mounted, and she and I Set off in haste, through the midnight shade, On the wildest journey I ever made! By wood and thicket the horse I led, And over a torrent's stony bed,— For along the road I dared not go, For fear that the others our flight should know, And follow after; the woman prayed. I, quick and cautious, but not afraid, Went first, with the stars for guide, until We saw the convent, high on a hill. We reached the door as the east grew red. 'God will remember!' was all she said; Her face was full of a sweet content. She knocked, they opened, and in she went. The door was closed—she was safe at last! I heard the bolt as they made it fast— And I in the twilight stood alone, With the lightest heart I had ever known! "So, Father, my robber days were o'er; I could not be what I was before. I wandered on with a thankful mind, For I left the old bad life behind, And tried, as I journeyed day by day, To gain my bread in an honest way. But little work could I find to do; And so, as some juggling tricks I knew, I took this business which now you see: 'T is good enough for a man like me!" While yet the story was going on, The cloud from the hermit's face had gone; And if his eyes in the moonlight shone, They glistened with thankful tears alone. He listened in solemn awe until The mountebank's tale was done; and still, Some moments, he neither spoke nor stirred, But silently pondered every word. Then humbly speaking, "The Lord," said he, "Has had great mercy on you and me! And now, my son, I must tell you why I came to speak with you—know that I Have tried with the Lord alone to dwell, For forty years, in my mountain cell; In prayer and solitude, day and night, Have striven to keep my candle bright! And there, but yesterday, while I prayed, An angel came to my side, and said That I should seek you,—and told me where,— And should your life with my own compare; For in God's service and love and grace Your soul with mine has an equal place, We both alike have his mercy shared, The same reward is for both prepared. I came; I sought you—and you know how I found you out in the square just now! At which—may the Lord forgive my pride!— At first I was poorly satisfied. But now I have heard your story through— What you in a single night could do!— And know that this to the Lord appears Worth all my service of forty years; I can but wonder, and thank His grace Which raised us both to an equal place," "But, Father, it never can be true! What?—I by the side of a saint like you? Ah no! You never to me were sent. 'T was some one else whom the angel meant!" "No! Listen to me—'T was you, my son! Our Master said that a service done To a child of His in time of need Is done to Himself in very deed, And is with love by Himself received! So do not think I have been deceived, But keep those words on your heart engraved Of the humble woman whose life you saved, God will remember, and trust His care. He will not forget you here nor there!" "O Father, Father! And can it be That the Lord in heaven remembers me? And yet I had felt it must be true, For the woman spoke as if she knew! But when was ever such mercy shown, And is this the love He bears His own? Are these the blessings He holds in store? Oh, let me serve Him for evermore!" And when, at the close of another day, The hermit wearily made his way Up the mountain path, from stone to stone, He did not climb to his cell alone. The mountebank, still with wondering face, Came with him up to that peaceful place! Together with thankful hearts they went, Thenceforth together their lives were spent. And, ere the summer had reached its close, Another cell from the rocks arose; The beech, in its strong and stately growth, Spread one green canopy over both. On summer evenings, when shepherds guide Their flocks to rest on the mountain side, They heard above, in the twilight calm, Two voices, chanting the evening psalm; And one was agÈd, and one was young, But never was hymn more sweetly sung! In love and patience, by deed and word, They helped each other to serve the Lord,— Together to pray, to learn, to teach,— Till a deeper blessing fell on each. Their souls grew upward from day to day; But he who farthest had gone astray, Who, lowest fallen, had hardest striven, Who most had sinned and been most forgiven, Erelong in the heavenly race outran The older, milder, and wiser man. Two years he dwelt with his agÈd friend, Then made a blessÈd and peaceful end; And, when his penitent life was do
The Bag of Sand THE BAG OF SAND was written by St. Heradius, who visited, some time in the fifth century, the hermit fathers of the desert and mountains, and collected many interesting stories about them. The Bag of Sand In that land of desolation Where, mid dangers manifold, Lost in heavenly contemplation, Desert fathers dwelt of old, Lay a field where grass was growing Green beneath the palm-trees' shade; And a spring, forever flowing, Life amid the stillness made. There a brotherhood, incited By one hope and purpose high, Came to dwell in faith united, Pray and labour, live and die. Mighty was the love that bound them. Each to each, in that wild land, Where the desert closed around them, One dead waste of rocks and sand, Saving where, to rest their eyes on, While they dreamed of hills divine, Blue, above the low horizon, Stretched the mountains' wavy line. There could nought of earth remind them, Nor disturb their dreams and prayers; They had left the world behind them, Felt no more its joys and cares. Far from all its weary bustle, Will subdued, and mind at ease. They could hear the palm-trees rustle In the early morning breeze. When the bell, to prayer inviting. From the low-built belfry rang, They could hear the birds uniting With them while the psalms they sang. From the earth their labour brought them All they needed—scanty fare. Life of toil and hardship taught them, Though at peace, the cross to bear. This is all their record: never Can we hope the rest to know! Names and deeds are lost forever, In the mist of long ago; And of all that life angelic Neither shadow left, nor trace. Save this tale,—a precious relic, In its wise and saintly grace! This, above the darkness lifted By the truth that in it lay, On the sea of time has drifted, And is still our own to-day. Listen to it, it may teach us Wisdom, with its words of gold! Let this far-off blessing reach us From the desert saints of old. Underneath the vines they tended Where the garden air was sweet, Where the shadows, softly blended, Made an ever cool retreat,— These good brethren had assembled, On their abbot to attend; All were sad, and many trembled, Thinking how the day would end. Of their little congregation One who long had faithful been, Had, beneath a sore temptation, Fallen into grievous sin. What it was they have not told us, But we know, whatever the blame, If God's hand should cease to hold us, You or I might do the same. And for judgment's wise completing (Now the crime was certified), All were called in solemn meeting On the sentence to decide. Much in doubt, they craved assistance, Sent to convents far away, Even to that fair blue distance Where their eyes had loved to stray. Fathers learnÈd, fathers saintly, Abbots used to think and rule, Gathered where the brook sang faintly In the shadow, green and cool. Oh the beauty that was wasted On that day, remembered oft! Oh the sweetness, all untasted, Of the morning, still and soft! At their feet the water glistened, Birds were nesting overhead; No one saw, and no one listened Save to what the speakers said. Long and sad was their debating, Voices low and faces grave, While, the gloomy tale relating, Each in turn his judgment gave. "Send him from you!" one was saying Calmly, as of reason sure; "All are tainted by his staying, Let men know your hands are pure! "For the shame and sorrow brought you, Let him be to all as dead! Harm sufficient has he wrought you!" But the abbot shook his head. For the sin which had undone him, For much evil brought about, He would lay a burden on him, But he could not cast him out! All night long the distant howling, While he waked, of beasts of prey, Made him think of demons prowling, Come to snatch that soul away. Said another: "I would rather That his shame by all were seen. Do not spare him, O my Father; Let the blow be swift and keen! "Let not justice be evaded! Keep him, bound to labour hard, With you, but apart degraded, And from speech with all debarred!" This the abbot not refusing, Only wondered, while he thought, Was there no one feared the losing Of a soul the Lord had bought? One, more thoughtless, recommended That in prison closely pent He should stay till life was ended! But to this would none consent. In the cell where first they closed him, Shrinking back, as best he might, From a window that exposed him Sometimes to a passer's sight, He, the black offender, waited, From them parted since his fall: Once beloved, now scorned and hated By himself, he thought by all! Nothing asking, nothing pleading, Speechless, tearless, in despair; But, like one in pain exceeding, Moving ever here and there. Little did his fate alarm him: What had he to fear or shun? What could others do to harm him More than he himself had done? But without were minds divided, And the morning wore away; Noon had come, and undecided Still the heavy question lay. Though they looked so stern and fearless, Some with sinking hearts had come,— Hearts that wept when eyes were tearless, Pleaded when the lips were dumb. One who had that morning seen him, Seeking from their gaze to hide, Tried from heavy doom to screen him; But his reasons were denied. He of other days was thinking,— Happy days, and still so near!— When that brother, shamed and shrinking, Had to all their souls been dear. Others tried their hearts to harden, Felt their pity to be sin; Silent, prayed the Lord to pardon Kinder thoughts that rose within. Some proposed and some objected, While, the long debate to end, One old Father they expected, And on him would all depend. He—their honoured, best adviser— Dwelt in desert cave retired; Older than the rest, and wiser: Many thought his words inspired; Said he knew what passed within them When by sin or doubt assailed; True it is, his words could win them, Often, when all else had failed. He would find what all were seeking, Justice pure, and judgment right! Still the abbot, seldom speaking, Pale and sober, prayed for light. Light was sent! For, toiling slowly O'er the sun-baked desert road, Came that Father, wise and holy, Bent beneath a weary load! Scarce his failing limbs sustained him, For the burden sorely pressed: Many times, as though it pained him, Would he stand to breathe and rest. One who watched for his arriving, Went and told them he was near. Up they rose, and ceased their striving, In their joy such news to hear! Then they all went forth and met him, By their reverent love compelled: Nevermore could one forget him, Who that day his face beheld! Wasted, worn, yet strong to aid them; Peaceful, though by conflict tried; Shining with a light that made them Feel the Lord was by his side! But it grieved their souls to see him By that burden bowed and strained! Many stretched their hands to free him, Wondering what the sack contained. "Why this burden?" one addressed him; "All unfit for arms like thine!" He, while yet the weight oppressed him, Answered: "These are sins of mine. "I must bear them all, my brother, Ever with me while I go On my way to judge another! These have made my journey slow." Then the abbot, growing bolder, Raised the load with trembling hand From the Father's bended shoulder; Looked—and found it filled with sand. Of them all, there was not any But was silent for a while; For the best had sins as many As the sand-grains in that pile! Then they heard the abbot saying, "God alone must judge us all!" And a burden, heavy weighing, Seemed from every heart to fall. Awed and hushed, but no more keeping Pity crushed, or love restrained, Some were smiling, some were weeping; Of their striving what remained? Many bowed in veneration; Others all in haste to go With a word of consolation To their brother fallen low. Hope they brought, and gentler feeling, To his torn, despairing breast, And that evening found him kneeling In the chapel with the rest. None arose to judge or sentence: He whose sin they most deplored, In his long and sad repentance, Was with charity restored. Il Crocifisso della Providenza The crucifix about which this story is told is still to be seen in the church of the Carmine, where it is kept in the Corsini chapel; and it is always shown to the public on the first of May, when also (as the ballad relates) a festa is held in the house once occupied by the three sisters, in the Via dell' Orto. The house seems to have been little changed since they lived there; it now bears the number 10, and is easily recognized by a niche in the wall, containing a representation of the crucifix, and the chest piled with loaves. From time immemorial, a lamp burns every night before this little shrine: the oil is provided by the poor women of the vicinity (and they are very poor indeed), each one laying by a few centesimi every week for the purpose. Il Crocifisso della Providenza The streets of Florence are fair to see, With palace and church and tower, And there the mighty of earth have dwelt, And the whole world feels their power. And many come from the East and West To gaze on its beauty rare; To stand where the wise and great have stood, For their presence is ever there. But they never think of the narrow streets Where the poor of the city dwell; Those humble houses, so bare and plain, Have tales of their own to tell. There's one by the San Frediano gate, Not far from the city wall; Some Latin words on its front engraved The memory still recall Of one, a beggar, to all unknown, Who knocked at the door one day; Of what a blessing he left behind That morn when he went his way, It happened hundreds of years ago, But they tell the story still; So listen now to the legend old, And smile at it if you will. But if you smile, be it not in scorn; The tale which I now relate Has lightened many a heavy heart By the San Frediano gate. Long since, they say, in that ancient house There were orphan maidens three, And in the chamber above the door, Whose window you still may see, They worked and prayed, by the world unseen; And ever, the long day through, The needles stitched, and the spindle twirled, And the knitted garment grew. So young, and one of them yet a child, With never an earthly friend; They prayed each day for the daily bread Which they knew the Lord would send. And toiling cheerfully, lived content, Nor ever of want complained, But freely shared with the needy poor The little their labour gained. But evil days to the sisters came, And their faith was sorely tried: A merchant, one of the first in town, That winter had failed and died. And many debts had he left behind, And their work was all unpaid; For he it was who had bought and sold The delicate wares they made. They prayed for help, and they sought for work; But awhile they sought in vain. They pledged the ring that their father wore, And their mother's golden chain. Then work they found, but for neighbours poor, And some of them could not pay; 'T was well for them that the spring began, And the cold had passed away. And one by one, as the days went on, Were the household treasures sold,— The copper pitcher, the brazen lamp, And the nut-wood table old, The pot of pinks from the window-sill— But when they had sold them all, An ancient crucifix, carved in wood, Still hung on the whitewashed wall Above the chest where the loaves were kept; Such blessing its presence shed, It seemed to them like a living friend, And not like an image dead! In all their troubles, in all their joys, That crucifix bore a part; Above all comfort, or wealth, or gain, 'T was dear to the sisters' heart! As babes, before they could understand, Or ever a prayer repeat, Each day their father had held them up, While they kissed the carven feet. So April came, and so April went; And they lived, the Lord knows how! The elder sister had saved and spared, But the chest was empty now. That very evening she broke in halves, And gave to the younger two, One piece of bread—'t was the last they had; There was nothing more to do, Unless, unless—and she looked at them, And then at the image dear: She touched it once; but her hand drew back With a guilty, shrinking fear. Her sisters saw, and they started up, And they said in haste, "Not so! Take back the bread, if there be no more; The crucifix must not go!" And she took courage, and kissed them both, And smiled, though her eyes were wet; Then looked again at the face beloved, And said, "He will help us yet!" They rose next day with the early dawn, And their hearts were almost light! The young need little to make them glad, And the day was fair and bright. And pleasant 't is to behold the sun, Though his rosy-tinted ray Could only shine on the moss-grown tiles Of the roof across the way. And the air was sweet in the narrow street Where the swallows toss and glide; For a perfume came on the morning breeze From the hills on every side,— A perfume faint from the woods afar, From blossoming fields of corn; And bells already their chimes began, For this was a sacred morn. The Carmine church is near at hand, And the sisters thither hied; 'T was there they had knelt in happy days By the dear dead mother's side. Then home, through the gay and festive street, Till they reached the chamber bare: The time had come for the morning meal, And alas, no bread was there! The elder girl on her sisters looked, And her face grew white with pain. Then said the one who was next in age, "Let us ask the Lord again!" So down they knelt on the red-tiled floor, And the elder bowed her head, And said aloud, while the others joined, The prayer for their daily bread. And then, with a tempest in her heart That she could no more withstand, With her arm around the younger girl, And the other by the hand, She pleaded, raising her tearful face To the dying face above, For those she loved in their helpless state With more than a sister's love. "O blessed Jesus! O Lord divine! Have pity, we wait for Thee! Look down—Thou seest our empty chest, Thou knowest how poor we be! "Oh, send some bread to my sisters dear, For the cornfields all are Thine! I 'd rather lie in my grave to-day Than to see these children pine! "Thou knowest, Lord, I have done my best; But my hands have failed at length: A mother's burden is on me laid With only a maiden's strength. "Come, help me! Look at these orphan girls! Oh, save them from want and woe!—" Her praying ceased, for they heard a sound, A knock at the door below. They rose, and all to the window went: A beggar was at the door, A poor, pale stranger, with staff in hand, Who had never come before. The Month of Mary was coming in; And many were on their way To ask for alms in the Virgin's name On that beautiful first of May. "My little sisters," the beggar said, (And bowed to the maidens three,) "I pray you spare from your table spread A morsel of bread for me! "I come from far, and I 've far to go; And I 've eaten nought to-day!" The elder wept, but she answered not; And the second turned away. The younger looked with her innocent eyes In the beggar's pleading face: "And if we could, we would give you food; But we 're in as hard a case! "We finished yesterday all we had— The half of a loaf, no more!— We just were asking the Lord for bread, When we heard you at the door." "Go, look in the chest, my little maid; You 'll find there is bread to spare!" "Alas, we have looked so many times, And never a crust is there!" "Look once again, for the love of Him Whose image I see within: He never has failed to help His own, And He will not now begin." So only lest it should seem unkind To refuse the small request, The elder girl with a patient smile Went back to the empty chest. She looked—and down on her knees she fell, With a cry of glad surprise: The others turned, and their breath stood still, They could scarce believe their eyes! 'T was full! And the loaves were piled so high They could close the lid no more. Their tears fell faster for joy that day Than they fell for grief before! But in the midst of their thankful praise They thought of the starving man: The little one seized the topmost loaf, And back to the window ran. She looked, she called him—he was not there! They sought him, but all in vain: He passed away from their sight that day, And he came no more again. So ends the story; but ever since That crucifix bears the name La Providenza; and even now The house has a sacred fame. And many kneel where the sisters knelt Each year on the first of May; And the floor is all bestrewn with flowers, And leaves of the scented bay. The humble room is with roses decked. And bright with the candles' glow; And smoke of incense, and sound of psalm, Float over the street below. A woman agÈd and silver-haired Once told me, with solemn thrill, How she herself had beheld the chest, Which stands in the chamber still. I asked her: "Who was that beggarman? An angel, do you suppose? A saint from heaven?" Her face grew grave, And she answered me, "Who knows?" And then, with voice to a whisper dropped, With an awed, mysterious air, "Some think," she said, "'t was the Lord Himself Who came at the maiden's prayer." Angels in the Churchyard The story of the "Angels in the Churchyard" was told me by Signore Bortolo Zanchetta of Bassano, who said that he read it in an old book, but he had lost the book, and could not even remember its name. Angels in the Churchyard A saint there was, long time ago, And all in vain I tried His name to learn, or whence he came, Or how or where he died. For he from whom the tale I heard Could tell me nothing more Save only that within him dwelt Of love an endless store. And in the churchyard once he passed A summer night in prayer, For pity of the nameless dead Who lie forgotten there. He knew not when the sun went down, So earnestly he prayed! He knew not when the twilight glow Was lost in deepening shade. And when the fair, round moon arose Behind the wooded hill, She looked across the churchyard wall, And found him praying still. But when the night was far along, And when the moon was high, When all the village lights were out, And closed was every eye,— When low above the sleeping dead The folded daisies slept, And he alone his patient watch Until the morning kept,— Came angels through the churchyard gate, But in no heavenly guise; So unadorned, he little thought They came from Paradise! The moon lit up their robes of white; No other glory shone. He watched them, as they paused before One sunken, moss-grown stone, And thrice their silver censers swung, As at some saintly shrine, But never incense burnt on earth Had perfume so divine. Between the graves they glided on: Toward a cross they turned— A wooden cross that bore no name— And there the incense burned. A fading garland on it hung, Of wild flowers simply twined; Whoever lay in that poor grave Had left some love behind. But next they sought a dreary place Against the northern wall; He could not see if mound were there, The nettles grew so tall! And on to others, three or four, Their noiseless steps they bent: Where'er they stayed, the incense rose; Then, as they came, they went. But often to that churchyard green Did he at night repair; And ever, when the hour returned, The angels all were there. He thought them only white-robed priests; And much he wondered why Each night at certain graves they stayed, While others they passed by. Till, after waiting, wondering long, One night he forward pressed, And spoke with one who walked apart, A step behind the rest. 'T was starlight now; the moon had waned: He hardly saw the face Of him he talked with; but he felt Great peace was in the place. "Of God's own saints," the angel said, "A few lie buried here; And He so loves them that to Him Their very dust is dear! "So, while their souls with perfect peace Are in His presence blest, He will not that these humble graves Should all unhonoured rest. "Each night from heaven He sends us down. Where'er His flowers are sown— These bodies that shall one day rise, All glorious like His own!" The saint was silent, for his lips Could find no word to say: He stood entranced, and like to one Whose soul is far away. At length he roused; the stars were dim, The night had half withdrawn: A light was in the eastern sky, The clear pale light of dawn. Then came a freshening in the air, A twitter in the trees, A ripple in the dewy grass That felt the early breeze; And sounded from the tower above The sweet-toned, ancient bell; While bright and busy over all The summer morning fell. The daisies opened; happy birds Sang in the sunshine free. The dead alone are sleeping now; Their morning is to be. |
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